ive got not much to say.. well.. as ppl would have known me.. im a gal with limited words..
new chapter. new beginning.. letting go of the bitterness..
thank u for coming back to my life. <3 :)

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i juz wanna post with the date on it.. hahha~ the number seem so old.. hahaha~ hmmm believe it or not.. 22.. knock knock.. hahaha~ thanks to ppl who wish me.. sms, online,calls.. thanks.. :) cikgu, cikgu umur berapa... thats wat my students asked.. hah~ 19 eh? haha

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what shd i do.. shd i juz accept it n dont care abt wat others say or juz let it go? arrgh... this is wat i hate most.. making decisions... its a killer... i juz dont want to regret it at the later part... how how how.. juz take up the challenge n see how it goes??? hmmmm help help help pls..... arggh...

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prefer not to type things in here.. prefer to keep it to myself.. hmm maybe i will update sooner or later.. see how it goes.. oh anyway i cant wait to be out from the company... im gonna be free soon... apparently im not bonded.. hah~ so dont have to wait till end of oct.. smile smile smile hehehe

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the customize cookie. soft cookie.

teachers day gifts.

from ms sue. the cute cupcakes

sori gift. sori bear

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national day
back to updating.. hmmm been bz lately.. bz eh farah? haha~ last wed went out with the sec sch gfs for dinner. purpose to celebrate sakilah's belated bday. idea fana. there were 5 of us.. me,ain,fana,filzah n sakilah herself.. hmm went to pizza hut.. had the cheese fondue thing.. which we called the jari bengkak~ hah! couldnt finish it up.. that was the first time i see ain ate much more than she normally does... keep it up ain.. eat more... so u wont be so light!! must be heavier than me...! u r taller than me... haha~

on sat i went to the library after work.. i think i spent an hour in there... finding some research.. photocopy some books for notes. hah~ than borrowed a storybook.. still havent finish reading it.. no time to read.. hah~ basically the weekends i stayed at home.. lazy to go anywhere.. several ppl ask me out.. i rejected them.. sori eh..

met up with my fren on tue after sch.. waited for her at amk then when she arrived she say she's craving for secret recipe's marble cheesecake. so off we go to bishan n little did we found out tht there's no more secret recipe over there!! contemplating whether to stay there or go back to where r from.. hmm and so we decided to go back to amk... hehehe~ went to ramen ten.. not much ppl.. had the usuals.. she tried a different one.. n she regretted it.. heh~ after the heavy meal we went for a walk ard amk hub.. amk central.. heh~ bought some neccessities.. n i bought a pair of shoes. hah~ shoes collection.. hmm ok cant spend much anymore... if not i cant survive by the end of this mth.. hah~ the day when wont be complete without any gelagat badut of my fren.. haha~ the maniquinne(whatever the spelling is) incident.. tats so funny.. even ppl ard us laughed at it.. hah~

yest had national day celebration at work. all i can say it was disastrous.. hmm disorganized.. very bad planning. well i dont even know wat im supposed to do.. hmm like wat the.. then after the work. the principal held a meeting.. asking feedback.. i have to say something. i juz state 2 points. arrgh. n she's lecturing me... bla bla bla.. juz shut off my brain, ears.. cant stand it ah... as if i dunno how's work life like.. apa je... hmm but on the other note at least i dont have to stay thruout the meeting.. hah~ had to go for class..

today.. hmm hopefully will be meeting mr f.. after like hmm 3 weeks of not meeting him. heh~ maybe lah.. we'll see how. he has fallen asleep again i guess... hah~

n i have yet to complete my assignments.. haiz. essays.. the thing i hate most.. hah~

tried to upload photos but having some error.. so next time will... till then.

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hah~ have loads of assignments waiting to be done.. have not touch on any of them yet except for the one that have been presented on last wed. haha~ wat the.. as much as i dont wanna slack but i juz cant resist that... haha apa je farah..

next assignment due this coming fri.. a grp presentation.. arrgh.. well got the info juz have to organise it accordingly.. well gonna do it soon..

well work hmm ok i guess. haha~ i juz dont realli like the P. well i juz have to accept it whether i like it or not since P the one who pays for my course. hah~

oh oh last sat after work i walked ard the whole cwp to find the suitable present for sakilah. hah~ last min present. well hopefully u like that give sakilah. met up with ain later after tat. spend the time at mac first b4 heading to her house. hah~ hmm had lots of food.. the parents kept asking to eat. hah great host.

sun went to library to do some research. too bad the book are not for loan. if not i would have grabbed it. then watched a movie. i forgot wats the title.. oh yeah knocked up. hah~ it was ok. kinda funny..

oh yeah last fri after the class went back by cab courtesy of the lecturer. apparently she lived nearby.. hah~ hmm had a chat with her. n she knew my sec sch mly teacher.. cikgu nor is her bestfren infact childhood fren. hah~

oh ya met up with leena on last wed. she asked me to accompany her to choose her ring. ok little did i know she getting married on fri.. hah~ ok now she's happily married to resan.. well congrats to her..

n i had weird conversation with my family the other day. we r goin to move house. but gonna use my sis name to buy the house. she said i have to make a contract with her. when i'm getting married in future i have to move out to my own house with my future husband. she wont allow me to stay there. well only a few days can but have to get own house first. hah~ apa je.. well anyway its good lah.. hmm most prob gonna move out of yishun n to the east side maybe.. she's trying to apply for the new house at bedok north.. which is near to her fren's place.. hah~ ok im gonna be far away from my close frens n worse still far away from my workplace.. but its near to the mrt.. well everything is still under consideration..

eh zaida when are we goin for gift hunting? its gonna be aug soon tau..! haha~

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my nose currently seems like a tap water that needs a plumber's help. haahha~ apa je.. throat feeling a lil sore.. hmm hopefully will be better tmr.. i think i got the virus from the boy in sch. haiz~

last sat after work went out to meet mr f. this time he end his work early. went to watch harry porter. heh~ after bought the tix we had our lunch. then went for the movie. after the movies, we tried to hunt for his notebook bag or a folder. but couldnt find the rite one. until we saw one at og. was a good choice but didnt buy there. heh~ i know where to get a cheaper one.

so the next day we went to the place to get the bag.. finally he got wat he wants. hah~

mon work as usual but this time im not attached to the playgroup. hmm i have to stay with the older children.. which is no fun at all. hah~ hmm trying to adapt to it.. hmm the principal trying to train me to be an all-rounder teacher. hah~ whatever lah eh.. as long as u happy..

oh class started on mon.. hmm the ppl seemed over friendly juz like wat zaida told me. haha~ one module has 3 assignments. arrgh can i do it?? hah~ hopefully can manage thru it.

oh at work one of the teachers keep teaching me montessori stuffs so tat i can help them in future to come. hah~ its interesting on how things work systematically.. she's good.. willing to teach me. heh~ well its a good place to learn step by step. hmm hopefully i can show tat im willing to learn n take the initiative to help out ard..

hmm if u wanna know more u can feel free to ask me.. hahaha~ i think i will stop here for now.
need to continue with my research. well hopefully i will. whahahah~

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hmm problems.. problems problems.. haiz..
ok set aside...

ive been working at the new place now. ok it seems fine.. first few days it sucks. hah~ hmm hopefully i can manage.. :) it seems fun having the kids to call u teacher. haha~ i think i kinda like tat. whahahahaha~ oh zaida, the person told me she has confirmed me working there. haha~ ok so i can see u in sch..! but not now cos u be having ur attachment soon rite?? hahaha~ maybe u can help me in some of the modules. heh~ i have to be more outspoken more active interactive tat kind of things. need to improve myself more. hmmm~

sat went to work. hah~ need to mark some books. ok not some loads.. maths. haiz~ i still cant teach them cos its totally new n different method. hmm maybe i have to learn it some day. haha~ it seems ok.. then took the bus to tamp. was waiting for mr f.. hmm walked ard. went to toys r us.. i have the urge of buying some toys there. hahaha~ but no i didnt... heh~ walked ard.. after an hour in that crowded place decided to take the train to paya lebar... he still have not finish his work yet. haiz~ walked ard singpost. went to this fashion. hah~ saw 2 tops that seems nice n affordable.. bought it... hah~ wasting my cash... hah~ i was all alone.. hah~ he told me to eat first. tried to eat the slowest i can. hah~ waited for him for 4 freaking hours! hah~ hmm finally he came.. in his uniform haha~ looked funny.. mr engineer.. haha~

after tat made our way to buy tix for the movie. hmm accompanied him for dinner. then walked for abit then off to home..

the next day met up with him again. he was in search of some books.. but couldnt find the rite one. hmm then juz window shopped for abit. had lunch at sakura. hmm i think nowadays i ate abit. couldnt finish up my food again. hah~ ok well i know y b4 tat had double choc! haha~ im addicted to it! hhaha had a free one juz now. cos of the privilege card. whhahaha~

well i have to do a poster for the school. still in process. asked fussy to help me. haha~thanks fussy for the help ;) hehe~

wat else.. hmm one of the teachers gave her notes for me to read up... abt montessori. hah~ hmm scan thru juz now.. it shows the steps for the montessori time.. heh~

hmm well i think i stick to this one insya allah.. :)

well nothing more to update.. mr f keep doin OT. everyday without fail hah~ he's becoming workaholic? haha~ well hopefully by aug he doesnt have to do tat much. since he's starting sch...

oklah tats all for now.. i need to learn how to sing(i am tone deaf haha), need to learn to tell stories, need to learn how to be more hyper! haha~ loads to learn. hmmm.. hopefully i can manage it...

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interact outspoken caring loving haiz
dubious.
hopefully will do better.
y give me so short time??
need more time to settle down..
pls..
i hope something can work out..
i want to change..
to be better..

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hey here i am again.. hah~ as i was saying..
i went for an interview juz now.. hmmm at civic centre.. ok i was feeling awkward.. hmmm. had to wait for the principal for like 1 and half hour.. she's stuck somewhere. hah~ whatever... hmm ok i got the job.. n i have to start work like so fast..! tmr! arrgh.. i thought i can still relax a few more days.. but no.. haiz.. ok work from mon to sat.. hmm half day everyday. hah~

hopefully i can still meet my fren tmr.. heh~ need some updates from her. will confirm again with her tmr. heh~

anyway i have to wait for the principal for so long but the interview was short. hah~ was it worth the waiting?? hmmm i dunno. haha~ im gonna start my new career soon..! i am so scared now!!! arrrggghhh! i dunno i got the job also. i didnt even do well. maybe she realli in need of person i guess. hahaha~

mr hirin told me he gonna go for interview tmr at paya lebar. well hope he gets the job.. heh~ :)

oklah tats all for now.. nothing more to update... byez

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hmm nothing much to update.. hah~

went to tioman island 3 weeks ago.. was fun.. with snorkelling the beach the waterfall. hah~ i juz love it!!

got sick after got back from the holiday. heh~ down with fever flu cough. haiz~

the day i was feeling so sick went out with mr hirin. went to watch movie. i couldnt concentrate. urrgh didnt watch much of the show. hmm went for lunch after the movie. trying to stay away from indoors cos i couldnt take the coldness. hah~ hmm he then sent me home.. thanks mr f.. ;)

stayed at home a few days later.. reject fana's breakfast outing. sori realli so sick. reject leena too. heh~ realli very sori..

finally feeling abit better, met up with mr hirin. went to watch oceans 13. heh~ juz walked ard after that then had our meals. couldnt finish it. i think ive lost my appetite due to the sickness. hah~ walked for a bit more. talked. had a great time.

watched transformers the next day. the morning slot. hah~ not much ppl in the theatre. the show was fantastic.. i love it! hehe~ then made our way to the school. hmm the person explained to me stuffs n all. had to bring mum the next time i come down. hmm cos im still under 21. hah~
then made our way to tiong bahru. to pay his sch fees. heh~ after tat took the bus to somewhere we familiar with n had our lunch.. was feeling so hungry but i still couldnt finish up my food. hah~ its my system.. getting haywire.. hah~ then had ice cream at mac. hah~ hmmm we watched another movie. nancy drew. haha~ it was ok.. then we juz walked ard. b4 heading back to home.

the next day went to the airport to send my uncle's family back to brunei.. we arrived earlier than them hah~ so had lunch first at the canteen.. after tat took the bus back to wdls to have my medical check up. hmm the process was kinda fast. lucky we arrived earlier if not i think i have to wait very long.. heh~ meet up with the sec sch fren in the evening.. had dinner n window shopped. ok i bought a top at gap. there's 30% + 10% off. heh~

met up with teacher zaida yest. watched transformers again! hehehe~ this time its free. its our 2nd time watching n its the longer version! the uncut version! hehehe~ it was damn good lah.. must buy the dvd. hehe~

i have an interview tmr. pls wish me all the best to get the posting there. ive checked out the place. hah~ it seems ok... n its considered near to my home. heh~

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it seems like almost everyday i update this thingy. hahahah~
hmmm juz got too much free time i guess. whahahahahaha~

went to carrefour yest with my mum. got wat i want. went to eat at swensens. hah~

went out with fren juz now. hahaha fren.. bestie? hmmm should i use that term?? hahahah~ went for breakfast at mac.. was kinda full.. made our way to raffles for nothing. then took the train to orchard. hah~ walked ard. saw some things. but didnt get any.. hah~ finally i got my pay. haha~ had a good time juz now.. oh yeah watched fantastic 4..! was kinda awesome. haha~

anyway there's some funny incident happend. haha~ the starbucks caramel frap. onli u know i know.. :p hahahah~ went for a haircut juz now. like finally...! did steaming too. hah~ anyway my hair looked like some kind of balloon at first. haha~ but when i got home it's back to normal already. the hair starts to curl up... haha~ ok fine.. doesnt look like a balloon anymore which is good. hahaha~ i look like a kid.. hahaha~

hmm having flu rite now.. the mucus keep flowing? should i use that?? hahahah~ hmm fri results will be out. n zaida told me she read at her sch regarding referral scheme.. she gonna recommend me n if its successful will get 200. so we gonna divide it equally.. hahaha~ ada je zaida ni... well hopefully i got it..

anyway had a great time with my fren.. the jokes, the date always start with many halangan.. hahaha~ anyway overall its good.. ;) gonna meet up soon hopefully..

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here i am updating again... yeah im so free to update this nowadays..hahaha~ hmm yeah yest entry i forgot to mention tat i read yest's newpaper n found out this 2 pages full of namelist of ppl winning for singtel contest. n rite in the middle of the page i saw one familiar name. haha~straight away asking her abt tat. apparently she didnt know abt it..hahaha~ i told her to bring me to the free movie since im the one who informed her tat..hahahaha~ n she agreed to it..! so yeah gonna watch transformers for free!!ekhekekhekhekeh

oh anyway watched jap drama's juz now.. hahah~ now its my turn zaida... to watch all these. khekehekhe... met up with fana at wdls to borrow some books.. seems like there's no nice books to read.. juz get a few.. gonna read up soon.. then went back to yishun to meet up with miss sakilah. hahaha~ hmm had desserts at delifrance..i had brownie with ice cream. it was ok. hah~ talk for abit. then send fana off.haha~ talk for a bit with sakilah.. that gal is forever funny. funny yet beautiful.hahaha~ meet up soon again ok?? haha! as usual took the cab home... hahahaha~ i know fana will be rolling her eyes.. hhaha~ if i were to take the bus it will be onli a stop away.. whahahha~

been having this headache since juz now.. hmm hopefully it will be gone soon..

oh yeah was talking to kikilala juz now n she mention something.. which i think its logical...
"those who dislikes hypocrites r those who r hypocrites themselves. cos onli hypocrites know wat hypocrites r like" hmm ouch? haha~

oh yeah.. the other day i was chatting with mr hirin.. felt quite envious with him. haiz~ he seems so popular. everywhere he goes surely there's something that knows him... hmm he said something to me.. which i think the moral of the story is that need to be more socialise. hah~ sakilah too juz told me something abt this issue.. as we get older we seems like to have not much frens... hah~ ok we r having the same problem i guess... kinda sad thinking abt it... need to do something to it i guess.. hmmm but how do we start tat?? anybody knows?? hahahaha~

ok stop here. bye.

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hah~ finally exams are over... hmm but i have a bad feeling for it.. im gonna retake the papers.. this time im gonna to put in more effort on it.hahahaha..

met up with mr hirin on wed morning. went for lunch then to the library.he was good enough to accompany me to study for awhile. ahaha~

hmm thur was the exam.. haiz... fri worse still..haiz

met up with mr hirin yest. he bought memory card for his bro. finally i got myselfm2 card. hehe~ now i can play mp3 on my phone.. yipppie...! went to grandparents place after tat.. hmm met up with my uncle's family whojuz got back from brunei there. sleptover at his place. heh~ played with my cousins. they are so kecoh...! hah~

mr hirin dah ord.. hah~ he's on holiday rite now.. hah~ enjoying himself..hmm then i have to do some things for him. gonna do it tmr lah.. haha~ hopefully he got it... ;)
oklah gonna rest for now.. byez............

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hey... so i am here.... hmmm should start studying but there juz no motivation for me to do that.. hahaha~~ hmmm we'll see how lah eh..i got to meet fakhirin on mon b4 he book in to camp. heh~ hmm he accompanied me to the job agency after work. ok i hope i'll get that'job.. heh~ went ard town after tat.. was in search of pouch. bought for him tat.. heh~ then on my way home he asked me to buy for him top up prepaid card.luckily i still got some cash with me so bought one at discounted price. hah~

hmm tue went to work as usual.. nothing's great. the same old thing
wed was my last day of work.. couldnt believe that lady wanna go lunch with me n her cousin. hah~ her cousin was disappointed abt that. was supposed to be my day n not to be theirs as the main topic.. but heck.. hah~my fren the receptionist was feeling sad cos she couldnt complain abt work to anyone anymore. haha~ feeling kinda sad tat im leaving without her.. haha~met up with my cousin after work. our mission of doin something had failed..haiz...~~ hmmm we'll think of other plans ok..

thurs was fana's 21st bday.. hmm met up with ain n sakilah, aziana b4 headed to her place.was ok... bought for her a pierre cardin bag, choc candle(candle tat looks like a choco)hahan a card book. hahaha~ well she likes it.. haha

fri hmm went to my aunt's place in the afternoon.. went to northpoint after tat..had my fries. hah~

yest went for the eng test in the morn. it was ok except that i keep erasing wat i have written.n the eraser given sucks.. the eraser buds are full on the table.. ahahawent to meet up with mr "speclessthesedahys" (haha) after tat.. went to buy the tix then off for lunch.he claims tat he already had his lunch but still eat juz to accompany me... hahahahmm window shopped after tat b4 the movie starts.. he's talking crapped as usual..he's trying to make me jealous saying tat his aunt gonna give him a notebook.. but later in the evening he msged me saying tak jadi. whahahahahahaahhaoh i bought another caplet. hehe~

today went to my grandad's place with my cousin juz to see if he's eating or not..hah~ went to pasar "siang" after tat haha to buy some food. then off to northpoint walked ard had my double choc. i think im addicted to it..hahaha~ hmm gonna get it again soon. maybe tmr.. hhahahaha its nice..~its either double choc or choc milk tea.. hmmm hahahaah~ go for the cheaper or nicer?? whahaahahah

ok tmr gonna have another test. then off to interview. hopefully i get to do thatpart time job thingy.. its kinda simple job. haha~

mr hirin msged me juz now asking me not to sleep. ahaha~

cant wait to get my pay... gonna buy some stuffs.. hehe~
till next time. bye

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at work.. must do crap stuffs at work.. asked me to call cust
informing something that they already aware of.. like wat for
juz to remind them?? dont have to lah.. wastin time onli. then i have to listen to them yakking..
hahaha~ ok another 2 more days n im out of this crappy place...
endure...

fri didnt get thai beef noodle for lunch. was so sad. hah~
met up with fakhirin after work. headed to sakura for dinner.
then went to admiralty.. he collected his cable then took bus to home.

i went to meet sakilah on sat morn. intended to eat breakfast at mac.
but we couldnt find any seats so we cancelled the idea... haiz~ headed
to town instead... was searching for some things.. finally got one.
had brunch at resto surabaya.. hmm then went to far east.. instead of
buying something else we bought a top for ourselves. hah~ took the train
to the east. i alighted at lavender while she off to bedok..
met up with fakhirin at lavender. he wanted to sell off his shoes.
after that went to bugis.. walked quickly... juz to get to an indoor place.
couldnt stand the humid. hah~ juz walked ard window shopped then made our way to
shaw at beach rd n bought the movie tix.. ate at qiji. hah~ walked to suntec after tat
to kill time b4 the movie start.. went to carrefour. saw something that i think im goin
to get soon. after i get my last pay. hah~
watched pirates of carribean.. headed to wdls after that. met up with sis n mum.

yest stayed at home.. did nothing but watch tv. hah~ did some chores. ok i cant wait for
this job to end.. to cont doin some of my chores.. hmm need to sort up some stuffs..
do some revision. exams coming up realli very soon... haiz~

anyway in the morning i always take this train to work. then got this lady,
board at wdls. she always wear this black pants. ok she is vertically challenged.
n then her pants is damn long for her.. she juz fold but onli a fold. then the rest
of it she stepped on it. it looks kind of awful. juz go alter it lah.. hah~

my super asked me juz now in the morn have i actualli found a job? i juz smiled at her.
ok she knows. i haven found one. she said go n look something abt acc. hah~ hmm ok
in search of finding one decent job.. hopefully i can..

cant wait after exams end... gonna go for hols!! hehe~

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another update in different day... haha~ ive got 8 moredays and im out of this damn place!!!! it sucks..getting worse each day... more work piling up..i couldnt care less.. im not finishing up the job..

last tue met up with sakilah after work. she looked likeone aunty with 3 bags. haha~

wed met up with Hirin after work. my remedy. hah~

thur fri went back straight after work.

sat morning as usual slack. watched tv. online. haha~ in the noon hirin msged me saying he's bored. want to buycontact lens.. so met up with him at town. walked ard. had lunch ayam penyet. hah~ hmm didnt get his contacts instead we watched movie. hah~ after movie he went home. met up with family after tat for dinner.

sun slacked again.. hah~ met up with him at bedok. ok i was latehe was so early. hah~ finally he bought his contacts but have to wait till fri for collection. went to suntec aftertat. juz browsing thru the cameras. walked ard..

i dunno y i type like so boring story gitu.. haha~ ok im a borig person. wat to do rite..
anyway fussy msged me yesterday, she told me she's addicted goin out with me. hahaha~ well she's addicted to everythinganyway. ok we'll meet up sooner or later ;)
till then bye.

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hey im back....haha~ hmm the mon to fri didnt go out. oh onli fri went to clementi after work juz to find shoes. haha~ bought one.

sat morning tv session. haha~ went online after tat. chattedfor awhile. then did some chores.. hmm in the evening otherfamily members came over for the mother's day celebration.we had korean bbq. didnt eat much... heh~

sun morning met up with fussy to passed her cds back. window shopped n went to coffee bean. had pure choc n blueberry cheesecake. noice.! haha~ we bought a similar hp pouch together.. haha~im still thinking wat to ask her buy for my bday.. hmmi have up till aug... haha~ a bag? a shoe? a watch? hahaha

met up with fakhirin after that.. he didnt want to meet me at simei. dunno y. he's funny ah. then met at aljunied mrtcos for some reasons i alighted the train at aljunied.aahahah~ hmmm went to cityhall. well juz window shopped.he bought a top.. becoming like a gal seh. keep buying tops. hahahaha~ went to have our meal at usual place. as usualhe would say he will have something light but he end up eatingthe same as wat im having. hahaha~
went for lunch juz now. i dropped my phone. didntrealise it but kept looking at the place i sat. lucky saw it..! if not.haiz... hmm wat else..

ok work... hmm it sux. hah~ juz cant wait ti submit the letter.hahahah~ apparently. my so called senior told the recep to say give encouragement juz hang on there... lots of work to dobcos super is not ard. will be better soon. watever crap lah.hahaha~ i dont care.. im goin off soon... cant tahan already..
ahhahahaha~ oklah till then..

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hi hi... update update.. hahaha..
last sat was the last class for the sat lesson. didnt go to class due to pain on the gums. went to the dentist instead... my cousin didnt go to class as well. she overslept. haha~
mon went to work as usual.. was so sucky... so many mistakes done.. ok not my fault totally. its the cust fault.. hah~

tue slacked at home the whole day. watched tv.. eat. sleep. haha~ (supposed to go to class but i didnt. was damn lazy lah...) haahhaahha... wed back to work again. so mundane... cancelled the outing with zaida n went out with my cousin instead. had dinner at secret recipe. haha~ as usual.. tom yam chicken n cheesecake!!! haha was damn full after that... hmm and i was so sad didnt get the sandals that i wanted... heh~

thur took mc at poly... i was damn lazy and sick of work.. hah~ went to the optical shop to check my eyesight after tat.. ok apparently the degree is still the same juz tat now my left eye is getting worse.. ive got toric..! ok not so bad.. but still there's toric. haiz... :'( went to northpoint n got a pair of sandals. not the one i want but at least the 2nd choice n its in brown. zaida said it's much more better than the other one. everywhere we go we'll see gals wear that. haha~

in the afternoon i went to watch spiderman 3 with fakhirin. haha~ even im not feeling well i still go out.. how bad i am.. hahahahahah~ i am juz trying so hard to get mc.. hate work so much. ok maybe not the work. juz hate the environment n the place n the ppl the MOST.....! hate it!!! especially u yes u damn who's trying so hard finding fault with me... arrghh!!!

anyway after the movie went to eat since somebody's tummy was growling thruout the movie.. hahaha ok not mine... :P hahaha~ had fried fish laksa with milk. haha~ nice.. window shopped for awhile finding for his jacket. but couldnt.. instead he bought a shirt. a nice one.. of cos i helped him to choose.. hahaha :-)

fri went to work again.. haiz.............. hmmm nothing much happen. nothing bad happen.. hah~ good day i guess. went to clementi for lunch.. had beef noodle. hmm im so afraid to try food from the other stalls. i have the feeling it wont taste good. hahaha.... anyway after work met up with zaida. she accompanied me to the british council. after settling those stuffs walked to orchard... did some window shopping. made a pit stop said hi to some ppl. ok not some onli 2. haha~

then walked ard again.. then off to somerset station n home sweet home. haha~ thanks eh zaida for accompanying me. :) ive gone thru the set papers it seems fine. hopefully i can do it. heh~

went to the dentist again for the filling. ok something bad happened.. the dentist accidentally cut my gums. damn painful. arrgh i stopped her from cont. she quickly stopped it said sorry. then quickly finish the touch up then put gauze to the wound. lots of blood.. keep changing the gauze.. then she said use the gauze for half n hour. haiz the cut is quite deep ah.. n damn painful alrite.. it feels swollen till now. even if i eat i can feel the painess.. i can chew onli on one side. haiz~ quite deep n long lah..

ok went to northpoint after tat while waiting for my dad. bought a pair of jeans. hah~ then went to cwp for lunch.. couldnt realli eat.. went to siam kitchen. it was alrite this time. hmm walked ard after tat n made our way to ikea tamp.. dad bought some stuffs then off to courts. hah~ bought dvd recorder, web cam and etc... hahah~ ok not i paid for it. of cos my dad... dunno y he agreed on buying it. so good rite. i juz say i want that dvd recorder choose then buy. hahahahahahahahaha~ anyway our dvd player has spoilt so that is to replace... haha~ paid everything using his visa. hah~ no cash like zaida's dad. rite zaida ur dad always pay on cash rite rite.. hahahah~

after tat picked up sis at yck then had dinner.. went back home after tat. trying to fix up my dad's newly bought hmm wat should i call tat. cupboard?? haha~ ok whatever.. took some time to get it done. n now am online.. gonna sleep soon i guess.. my gums still aching.. haiz~ hope it will get better soon... ok till next time. stay tune.. hahahaha~ whatever...

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been bz... (ya rite bz...) bz with wat also i dunno..hahahahahha~ hmmm lesson coming to an end soon.. gonna have to start own revision. but im super damn lazy..hahahah~
anyway this few weekends been hangin out with the cousins.its fun spending time with them. heh~ pool.dinner.monopoly.supper.uno.rummikub.sleepless nites. hah~
ok wat else.. hmmm went out with fussy last fri.. didnt get wat i want.haiz. went to tamp to eat lunch with her. seoul garden. onli the 2 of us.yes i know its crazy. ahaha~
watelse... oh been goin out with zaida almost every week on a weekday.watch tue went to watch wild hogs with her. was free. hehehe~ thanks eh for the free movie. the free vouchers. haha~
wed went to meet up with the poly frens. finally meet up with leena..haha~ ok im sori i didnt talk much. dunno wat to talk abt.brain not functioning well i guess. hah`
yest ad an impromptu meet with fakhirin. heh~ he book out for awhile then got to book in back. hmm watched movie again. haha~ he was late. as usual. had to buy the tix first. then after i settled doin wat he ask me to he came. hah~hmm after the movie, went to window shop for awhilehe was searching for a jacket courduroy hmm some kind thatlooks like a shirt but a jacket. couldnt find. heh~ ok after llike a mth of not meeting him.finaly got thechance to but onli for awhile. then will have to wait for another 2 weeks more. hmmm~
gonna meet up with the sec sch gals later. hmm at northpointhahahaha~ ok done.

oh ya then my super is on leave. at first till 11may now she extend it to 26may. haiz. i thought of quittin. nvm juz wait one more month more.. i try to leave by 26. hah~ hmmm need a break lah.. oklah
adios...

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there's so much to blog abt... hahah~ juz dont have the timeto do it.. well now since ive got not much to do at workdecided to update this thing. heh~ hmmm where to start first.last thur had a slumber party over at my house with my cousinssome of them didnt sleep. i couldnt tahan. battery flat by 2am.ahahaha.. oh anyway celebrated my cousin's bday and get togethersession since the other goin to france on the sat..

the next day after my cousin came back from fri prayers,we decided to drive ard. then settled down at downtown eastplayed pool. was my first time. it was damn hilarious.hah~ hmmm then went to eat at bedok corner. then to pasir ris park to relax.

the next day had class in the morning. dad picked me up atmrt station. hmm then one family go for lunch. in the eveningwent to the airport. was so sad. i cried. such a crybaby.my fav aunt, fav cousins go france. will be back in 2 yrsonli for holiday. haiz.. hmm

met up with zaida on tue to watch mukhsin. it was funny. we made the rite choice rite miss zaida?? hhahaha except forthat mistake.. u know i know. haha~

got to know juz now leena juz came back from india after so long. called her juz now. will meet up with her soon. heh~ cant wait for the get together.

as for now... i am melting over those cute jap and korean guys.hahahaha~ u so bad fussy.. show me their pics.. hahah~ok ok i have to go home and watch them. hahah~
till then~

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am at work rite. sick. sick of it.. haiz~ hmmm i keep on whining and complaining abt it. haiz~ ok enough of it2 weeksago wentout with sakilah. she said she wanna do some shopping. but end up cutting her hair. which is errma bit funny. haha~ i cant tell looks like wat..i told her tat then ya she agreed with me. hahahahahahfunny.
hmm last sun went out with fakhirin to watch movie. then do some window shopping n him bought some stuffs.hah~ he n his batman theme... oh i forgotten to wearmy watch on that day. felt something missing. hmm then he bought me a watch. heheehehhe~
haiz~
hmmm yest after work went to meet up with him. was hungrywent for dinner had laksa...! at qiji. heheh~ was nice..hmmm then juz walked ard n he suggested to watch movie.so ya we watched movie.. got home a lil late. was tryingso hard to make myself fall sick. hah~ i dunno y. i knowit's a bad thing to do to hope tat kind of way. haiz~
and i am so angry if someone compare me with someone else!y must u compare??? ppl are diff from each other.wat do u expect?! then i said something else u read it in the other way which u think i dont care abt it.if that's wat u feel then dont ask me or tell me next time.so sickening if u think me that way when i meant somethingelse. i asked u to try n change for better position nottat i said ok to wat u have..~!!!!!!! arrrgh getting on my nerves.... keep saying like im the bad person.
ok i should have listened to my fren from the past yrs.i regretted for not listening to her.. haiz~
and i dont like T. so like stuck up. think she's the bestof all..
ok i better stop complaining.

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test test....... haha~ nothing interesting to update.. juz feel bored.. i thought no one realli read my blog but there is.. haha~

im juz bored.. went to class juz now.. alone.. first time alone. hah~ my cousin didnt turn up. the lesson was ok. not that boring. its a miracle i dont even yawn in class. hahaha~ must be something interesting n new. oh then there were so many kids in the sch juz now. dunno wat exam they taking juz now... went home after tat... didnt know where to go alone. haha~

hmm im still thinking. dunno wat to choose for my career.. haha~ still in consideration. need to discuss with my parents first. we'll see how..

wat else.. oh ya last thur went for doc appt at skin centre. the 2nd appt. heh~ the doc said ive recovered but it will come back for sure. i know tat.. juz tat need to use the medicine. hmm need to go poly to get the medicine if my supplies finish i guess. hmm yeah im not allergic to any food. seafood. haha~ its juz all in the mind. i can eat seafood as much as i want. muahahahahah~ i love seafood. especially fish. hehe~ =)

hmm i wanna go out tmr. dunno where to. hah~ hopefully i can wake up early tmr to do some things first... hopefully im rajin enough. haha~

been a week since he last contact me. finally i received a msg from him juz noon juz now. n now no more news from him. must be sleeping the whole day. hah~typical..

i wanna watch movie. hah~ spartan..! =)

hmmm oklah tats all for now.

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i cant sleep rite now. not feeling sleepy. so decided to update.. heh~ hmmm ok i seldom update this. i dont think anyone reading it anyway. hahaha~

ok anyway abt my life. im back to square one.. haha~ anyone wanna have some grapes thats turning into wine?? care to buy some? juz give me a call. i have loads. -_-

anyways had loads of fun during cny. ok we had reunion dinner too. ok we r 25% cina. haahahah~ had korean bbq, steamboat and satay. the next day called up cousins aunts uncle to our house again cause its juz not enough the day b4. they sleepover at our place.. had loads of fun playing the whole nite. we didnt sleep. played some silly games introduced by my cousin. the next day all of us were haywire.. haha~

hmm then the day after went out. watched movie with him. hmm had dinner. went home after tat. the next day did the same thing.. hah~ sent him to pasir ris. then went home after tat.

hmm well something happened tat made me mad for awhile.

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sorry for the lack of updates. well ok i know i dont update this blog often. i dont see anything to update abt. its juz plain boring. hah~ hmmm ok i went to muse gig a few weeks back..

hmm wat should i type abt. this is the main reason y i dont blog. haha~

last sat after class went to have lunch with my cousin n her bf at far east. after tat juz walked ard. he bought to ice cream. shared tat. then made our way to cityhall. they accompanied me for awhile. i was waiting for fakhirin. after tat they went off to boon lay to their fren's place. met up with fakhirin after tat. juz walk ard. then went to watch movie. went home after tat.

on mon took halfday. went to polyclinic. bcos of my eyes again. finally the doctor gave me the letter to refer to skin specialist. after like 3 times been to that polyclinic. haiz. next thurs will be my first appointment. tue went to interview. ok i got the job. the next day i tendered my resignation. haiz.

thurs went to eat cheesecake at starbucks with row mate. oreo cheesecake. ok i ordered wrongly for him. heh~ sori ya buddy... hopefully next time we'll meet up again to have SR cheesecake! hehe~

fri was my last day. had lunch with the gals. went to fork n spoon. had fried fish mee hoon kuey. it was ok. but no seaweed....! hmmm then to ntuc. bib was asking me if i eat merci. i said ya. dunno wats the qn for. she said thats for her fren. hah~ then went back to office. saw a postcard on my table. was from my super duper. kak linda. heh~ wishing me all the best and all.. then bib gave me the merci n a letter wrote in a piece of paper. haha~ so sweet of her. hmm gave them oreo choc n forever frens magnet. heh~ at the end of the day, helmi came to me with a parcel nicely wrapped saying from all the guys there. so sweet of them i was touched. heh~ didnt expect they would buy something for me.... :)

yesterday went for class in the morning. it was kind of boring... the class ended a bit early. quickly made my way to bugis. fakhirin been waiting for me there... heh~ went for lunch. i was hungry. had fried fish laksa @ tong seng. i finish up his part. hahahahahahha~ onli the fish lah. haha~ then met up with firdaus to give back his phone. then we juz walked ard bugis. said hi to fana. didnt know wat to do. went to watch movie. hah~ then walked back to bugis. he's finding for jacket. saw one at adidas. was nice n cool. :) went to MS then to suntec. finally to citylink. he finally bought that jacket. took the train to the east. send him back. dropped off at tamp to take the bus home. made a pit stop at this fashion. n itchy fingers bought 2 tunics there. haiz. went back home after tat. in the bus saw this guy who looks similar to errm someone. haiz. except that he's shorter n i think darker. hah~

brown day...!

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juz a random update b4 i go to sleep. hmmm classes has started. went fine. the lecturers not that bad. one of the modules realli is like refresh the memory abt the basic of accountings. hmm the lecturer gave us a lot of hw to do for our own practice. i did that halfway n now my head hurts looking at those nos n all. keep doin the same thing over n over again. hah~ i stopped doin that. dont feel like continuing... hahaha~

last mon didnt go to work. didnt feel good, juz too lazy plus i wanna my medicine(meet up with him) hehe~ early in the morning he msged me saying he's on the way back home. met up with him ard 11. walked ard dunno wat to do. then we had our lunch at ljs. been a long time since we last ate there together. hmm then we continued walking ard when he got the idea to collect some free postcards for him file. so we went ard in search of nice postcards. haha~

the rest of the days of the week juz so normal. nothing nice to talk abt. hah~ hmm this tue iras gonna have iso audit thingy. ok i dont feel like coming to work.. hmm but the manager wants an mc for that particular day. hah~ luckily im not in the list to be the auditee. heh~ im safe i guess. well. im still not sure to come or not to come.. hmmm... its either tue or wed to take off. hah~ hmm ok tue is something to look forward. its muse concert!!! hahaha~ cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!!!!! hehehe~ ok im crazy..

let me end this post by saying tat i miss mr farin. heh~ not goin to meet him for quite some time i guess. ok nitez.

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hehehehe~ well still not sleep yet. juz finished watching korean drama. heh~ i love the storyline. hmmm got addicted to it. gonna watch more. hehe~ last week, fri, i went to buy the muse tix at velocity. heh~ didnt know there was sistic counter over there. hah~

been doin OT the first few days of work. hah~ juz to go back early the last few days. hehehehe~ hmmm thur went off ard 1. meet up with fakhirin. watched night at the museum at prince. hmm then walked ard bugis. saw some nice tops. but didnt get any. heh~ went off to ms after tat. he was searching for tops. shirts. hmm saw one at fox. nice casual top. but he didnt get tat. hmmm finding a cheaper version if there's one. haha~ hmm had dinner at cavana. heh~ i bought another pair of corduroy pants. hehehe~ this time a brownish grey colour. heh~ now i have 3 pairs. hahaha~ ok i asked the sales person for size 27 but they didnt have it. so i tried on 26. hmm it was so loose. hah~ end up taking 25 instead. heh~ shrink in size. hmmm well i dunno. i see im still the same with the body weight. hehe~ dunnolah maybe the cutting is big i guess. heh~ oh n i bought another pair of shoes. heh~

fri meet up with fana and the other 2 ex iras gals for awhile.. hehe~ went window shopping. didnt get anything. shopped the day b4. no reason for me to shop for more. haha~

oh one of my super gave us chocs for xmas! hehe~ she so sweet lah.. hmm she looks cute too.! hahaha~ ok im done. hopefully tmr i get to meet with fakhirin again. dunno where to go. hehe~ long weekend! hmm wat should i do eh. heh~

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i thought of blogging. but lost of words. hah~ typical.

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sori for the lack of updates.. hmm juz no mood to type out some words here... due to some reasons... hmm so yeah forget abt the sad story. trying to make myself happy for now..

last sat went to meet up my cuz to accompany me to register for acca. hah~ so ya i registered acca quite a shock rite.. hmm im back to a/cs for now. hah~ took same classes as her.. oh her bf tagged along. so after tat brought back 2 thick bulky books. luckily the bf drives. heh~ so ya left the books in the car. hmm went to eat lunch after that courtesy of my cousin. went to hjh maimunah. then rounding in the car deciding on wat movie to watch. so finally decided to watch tenacious d at MS. it was damn funny.. hilarious. recommend to watch it but its coarse lang n some lame jokes... b4 the movie hang out at starbucks. had the usual. hah~

heh~ then after the movie went to expo for the john lil sale. hmm as expected the things sold there. heh~ hmm took long time to queue for the cashier.. went for supper after that.. most of the time were wasted in the car.. he lost his way. followed the mrt track the whole time. hah~ dont want to listen to me to u turn back n i can at least show him shorter route. nvm lah. gasak dia..

so ya the whole day was a treat!! courtesy of my cousin! haha~ hmm her bf so broke lah~ haha~

hopefully i get to meet fakhirin by this week.... pls pls pls.... have not met him more than a month now.. can u believe it?? im surviving?? hah~ ya rite... there's so much things that i need to talk to him.. hmmm

oh n MUSE is COMING!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait!!!!!!!!! haahha

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hmm im so down now thinking abt it.. hmm :( i feel like crying sometimes.. i dunno how should i react to it.. i dunno wat should i do to make it better... i cant believe on wat i see the other day... upon seeing those msges makes my heart dropped. hmm.. haiz.. i hope everything will be better soon. im trying to mend things.... with the help n advice from the others.. hmm i realli hope it works in some kind of way....

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hmmm yeah here i am again... hmmm nothing much to say.. well yeah im a gal with less words anyway. hah~

oh apparently the days that he didnt contact me he went for outfield camp. hmm thats y. i wont get to see him soon. its worse than him goin to taiwan. haiz.. its been 3weeks now. hmmm goin to be a mth soon. haiz.. i juz cant wait for this batch to get done with their bmt. n for higher goals i juz cant wait for another 6mths. where he ends his ns.. haiz... pls pls pls let it be over soon...

hmm ok i need some retail therapy.. i will confirm with u soon lah gal.

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since fana ask me to update to practise on my english, so here i am.. haha~ my english sucks anyway... ph n there's nothing to update abt actualli..

took half day today. went to tamp to meet up with the 2 gals. fussy n yuan lin. heh~ been long time since last saw them.. walked ard tamp mall. didnt know exactly where to have our lunch. end up at pizza hut. (oh now i remember should tell my colleague not to go to pizzahut tmr)hehe~ had set lunch. chic a go.. sat at the round seats. feel uncomfortable. haha~ not used to it. ate at slow pace.. cos felt full. hah~

then sent off yuan lin to interchange. while me n fussy went to bugis. heh~ bought a pair of shoes n 2 tops. ok i think i need to send the shoes to cobbler first. i forgot to check the sole. its slippery.. haiz~

i like the 2 tops. cos its long. not long sleeves but long in the length. ah nvm. haha~

went home after that.. im addicted to shopping after so long... heh~ hmmm need to find more shoes, sandals, tops. haha~ im totally addicted... anyone wanna come along?? juz give me a call/msg. hahahahahahah~ im totally on it! hahahaha crazy.. i want tunics too..! haha

ok another story.....
most of my frens know abt this already since i already told them. hmm i juz make a quick one here. haha~ i hate guys who dont understand... im trying to avoid u, dont u know or notice that???!! keep asking me the same qn.. n have the cheek to ask me the qn that i have already stated way b4 it...! n still dont understand after i said i need my own space.. it means go away!! dont disturb me!!!!!! (ask me if u want to know wat im talking abt) hehe~ oh anyway it has got nothing to do with mr gazerin. hmm


oh im listening to everybody's advice to juz ignore avoid him hah~ even gazerin told me to do so..
oh n im kinda angry with gazerin too after one incident. hmm he's not been contacting me for like hmm since tue.. n have not been meeting him for like more than 2 weeks. ok i know i already type this. but i feel like typing again. hmmm haiz i dunno y... ok i know y..

fine bye..

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i miss goin out...! :-C i miss shopping!! i need to buy loads of stuffs.. last mth's pay i didnt buy anything for myself.. hah~ i didnt believe it myself.. well maybe a few stuffs like a tudung for me. other than that for others.. hmm n fakhirin's bday gift. well ya basically thats all.. hah~ hmm i need to buy new shoes.. i need to buy long tops.. sickening all tops a short.. haiz~ i mean the length of the top not the sleeves part.. heh~ hmmm ok tmr gonna take half day. gonna meet up with fussy n yuan lin for lunch. hmm im thinking should i go down to tamp... heh~ hmm wat else.. oh i haven meet him for weeks now.. nvm its ok.. my colleague was like saying that every week she needs to meet up with her bf at least twice a week. hmm.. ok done abt that.

nowadays i feel so lazy to go to work.maybe bcos im back to doin the artist taxes again. haiz.. im getting the hang of it. but i still dont realli like doin it... moreover i have no more frens left working there. haiz.. end up i keep goin off early or not coming to work. heh~ result to lesser money.. hmmm well i dont realli mind abt that. or should i???

oh anyway yest morning, my colleague received a call saying he was supposed to report for reservist which he totally forgot abt. hah~ he said he received an sms 6 mths ago thats y he forgot all abt that.. so he went back home to get into his uniform n went to report. its quite funny. heh~ by fri he will be back again. hah~

oh mr brownie still working there same goes to mr m. hehe~ hmm i got to see mr brownie the other day.. hehehehehehe~ smile :-)

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sorry for the lack of updates. hehe~ as usual i juz dont have anything to update abt. hehe~
well yet again didnt go to work today.. haha~ felt weak to go to work. dunno y.. hmmm maybe nothing to look forward to nothing much to be done n no click... haiz~

i still haven talk to my dad abt my idea. dunno whether he will agree to it or not.. well maybe he wont agree to it... haiz~ maybe i juz have to try n ask first. hopefully the best.

well haven been doin much lately.. onli some raya visitings, go out with my lil cousins, n went out with my sec sch frens. hmm other than that ive been working, staying at home n do nothing. hah~

on last fri sent off my uncle to airport. he went to france again for 2 mths this time. then next yr he will be goin there again for 5 yrs.. he will be goin with his wife. the daughters will be staying here with us at our house. so we'll have 2 extra members. heh~ hmm been planning how we goin to sleep. maybe 2 by 2 goin to take their bunk beds put at my sis's room. hmm oh they not goin there this time cos they wanna take their o levels first since they missed the chance of taking psle last time..

hmm tmr another of my cousins n their parents goin back to brunei.. prob goin to send them off to airport.. didnt get anything for them. hmm should i buy anything?? hmm i need to go out to return book to library should i make pit stop to northpoint or something for them?? hmmm i dunno. im juz so lazy... hehehehehe~~~

wat else... oh i have not seen mr gazerin for quite some time now.. he's in fieldcamp. today will be the last day. will book out tmr. hopefully will get to see him. but im not sure whether i can.. seem so bz gitu.. heh~

oklah nothing exciting to talk abt. till then.

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dont ask abt the title of the entry. juz trying to fill in the empty space there. hehe~
as usual i dont know wat to type in here~ heh~
wat should i type abt??? hmm i dont realli like to share stories anyway. im more to a listener. am i bad?? hah~

ok fine.. last sun went to meet with chipsmore for awhile. window shopped. i saw some things thats nice.. tops especially.. oh but didnt get any. lack of vitamin M.. heh~ chipsmore finding for sandals. hmm but no stock for his size.. so didnt get any.

mon went to work. dragging myself to work. should i say drag when i walk very fast to the station?? hahaha~ lame lame. ok my heart is dragging to work but not my mind i guess. hah~ hmm nonsense ah farah.. heh~ i dunno wats wrong with me. ok anyway left early from work. meet chipsmore again. he took halfday since he got no duty. hah~ went home after that. fell asleep in the train. the train terminated at yishun. i missed my stop. haiz~ i feel so shocked tht i walked back home from the station. hah~ goin the long way. didnt know wat im thinking at that period of time.. hah~

anyway yesterday was my newly made fren for like a mth plus. im so gonna miss them.. heh~ i'll be lonely at work starting from next mon.. none of my frens still work there. from one fren to a few more n now to none. haiz~ i feel so lonely.. n im sitting alone there at the station. hmm i dunno whether super duper will ask me to move back to my old place or not. hmm we'll see how lah~
did OT yesterday to kill time. met up with kikilala at toa payoh after that.. she looked so tall than ever. ok fine she is tall but she's wearing heels yesterday tht makes her look taller than usual. heh~ i feel like a small lil kid standing beside her.. she brought her lappy yesterday. ok it was heavy. helped her carry that for abit. walk abit to kill time.. went to the library. saw new books.. borrowed one. hah~ kikilala finally apply for membership. "dah tua tua ni baru nak apply ye kakak auditor kita ni... " hahaha~ then settled down rite at the corner of the foodcourt.. heh~ read a bit. its kinda interesting book.. break fast after that. had teriyaki chicken set. nice... :)

went home after tat.. quite tiring. eventhough didnt see as if i do much things. hah~ oh anyway had made some cookies the other day. goin to make more today n the rest of next week. goin to take half day everyday... im bored anyway at work. super duper allows me to take half day. she say my money so do anything i want lah.. hah~

b4 i stop tmr is chipsmore bday. should i buy him the top in return he bought me one??? ahaha~ oh n his mum's bday falls on the same day. should i get her something since she always give me things???? should i??? haha~

oh n one more thing... i thought i wont get to see brownie anymore at work.. thought has resigned. but actualli not yet... heheh~ something to look forward =) brownie. hehehehe~ fussy will know who..

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hoho the interview sucks! hmmm as expected i know its goin to be difficult n have many process but i didnt expect that they would ask like quite personal qn... hmmm nvm ah. juz wait ah...

went to work yesterday.. hmm nothing much to say. its better to be kept as a secret. its onli me n u to know abt it. heh~ well dont ask me who is that "U" hehe~ its not that impt anyway...

hmm hirin msged me yesterday nite asking whether im free today.. asking me to accompany him to search for hp. hmmm oh he got an mc yesterday n took off today. will be back again tmr evening. heh~ so took half day juz now..

he msged me when i was on my way to douby ghaut asking to be faster n he mean it. i thought he's angry or something but apparently there's another msg followed by that saying he couldnt resist it need to go to the gents asap. hah~ hmm so meet his at the platform. went to mustafa in search of hp. hmm quite reasonable price..

then walked to raffles hosp and ate there. had the usual.. we share. n i didnt even finish it. hah~ hmm had my green tea.. oh i so miss green tea...! hehe~ didnt know wat to do so he suggested to watch a movie.

after tat made our way to tamp. well i didnt see wat im looking for but i saw some things tat i feel like buying. buying in bulk! hah~ every colour each is possible. its like nice to get every colour... hehe~ hmm i saw more items when i enter another shop. i feel like getting myself a tunic... heh~ hmmm oh we should be doin C this outing. i totally forgot abt that. hmm but we did end up doin something to do with the letter C. hehe~ so next will be D~ hmmm wat will that be??? heheh~

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hehe~ im at home rite now... didnt go to work.. well a lil lazy to go... haha~ oh i did tell my super duper on fri that i wont be coming... hmm goin to nus later for interview.. hmm hopefully i can get the job...

oh so it was realli true n my eyes werent playing tricks on me.. the other day a cat accidentally entered my house n we shooed it away. it ran to the lift. a cat taking the lift.. hmmm so it realli is true. the other day we have to take the lift since we were carrying many stuffs so guess who was in the lift.. oh yeah the cat... haha~ it likes to take the lift.. hmmm maybe its cozy or something.. haha~

yesterday received a call from "cute" zaida asking me whether im free to go to the mosque for volunteer work. hah~ so met up at clementi n made our way to the mosque.. helped out for abit there. then went home after that. didnt know there's a straight bus from yishun. hah~

hmmm i need to buy some stuffs for sis.. she told me to give her loan.. n she'll pay back after she got her pay.. hah~ hmm ok. she's low in cash for the moment..

hmm it feels so great not working today. hehe~ i miss staying at home during weekdays.... didnt i mention that it juz feel great?? hahahah ok ok im stopping here...

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i didnt realise the previous entry was damn long. heh~ ok this time i will juz make a mini one.... hehe~ well nothing much to type... hmmm

last sun went to jb with parents. headed to jusco. bought some stuffs there. shopping sakan! haha~ saw the top that i wanted at dorothy perkins. but didnt buy it. maybe soon i will grab it. i love their tops. cos its long. diff for me to find a top that is long since ive got a long body. short top looks funny on me. hehehe~ then bought some sushi.. then headed to danga bay after that to collect our baju.

shop for a bit more.. hehe~ then have our dinner at jumbo seafood restaurant. ok its damn exp. maybe wont go there again.... oh i love sushi...!!

then mon work as usual. nothing much happen.

ok i finally know where the cute chinese guy sit at. hehehe~ me n fasihah went ard the office juz to find where he sit at.. khekehkehek~

ok wat else.. oh ive been goin to causewaypoint for several times now. heh~ mon to buy my mum the heels at charles n keith. then last thurs went there again to buy the handbag at charles n keith. haha~ oh i still feel like buying more stuffs... hmmm im juz afraid it will be over budget. need to check my a/c soon. heh~ pay was juz a week ago. but my vitamin is decreasing within few days...

have not been meeting him for more than a week now. he finally called me. heh~ he's back but gonna book in later in the evening. hmmm hopefully i wanna meet him soon.....! but its ok if we cant meet. i can save my vitamins! hehe~

ok gonna go out later with mum to get some stuffs. later~~

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where should i start from??? haha~ i always have this problem... b4 i even log in this thing i have loads of things to say. but when i logged in it juz disappear.. haha~ typical me. anyway im juz a gal with not much words to express myself. hah~

hmm lets juz start from the last sun.
went to comex with parents. dad bought new flat screen monitor for his desktop. hmm then got a free speaker. hah~ went to ikea after that. bought some stuffs there. went to eat after that. had my banana prata. ahah~

hmm on mon work as usual. went to work with fana. she had a orientation. hmm nothing much happen.

tue hmm nothing much happen too. work as usual mundane. hah~ had lunch at magic wok with the new gals. hmm as usual i didnt finish wat i ate. ok im fussy n full. hah~ cant deny that rite fana... hehe~ hmm received a msg from hirin in the evening asking me to know gd news or bad news. so replied both. he juz wanting to say he wanted to meet me the very next day but making it long winded. hah~

so took half day on wed. on its one the gals last day. didnt go for the lunch. she was quite disappointed. heh~ i realli felt abit bad. abit onli. but wat to do. hah~ hmm well maybe next time i meet her again for lunch or something. or i did give her something. ferrero. hah~ she was kinda surprised. hehe~ took a pic with her. ok i look very bad i guess... not in the mood of taking pics. haha ya rite....

so went off at 12.30. first stop was to the library. reading a book. browsing the videos. with all the Bs. hehe~ then waited for him like nearly an hour. well he's late as usual.. hah~ hmm after that went to eat lunch at MS foodcourt at the Bbq Delights. hah~ walked ard. decided to watch movie at bugis since no rite timing at MS. took the train since he lazy to walk. was quite pack in the train as usual. went to buy the tix.. walked ard saw some nice tops tat i would like to buy. hah~ feel so tempting tempted watever..... hahah~ hmm went to watch the movie. many kiddies. noisy. after the movie went to the building across i think bugis point the name. its up till level 6. hmm the things there look so unique. so diff from bugis v. nicer. the place too is nice. we were amazed with the staircase of all things. hahaha~ walked ard till we were tired then went back home.

thurs work as usual.. changed place. sat at yani's place. fas asked me to. hah~ got to talked to her. know abit here n there abt her more. hah~ hmm we practically didnt do much on that day. super duper took off. so we've got nothing to do since the forms were finished. hah~ we were wasting our time walking ard folding letters, pasting envelopes, counting forms counter checks tax reference no n talking of cos! haha~ well im more to the listening...! haha as usual rite..

hmm then yesterday another boring day at office.. got to do work. felt so damn sleepy i dunno y.... my eyes were so dry. shared chicky porridge with fana during lunch. heh~ hmm cont to do work after that. then had dinner date after work with fana. went to causewaypoint for my craving of sushi! haha~ of all things. had california maki n teriyaki sushi. while fana had her chicken teriyaki bento.. hah~ it was nice... hehe~ walked ard after tat for awhile. saw some shoes tat i loike! so decided to go n buy the next day.. haha

well for today had another date... this time with none other that.... kikilala! hahaha~ supposed to meet her at 9.45am at the bus stop. but as usual.. u know that gal... haah~ i smsed her but no reply. so called her at 9.10. she juz woke up! hah~ so delayed the time. lucky i know i haven even gotten ready yet. hehe~ im clever! :P so met her ard 10plus instead at posb. saw the vitamin M is out!!!!!!!! hahahahah~ but not that much.... but syukur there's some income goin in. heheh~ withdrew some vitamin! hehe~ waited for her to make new card. after that walked to the bus stop. took the bus to our destination. our stomach started to grumble. hah~ reached there we made our order. hehe~the food, it was nice....! or is it we were too hungry that we tasted everything was nice?! haha~ well it is nice... hehe~ hmm then went to the dewan lambaian. hahaha~ see the planes.... talked abt it. after like so long then finally made our way to the bus station. decided to go to cwp since we wanted to get some shoes. heh~ ok tried on to the shoes. im so broken hearted the maryjane's shoes doesnt look that nice when i put it on.. haiz~ i will find a more nicer pair then. got my heels... hahaha~ ok i know i dont wear heels that often but u have to got to own some pairs rite... hahahah~ it was nice.... ehhe~ went to metro find a bday gift for her. bought her a handbag. then window shopped.. then decided to go back to yishun. took the bus. alight at northpoint. window shopped again. she bought her pants. then decided to go 200plus to get my contact lens. hmm well thats where the cheapest optical store selling the great deal of contact lens... im a bargain hunter... hahaha~ bought tat finally... after so long. hehe~ took the cab home since she was late~ heh~ im sori to make u delay..

well to sum it up i had a great day with her juz now. did make some lame things juz now. hahaha~ the 6 packs thing n the black thing. hahaha.. onli me n her know abt it..

oh ya fas told me the other day i dont look like 20 yr old. hahaha~ then i ask "so older or younger?" she replied "u look like 18 yr old" hahaha~ so im happy abt it.... i look young. hehe~ well the other day this auntie from the store below my house told my mum i look like 17 yr old gal n she kinda surprised to know what's my age. hah~ another incident b4 this this mum's fren thought im still in sec sch when i have now graduated from poly... haha~ i loike... i look young. hehe~ youth.. hahah~

ok im outz~

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received a msg in the morning from farin. asking abt our meeting.
went to shower at 11. hah~ spend time looking at my clothes. hahaha~
hmmm ard went out at 12.30. took my own sweet time. went to 7eleven to grab a ferrero for farin. took the train. received a msg from him when i was at braddell saying he juz reached pasir ris. hmm. damn im early. got off at orchard. went to popular. spend time there almost half an hour. haha~ went from one section to another. hahah~ well had a great time there browsing the things. making me wanna buy some things over there.. then made my way to the cd shop. browse the movies, music there. went out of the shop received a msg from him. went back to popular find him there.. haha~ i can realli kill time juz by browsing things.. hmmm i wonder y some ppl dunno wat to do with the extra time b4 meeting with someone. i love the quality time alone. hehe~ i may be weird but its nice to me :)

since we havent had lunch so made our way to find food.. went to lucky plaza resto surabaya. ordered the same thing. tried out the soda rainbow. it was ok. haha~ after that walked down to heeren. hmm browse the things there. hmm didnt see anything nice. walked down to douby ghaut. hmm still nothing. so went to our fav place. to watch movie since there's alot of ppl at ps. hah n cathay. hmm went to shop some stuffs at cold storage. then to movie.

went to simei after tat. he rent a video. something funny happened on the way. hah~
i went back home after that.

at work my colleagues call me sadist. i laugh practically at everything. haha~ hmm wat should i do. im like tat.. cant help it lah... heh~ yest one of them were asking y we call the caucasian org putih? then wat abt us? org brown? then she point to me say awak org yellow. since i have yellow skin colour. hah~ hmm hahah~

oh n its been eons since we last went to town. haha~ hmm it will be another long period of time when we will go there again. hmm juz not in favour of goin there.

oh i gave farin a box ferrero. hehe~ 24 2 24 2 24 2 (",)

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i wanted to post an entry days b4. but didnt. hah~

last sun woke up early.
watch all the nice cartoons. haha~
had instant noodle.
watched suria segar.
ayin msged me.
saying he's hungry. on the way back home from the run at padang.
watched zatchbell.
ayin msged asking whether im goin out.
asked him back.
he hint to me to ask him out.
so i did.
helped my sis cook food.
shower.
got ready.
waited till he confirm on wat time to meet.
meet him at usual place.
went to carrefoure. couldnt find the things he wanted.
decided to watch movie.
walked to shaw. he saw wat he wanted. bought it.
made way to bugis.
watched movie.
sent him home after that.
went back by bus.
hah~
hmm hoping to meet him soon.
24.
2.
=)
soon
:-D
am happy. hehe~

oh ya there's this gd looking guy at my workplace. hehe~ got to wash eyes. khekehkehkehek onli one for now! haha~ will show to fana next week. *winks*

hehe~

so when can i meet ayin? hmm

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hehehe~ hello.. here i am updating this thingy... hehehe~where should i start?? hmmm maybe from last fri.. hehe~ok i knock off early from work by an hour. went to meet up with ayin. yeah i did get to meet him. hehe~ went to watch the break up well it was boring. i felt like goin to fall asleep any momentbut didnt. hahathen juz walked ard ayin sent me home after that. heh~
hmm sat went to jb with family n my aunt n her 2 daughters. squeeezed into the car.haha~ went to kukup. had seafood.. it was damn fantastic. haha~ i loike..! then to angsana they went for shopping. hmm after hours there back to danga bay. made a quick shopping then off to tmn perling. had supper there b4 goin off to 2nd link.got home ard 1. was fantastic day. heh~
sun juz slack at home. heh~ hmm mon was fasting. was so lethargic. got home straightafter work. hah~

tue ayin msged me asking whether i could meet him. heh~ so he asked me to take a half day. hah~ so i didnt go for lunch n knock off at 2. hah~ went to meet him. he said he would be late but he was early...! hmm so rushed to bugis. heh~ i wore so slack super slack on that particular day. i feel like im goin off to market wearing that.. haha~ he laughed at me. hmmm so i was feeling awkward dressing that way.i realli feel like one when i got to work in the morning. haha~ hmm so i was searching a top to changed. so found juz the rite one. so i juz put it on. hahah~ it was kinda cool one. i think im goin to get more of that type of top. i loike...! haha~ ok will target more of those tops. its so simple yet so nice. hahahaa~ went to library after tat. watch movie there. hah~ hmm then went to eat at makansutra gluttons. haha~ had satay,mee rebus, mee goreng. ok for the first time i ate mee goreng after so long. well i dont eat noodles. yellow noodles. it give me tummy ache. thats y. luckily it didnt. haha~ it was ok quite ok. haha~

were supposed to meet with the poly frens on thurs. but got bubble. this was the worst bubble ever i got.. hmm lucky i was with zaida at that moment. we were waiting at the cthall station n got a msg from one of them saying that it was cancelled already cos one of them couldnt make it. how frustrating can that be?! we were there already n received that msg!!! hmmm if we were at home still its oklah.. but we were there at the timing we were suppose to meet. hmmm i was fasting on that day... haiz~ so zaida n me made our way to marina sq to find place to eat. walked ard first since we still got time. hmm then settle down at the food courst. had yong tau foo. after that we went for window shopping. suddenly ive got an idea. hah~ thought of exchanging gifts. so asked her how much did she have. haha~ so we decided to play a game rite in the middle of of the mall. haha~ we would buy each of us a bday gift with a budget of 15 bucks n must meet up at creative shop in half n hour time. haha~ so we split up. i didnt have any idea at first. after walking like 2rounds then ive got an idea on wat to buy. hah~ first stop was as mini toons. was finding for a brooch. but none were nice. so went to the hp accessories section. saw a nice stripes hp pouch. heh~ took that n a hp like holder something. dunno what its called. hah~ good colour coordination as usual by me. haha~ hmm then went to the counter to pay up quickly took the kitkat. haha~ paid everything made my way to red ink bag shop. hah~ saw the cheap bag that was on sale. hah~ try it on. it looks fine. so took it n paid for it. hah~ i settled for buying the gift for 15mins. made my way to creative but she still not there yet. hah~ decided to walk ard for abit. then received a msg from her saying she need extended time. hahah~ funny lah. so after that she came back with a paper bag. exchanged the gifts. hahah~ mine was a black bag. kinda unique. it cost exactly 15bucks. heh~ she was kinda surprised i could get 4 things for like 14.90. hhaha~ within the budget n i took less than the expected time. hahah~ so she declared me the winner. went back home after that. well it ended in a nice way eventhough we got bubble b4 that. always been this way. that is why impromptu outing is the best.

on fri work as usual.. mundane. but there's always some funny parts. hah~ will not elaborate on it. hmm knock off early again since i didnt go for lunch again. was fasting. hah~ my colleagues ask me to go home early. hahah~ had nasi lemak for break fast. hah~ was nice. cooked by mum. heh~

hmm today did nothing but sleep. i dunno y nowadays been sleeping alot. is that my new hobby?? haha~ well i hope i wont keep doin that. cos i dont realli like to sleep alot... i would feel so lethargic for the whole day. hehe~ so i would rather go out n have fun rather than staying at home n sleep.

will update more next time. bye. :) i love ayin. heh~

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i wish i can meet ayin tomorrow. haiz~ but he said he's not feeling well. hmmm hopefully he can make it to meet me. heh~ im not forcing him. but but i want to meet him lah. heh~ cant meet on the weekends. hopefully he can.

i wish i can switch place with the guy so that i can get to sit with the happening grp of gals. hah~ it is so mundane bored lifeless sitting at the current place. hmm so senyap. i cant stand it. makes me wanna fall asleep. hah~ well i juz cant stand deskbound jobs. so not me.. the happening grp more fun... kekek ah. with the stupid jokes they make. hahaha~ i feel more comfortable.. remind me of my frens. especially kikilala. haahah~ the badut. pretty badut. hahaha~ anyway i got to meet her last mon. it was fun. caught a movie at causeway point n had dinner at the new banquet. it was ok. hah~

wish me all the best that i can get to change place. haha~ crazy

i miss ayin

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haha~ i feel like updating... but ive got nothing to say. hahahaaha~ juz a few updates. hmmm wat have i been doin. work work work n more work. hahahahahahaha~

on tue met up with him for awhile. ok i dunno wats up with him. he was in a bad mood. hmm after sometime he was ok. watched the fireworks. then juz walked ard. watched part of super ex gf. hmm then went home after that. after that i didnt hear anything from him till today. hmm hope he's doin fine.

on wed went to jb with my family n cousin. went to visit my relatives there. my cousin who juz given birth was there. ok 2 of my cousins juz gave birth recently. the babies are so cute...! haha~ one of them look exactly like the mum. heh~ hmmm took some pics. will upload it soon lah when i have the time. hahaha~

anyway after that went to angsana to shop. heh~ bought some stuffs there. dad bought me 2 tops. n mum bought me 2 cds. hehe~ i bought 2 pairs of jeans. hmm we went to marrybrown for a drink. the seat are so cool. its a swing. hehe~ we sat there. keep swinging it. hahah~ juz like a small kid. heheheh~ hmm after shopping went to eat seafood. then went home after that.

woke up late the next day for work. hah~ but i still am early. hmm i still got the time to take a normal shower, iron tudung dilly dally. hahaha~ and still was early. how cool is that. hahah~ woke up late again today. but not that later compared to yesterday. hmm i think too tired that didnt hear the alarm rang. hah~

i fell asleep at work juz now. but juz for a min i guess. haha~ hmmm i fell asleep again while watching smallville.. haha~ need to sleep. soon i will.

kiki lala msged me juz now. asking abt work and all then proceeded to phone conversation. haha~ didnt realise we almost talk for abt 2 hours. hehehe~ from a to z we talked abt. haha~ ok im goin to meet her up soon. will update abt this soon. haha~ need more updates from this gal. she's been bz working as an auditor. realli envy her got a perm job rite after grad. heh~ n its a good company. big 4. heh~

oklah ive got nothing else to type here. bye.

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b4 im off to bed, would like to update this. heh~

had a great time yesterday with chipsmore. heheheheh~ we met up at our usual place. off to buy my cd. hehe~ finally i bought muse cd. i love that that uk band. hehehe~ their songs r awesome..! u should try n listen to them.. hmm anyway after that went to ms. yes fana, my fav place. hah~ been a while sine i last went there. hahaha~ awhile was like 3weeks. hehehehe~ hmm juz walked ard. went to the cinema to check out the timing. nothing suits the timings. so check out at bugis. saw one. so decided to go there. we walked from ms to suntec to bugis. it was a hot day. hah~ but lucky it was windy. hmmm off to buy the tix. then decided to go for eat since there's so much time. went to raffles hosp to eat. heh~ there was this guy sitting the table next to us was eating chicken rice when we arrived there. then not long after that, he ordered a western meal with rice. something i dunno. me n him were looking at each other. hah~ oh yes he did finished it up the meal. hah~ hmm as long as he's happy. haha~

went back to bugis after that. walked ard then went to the cinema. hmm we watched click. the movie was nice.. it was touching actualli. heh~ hmmm there's a moral behind the story. i think it was good one. anyway after the show didnt know where to go. so i offered to buy him a top since ive promised him b4. so we search for a top. hah~ went back to ms. saw the one he like. but ended up buying a polo tee. green one. i like that one better. haha~ reminds me of the one at levis. heh~ it looks similar. juz way much more cheaper. khekhekhe~ took the train home after that. hah~ went to shop n save n bought koko instant noodle. well both of us did. haha~ i juz wanna try it. he eats instant noodle every nite. hah~ n he's been gaining weight. heh~ as long as he's happy and still healthy im ok with it. haha~

i juz got to know yest that he already bought a psp eventhough his bro has one. hmm no wonder he complained to me the other day that he has no money left. this was wat he been doin. hmmm.. nvm the next time we meet i hope to watch some movies in there. haha~ hope we got to meet on this coming tue. heh~

went to the airport in the afternoon juz now. to fetch my uncle who juz came back from france. hmm we got there too early so we eat at the canteen. oh n i bought popeyes buttermilk biscuit. it was nice! haha~ i wanna go there again juz to eat at popeyes. haha~ fana, wanna go to airport again someday??? hahaha~

well have to work tmr. feel like dragging myself to work. haiz~ it is so mundane.... hmm do i complain so much... hah~

ok now bye.

im happy. happy happy. delighted. haha~ and crazy.... ;-) 1 more..... hehe~

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b4 i log in i have something to type. but once i log in i always forget wat i wanna type here~ haha
so typical of me...

i finally got a job. juz a temp job at iras. until i got a perm job. hmmm ok i did type abt this b4. abt the air force. hah~ ok i didnt go for the interview. everybody was so surprised shocked that i didnt go for it... hmm well maybe part of me regretted of not goin for it. hah~ till i have the thought of calling them saying a lame reason of y i didnt go for it... but i Did Not do it. juz having the thought. ahaha~~~~

and so.... one fine day after got back from work, i received 3 mails. hmm one blue envelope, one from AIA n another from air force.. i was like ok... y did they send again??? hmmm i opened it n saw that they actualli gave me another date for the interview...! hah~ is this the berkat doa from the others who realli want me to go for it...??? hmmm maybe... must be.... and so i must go this time... hmm do they realli want me to work for them??? that they re-send me a letter??? hmmm ok ok i go check it out this time... wish me all the best.

so anyway, the other day i left my desk to photocopy some docs. once i came back to my desk i saw a 2 dollar note lying on my table... where did the money came from. from wat i know i didnt have the plastic note in my wallet b4 that. hah~ hmmm firdaus too said that its not his. then from where it came i dunno. hah~

ok tmr im hoping to go out.. now i realli can differentiate between weekends n weekdays... hahaha~ have been selling grapes for mths.. hah~ hmm firdaus said there's juz one thing im different from others when staying at home. that i dont gain weight... hah~

oh ive replied the person abt me not accepting the offer for the job. hah~ hmm i realli cant accept it even though its perm job. nvm i'll apply for other jobs next time.

chipsmore is mia... 23. heh~ juz left 1 more..... (",) =) ;-)

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hah~ do u ever experience b4 when u want some things, u wont get any of it. but when u got one thing, there's so much other opportunities wanting u not u wanting them.. have u??? hah~

anyway sunday was family day. went out with my lil cousin. hmm he was so kecoh. hah~ so cute. hah~

couldnt sleep when i got home. had this stomach ache. i got the feelilng it must be stomach flu. hmm realli couldnt take it. went to my parents room ask my mum to massage. still feeling hurt. vomit out. hmm hmm i thought it would be better in the morning but still the same. i threw out what i ate. so went to the clinic. hmm couldnt walk back so took cab home. as soon as i got home my temp rose up. hah~ had fever. couldnt eat anything. all i could do was juz lying down. heh~

luckily today was better. the fever was gone. the tummy feeling better. onli the head hurts.

tomorrow gonna wake up early. need to be at novena at 8.

n i received the email from the boss for the post of admin exec. i got it. maybe i have to turn it down. we'll see how it goes.

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everyday juz seems like a weekend to me... hah~ hmm on tue the interview was a fast game. hah~ its juz like he gave me the brief description of the work and then asked a few qns. n finished. hah~ anyway my dad sent me there. so save my transport money. hehe~ after that went back to yishun. went to library n borrowed a few books. well finished reading one book which took me a day to read it. heh~ the other book was not that nice to read. hmmm i onli read a few pages n gave. hah~

been staying at home. it was a lil boring. heh~ wat to do.... nvm. oh anyway i finally got a temp job at iras thanks to firdaus for recommend me. hehe~ hmm will be goin on next wed.

hmm went to eat supper juz now at newton. had seafood.

tomorrow gonna go out with family n my cousin to snow city i guess. he said it was unfair not to bring him the first time we went there. hah~ so as promised will be bringing him tomorrow.

anyway, chipsmore hmm maybe in the jungle or somewhere. didnt hear from him the whole day. must be bz. heh~ hopefully next week he got no duty during the weekends. hah~ have not been meeting chipsmore for quite a while now. hopefully can meet chipsmore soon. heh~

oh my sis told me yesterday that my bday present is ready. hah~ she's the one who is excited abt it. wonder wat she got for me... hmmm...

hmm ive got nothing more to type here. so nitez~

i miss chipsmore.

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hoho~ mia. hmm nothing much to update in here. still the same old thing. heh~ hmmm wat can i say. im juz so oh boring person. hmm oh ive got accepted into sim for the july aug intake but i reserved for the next intake. well is that realli a good decision to make?? hmmm im not sure abt that.

will update more again next time.. juz adding up one more thing in here. tmr am having an interview which im not realli so sure how to go to the company. i cant believe when the person actualli email me yesterday as in sunday afternoon?! how does he work on weekends too... hmmm hr open in weekends? heh~ well i know there are company's that open on weekends too. but this one is a bit weird... hah~ well i went to check their website. reading the about us. n i was so shocked..! the person who actually contact me giving me a call n sending me the email abt the interview details is actualli the boss of the company!!! i asked my sister to read it. then re-check the email again. n he did state in the mail "my office is at..." unlike "the company is at.."

hah~ my sis said maybe they realli short of workers that is y the boss has to work himself in everything.. hmmm now im realli scared abt it. wat if i make a fool of myself?? oh btw the boss is muslim. oh n the job i applied is admin executive.

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hmmm well yesterday was great! i met up with chipsmore. hehe~ walked ard to no where. then to library. watched video again. after walking ard, went back home. chipsmore sent me back. hehe~ it was nice day. actualli chipsmore wanted to watch movie. but there's no timing.

today met up again with chipsmore. got to watch pirates of carribean. it was awesome...! i loike...! hehe~ he wanted to get a bag at first but decided not to. hmmm so decided to find a top. chipsmore loves the adidas top. it was nice. but he will look for more other choices b4 buying that. heh~ hmmm after window shopped went home. hmm maybe gonna meet chipsmore again soon. hopefully..

well im confused rite now. i got the offer from the air force to go for the briefing cum interview on next mon. hmmm well should i go?? its more to a guys job. work in jumpers climb up n down the stairs. ur hands full of grease or electric wires. hmmm well i love hands on than desk bound job. but is this wat i really want??? is it that i want to continue my family's generation in working in airplanes industry?? haha~ im so confused. wat if i got the SIM offer... which to choose..

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well thurs i did meet up with ain. photocopied all stuffs. accompanied to collect my passport. it was rather fast. then headed to bugis for lite bite. hehe~ went to kfc.. we talked abt sch life. it was funny... heeheheh~ laughed till tears rolled to our cheeks. headed home after that.

we met up again on fri. to apply for sim. hmm it was another quick one. hah~ supposed to go to the stansfield semina but didnt go. have no mood to. n it was rather weird timing. so headed home instead. hehe~

on sat woke up brushed my teeth watch cartoons. hehe~ then went to shower. ate brunch. continue watch tv. hehe~ received a msg from chipsmore asking wat m i doin.. hmm after several msges, chipsmore hinting me to go out with chipsmore. haha~ hmm i acted blur for a bit. hehe~ i m so bad... hehehe

chipsmore asked me to find chipsmore at cityhall. hah~ we juz walked ard ms for dunno how round. haha~ then decided to go to the library to sit down. hmm saw a few dvds. so watched a movie there. went home after that. chipsmore sent me back...! hehe~

ok for today. i juz watched the tv whole day... hehe~ hmm feel lazy today. dunno y. but super extra lazy.. heh~ anyway that all i wanted to update abt.. not sure whether i can get into sim.. hmmm we'll see the result soon.

i love chipsmore! dont u... hehe~ :-p

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zaida, how did u know that??? hahaha~ yes u r rite zaida... its me!!! hehe~

another update. something that ive forgotten to add in before this post. haha~

last sun went to the dentist. hehe~ thought my gums were having problems. but the dentist said maybe there's a wisdom tooth growing but not so sure since there's no sign of showing it. heh~ hmmm so juz clean up put up filling on the other teeth. heh~

after that went to sim lim sq with my parents. bought the printer's ink. saw a nice watch. mum bought me one n one for herself. it was nice eventhough its brangset. haha~ met up with sis there. made our way to changi village for lunch.

after lunch in the car, suddenly my dad said wanted to bring us to snow city. all of the sudden to there. hah~ hmmm so made our way to there. didnt know he brought the camera. hah~ well my first time to there. didnt expect it to be so small. hah~ it was damn small... i was so uncomfortable wearing the shoes. should have use my boots n bring my own winter jacket. it was so smelly n wet theirs. haiz~ next time maybe i will bring my own. haha~ hmmm

after that my dad brought us to kranji. he thought of goin to sungei buloh but changed his mind then off we go to fish farm. looked ard at the fishes. haha they even got turkeys, turtles there. haha so called fish farm. we went to grandparents place after that. after praying made our way to jln kayu for dinner. well that was the impromptu outing hah~

on mon was youth day. firdaus smsed his frens saying happy youth day but in malay. but it was wrong.haha~ instead of selamat hari belia he put selamat hari muda. hahaha~ he couldnt think of youth in malay. hah~ apa je...

went to pick up my cousin. played with him for awhile. then made our way to my aunt's place for her son's bday celebration. heh~ my mum made ondeh2 goreng n my sis made puding jagung.

fana asked me to accompany her to watch just my luck. since i already watched tat she willing to pay the tix for me. hah~ the gal charged wrongly. but nvm~ went to secret recipe. had cheezechoc. on of my fav...! hehe~ hmmm yums

gonna meet up with ain tmr. photocopy some stuffs n collect my new passport. yeah... now i can go for a holiday!!! hehe~ so fana when to ask our parents?? ahaha~

fri gonna meet ain again to go to sim then to the stansfield seminar. heh~

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