miss gazerin
farah
- 22. 19081986.
student, Programme Executive
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Monday, January 26, 2004
nothing much happen... juz tat i've got rid of tat blogspot ad at last.. khekhekhekhe... hmmm.. i've got nothing to say actualli.. Are you in love with love..? hmm a good qn... well my fren gave this article to me abt this.. It stated tat we r attracted to ppl n things bcos they make us feel good or turn us on... being attracted to someone doesnt mean u love tat person. sometimes its juz infatuation or puppy love.. well i haf to agree on it.. its kinda true.. How can we know love is genuine? Can we be fooled thinking we r "in love" when we arent? hmm a good qn... its the matter of one.. u cant fall the trick when ppl say i love u juz like tat.. they haf to say it with all their heart.. when u learn how to love a person the way the person is giving ur all ..u reach a stage where u understand otherz needs..
True love means knowing the pther person well n there is juz no substitute for time... Its the matter how well u know ur loved ones.. it takes time to understand who they realli r.. All of us can put on a mask n pretend to be something we r not, but not over the long haul..
Well in my opinion the most important thing for a relationship to last is the matter of understanding n responsibility.. how will ur relationship to last if u dont understand ur partner? hmm.. maybe tats y till now im single.. khekhekhe.. i still cant find the rite one tat realli understand abt me.. hahaha.. well actualli i dont give a damn to find one.. tats the y.. n ya who wants me.. i aint got that beautiful n aint got the looks.. haiz. but im grateful still i am normal.. (",)
True love means knowing the pther person well n there is juz no substitute for time... Its the matter how well u know ur loved ones.. it takes time to understand who they realli r.. All of us can put on a mask n pretend to be something we r not, but not over the long haul..
Well in my opinion the most important thing for a relationship to last is the matter of understanding n responsibility.. how will ur relationship to last if u dont understand ur partner? hmm.. maybe tats y till now im single.. khekhekhe.. i still cant find the rite one tat realli understand abt me.. hahaha.. well actualli i dont give a damn to find one.. tats the y.. n ya who wants me.. i aint got that beautiful n aint got the looks.. haiz. but im grateful still i am normal.. (",)
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
well well well... hmmm... how should i start this entry...?? ok.. went to skool juz now as usual.. my laptop need to be reformat again... arrgh... wats wrong wif this laptop man... damn... nvm.. i'll do it one day... haiz.. juz haf to bear wif it.. haiz.. hmmm one of my classmate skip the es1 lecture.. whoa.. everybody like finding for her... khkehekhekhe... quite good doin her mission impossoble.. disappear coming out of the library.. hahahaaha... yeah she lazy to go for tat lecture coz surely we will not pay attention n juz waste our time there.. might as well we absent for class.. haha.. but me gd gal.. attend class... khekehkehkeh.. as if... i went for the lecture but ended up not paying attention.. hmm but can still do the tutorial.. hahaha wat a miracle... but not all i can do.. hehe..
well went to town juz now wif my classmate... she did the most talking.. as usual.. tats y ppl think im so the quiet.. but actualli no.. juz tat i cant click wif them... i dunno y.. its a natural thing.. hmm well.. maybe im goin out wif my fren tomorrow.. cancel one date got another one.. khekhekhe.. quite fast huh.. hehe... yeah on sat nite one of my net fren suddenly wants to chat wif me.. whoa.. long time never say hi to me also.. dunno y.. then on sun chatted again wif me for awhile, asking me if i wanna hang out wif him n his frens or not... whoa a miracle.. i dunno y.. juz replied back n see its ok wif me to hang out sometimes.. its a mirace seh he chatted wif me.. a lil bit curious y... for quite sometime he never talk to me.. n suddenly say hi.. well wat the heck.. i dont care... hehe
i hope i can make use of this hols carefully... how i wish i can go out wif somebody everyday.. haiz.. dream on..
well went to town juz now wif my classmate... she did the most talking.. as usual.. tats y ppl think im so the quiet.. but actualli no.. juz tat i cant click wif them... i dunno y.. its a natural thing.. hmm well.. maybe im goin out wif my fren tomorrow.. cancel one date got another one.. khekhekhe.. quite fast huh.. hehe... yeah on sat nite one of my net fren suddenly wants to chat wif me.. whoa.. long time never say hi to me also.. dunno y.. then on sun chatted again wif me for awhile, asking me if i wanna hang out wif him n his frens or not... whoa a miracle.. i dunno y.. juz replied back n see its ok wif me to hang out sometimes.. its a mirace seh he chatted wif me.. a lil bit curious y... for quite sometime he never talk to me.. n suddenly say hi.. well wat the heck.. i dont care... hehe
i hope i can make use of this hols carefully... how i wish i can go out wif somebody everyday.. haiz.. dream on..
Sunday, January 18, 2004
well well well... yeah... didnt update for a week.. hehe.. hmmm.. let me summarise wat happen.. errm on tue went out wif my sis after skool. we went to queensway.. search for tat converse shoes, but to dissapointment no more size.. well the heck. then we took bus 61 cos 14 so damn long to wait n we headed to bugis unexpectedly.. walk ard for awhile then ate d'crepes. whoa.. nice.. i took quite sometime to finish mine.. hehe.. aha..
on sat i got class.. well it's disastrous.. for ocom especially.. haiz.. when it was my turned, my mind tottaly blank.. i dunno y.. i've tot wat to say.. but it juz cant come out of my mouth.. it's totally blank.. arrgh.. i made a fool of myself.. luckily at the end i know how to summarize it up.. phew for tat.. then went to westmall. got my converse shoes.. yipeee.. hehehe.. well didnt get the colour i want but wat the heck. i got wat i want... hehehe.. then went back home. wanted to go to ps. then nobody will accompany me.. then at last went there alone. met wif my cuz there.. had great time.. onli tat i felt a lil lonely.. hehe. then headed back home n reach ard 12 plus.. whoa. long time never get back home tat late... hehe.. n today here i am.. didnt go out.. well got many things to say.. but cant rite now.. maybe next time.. ciao.
on sat i got class.. well it's disastrous.. for ocom especially.. haiz.. when it was my turned, my mind tottaly blank.. i dunno y.. i've tot wat to say.. but it juz cant come out of my mouth.. it's totally blank.. arrgh.. i made a fool of myself.. luckily at the end i know how to summarize it up.. phew for tat.. then went to westmall. got my converse shoes.. yipeee.. hehehe.. well didnt get the colour i want but wat the heck. i got wat i want... hehehe.. then went back home. wanted to go to ps. then nobody will accompany me.. then at last went there alone. met wif my cuz there.. had great time.. onli tat i felt a lil lonely.. hehe. then headed back home n reach ard 12 plus.. whoa. long time never get back home tat late... hehe.. n today here i am.. didnt go out.. well got many things to say.. but cant rite now.. maybe next time.. ciao.
Monday, January 12, 2004
yikes... went to skool as usual.. im lost in space during the psp2 lesson.. that modules sux big time..!! yeah.. didt pay attention during class.. i wonder how m i goin to survive for tat module... haiz... better buck up.. urggh.. y m i stuck in this IT course..???!! hmmm.. well something happened unexpectedly.. bump into tat freako guy.. aiks..!! cant help it.. should have taken the previous elevator.. shucks.. should haf followed tat guy in the elevator.. he asked us to go in as well.. there's still space for the both of us.. but we didnt.. regretted it... arrgh.. hmmm... learn by mistake.. hehehe..
i wonder y... do i realli look like chinese?? i dont think so.. then y ppl keep talking to me in chinese??? i look myself in the mirror.. to me i look like a normal malay gal.. wat makes them think im chinese?? im not tat fair looking after all... hmmm.. everytime i buy something, surely they will tell me the price in mandarin.. my fren always laugh at me.. hehe.. i dont give a damn... i've get used to it.. matbe it's better to be not recognised.. hehehe..
Sunday, January 11, 2004
well im too lazy to change the template or anything.. too lazy to do anything.. got some hw to do.. need to get it done soon.. well i guess later... nothing much happen.. still living in this same boring life... arrgh y am i stuck in this course... regret in choosing it.. haiz... i'll juz haf to bear wif it.. hope i can manage to scape thru.. dont usualli go online nowadays.. juz trying to stay away from the notebook.. i haf to bring this notebook almost every single day.. wat the.... went to skool juz now for IS module.. it turned out to be ok... better than expected... next week will be the real thing.. i hope i can pass these modules.. most of my frens chose netball for their snw. n i dunno y.. since young i dont like netball n i dunno y.. never join any class comp in netball.. its better to join the sports tat u dont know how to play rather than joining the things tat u r good in.. u can gain experience from it.. its not my problem anyway... i haf no choice but to join adv. i hope its gonna be good.. i tot of goin out after skool juz now, but then feel kinda tired n went home straight.. on the way home smsed my fren.. urged her to join the volunteer thing.. hope she will.. i dont understand y must they arge over such a small thing.. well its not my problem i know tat for sure.. but its been goin for quite some time.. it looks like never goin to end... i hope they will settle this matter.. feel sori for her.. someone scolded her when she doesnt even know wat goin on actualli.. u cant interfere juz like tat.. i know im a nobody.. but i do observe ppl... they may look nice in the outside but turns out to be a totally diff person in the onside..
Saturday, January 03, 2004
To be happy
with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a
little. To be happy with a woman you must understand her a
lot and love her with all your heart...
hmmm welll i guess this is true.. i asked my fren wat does she thinks abt this phrase. n replied its true for the woman n super true for the man.. khekhekhe.. yeah i agree on it.. hmmm well its been quite sometime since i last update this blog.. yeah dont haf the mood to write anything.. aha.. went out to order a cake for my sis bday. went wif my cuz. then headed to town. cant find anything i wanted to buy. yeah at last found the muse cd n i've reserved for it. in semb shopping centre theres the stock.. i'll get it by tomorrow.. cant wait to get it..!! khekhekhe.. everywhere i go they its out of stock.. making me a lil bit mad.. haha.. hmm so tomorrow i guess im gonna go out alone.. maybe.. yeah maybe.. its been quite sometime since i last go out by myself. but maybe i'll ask my fren along.. coz it saturday, ppl will think im mad to walk ard alone... i dont mind doin tat on a weekdays but pls not on weekends... hehe.. arrgh so much things happening ard me... i still dont understand y ppl take their frens for granted???!! they will juz leave their frens juz like tat n get back to them onli if they r needed.. well is tat the way to treat ur frens? i dont think so.. if u r realli a true fren, u wont contact her when the skool's gonna open soon n juz wanna go to skool together.. tats y i give such reason tat im gonna use mrt concession n will not take the bus to skool eventhough i can sacrifice a few dollars juz for a fren.. i will don anything tat i could juz to be wif my fren. but im sori i wont do such thing no more for the ppl who treat me badly.. well maybe i guess.. i lil soft-hearted.. see hows the situation is.. haiz...
with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a
little. To be happy with a woman you must understand her a
lot and love her with all your heart...
hmmm welll i guess this is true.. i asked my fren wat does she thinks abt this phrase. n replied its true for the woman n super true for the man.. khekhekhe.. yeah i agree on it.. hmmm well its been quite sometime since i last update this blog.. yeah dont haf the mood to write anything.. aha.. went out to order a cake for my sis bday. went wif my cuz. then headed to town. cant find anything i wanted to buy. yeah at last found the muse cd n i've reserved for it. in semb shopping centre theres the stock.. i'll get it by tomorrow.. cant wait to get it..!! khekhekhe.. everywhere i go they its out of stock.. making me a lil bit mad.. haha.. hmm so tomorrow i guess im gonna go out alone.. maybe.. yeah maybe.. its been quite sometime since i last go out by myself. but maybe i'll ask my fren along.. coz it saturday, ppl will think im mad to walk ard alone... i dont mind doin tat on a weekdays but pls not on weekends... hehe.. arrgh so much things happening ard me... i still dont understand y ppl take their frens for granted???!! they will juz leave their frens juz like tat n get back to them onli if they r needed.. well is tat the way to treat ur frens? i dont think so.. if u r realli a true fren, u wont contact her when the skool's gonna open soon n juz wanna go to skool together.. tats y i give such reason tat im gonna use mrt concession n will not take the bus to skool eventhough i can sacrifice a few dollars juz for a fren.. i will don anything tat i could juz to be wif my fren. but im sori i wont do such thing no more for the ppl who treat me badly.. well maybe i guess.. i lil soft-hearted.. see hows the situation is.. haiz...