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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

hehe 22

i juz wanna post with the date on it.. hahha~ the number seem so old.. hahaha~ hmmm believe it or not.. 22.. knock knock.. hahaha~ thanks to ppl who wish me.. sms, online,calls.. thanks.. :) cikgu, cikgu umur berapa... thats wat my students asked.. hah~ 19 eh? haha


Wednesday, July 23, 2008

what shd i do.. shd i juz accept it n dont care abt wat others say or juz let it go? arrgh... this is wat i hate most.. making decisions... its a killer... i juz dont want to regret it at the later part... how how how.. juz take up the challenge n see how it goes??? hmmmm help help help pls..... arggh...


Sunday, April 27, 2008

still active

prefer not to type things in here.. prefer to keep it to myself.. hmm maybe i will update sooner or later.. see how it goes.. oh anyway i cant wait to be out from the company... im gonna be free soon... apparently im not bonded.. hah~ so dont have to wait till end of oct.. smile smile smile hehehe


Monday, September 03, 2007

bz bz = lazy lazy

haha~ mia for sometime.. hehe~ anyway i know its late but nvm.. thank u 2 who wished me on 19aug. thank u for the birthday celebration in class. hah~ thanks for the cute cheesecake..

anyway went to hi tea on my bday with the family.. pics lazy to upload as usual. hahaha~

had a korean bbq with close frens n family. thanks for coming ya..

hmm bake brownies for teachers day. gave t my colleagues, frens, classmate, ms sue, mr f. hah~ oh ya family too.. well turns out to be ok..

had several gifts for teachers day.. didnt expect i would get any.. cos im new... hah~ was kinda touched.. hahah~ oh ya one of the teachers gave each of us a cookie. with our initials on it.. i havent had a bite yet.. hahaha

ms sue gave us 2 cute cupcakes in a box each.. hah~ i still have not eat it.. too pretty to eat.

hmm after class on fri met up with mr f at bugis. i came a lil late than i i should he got mad at me. gave him his brownies. something happened. then as to say sori he surprised me with a small gift. which was cute. 1st time he did tat.. thanks mr f.. ;) went for movie, the last legion. his kinda show. hmm kinda interesting. a prequel (rite) of king arthur. walked ard after the movie for abit.. then off to home.

sat morning went for work. hmm did MPM with the enrichment kids. got teachers day gifts from them.. so sweet. hah~ i even got a padlock.. hahahahah~ wat should i lock... hmmm..
hahaha
went back home after that.. had lunch then off to comex with my parents.. was contemplating on which notebook to buy. spend hours there. haiz.. at last settle down with one... hmmm then off to my aunt's place to collect my old notebook there.. heh~ then off to dinner at al ameen wdls. hmm it was ok.

sun watched tv in the morning. then switch on the notebook. was panic for awhile i cant log in to internet.. apparently my wireless card having some problems. didnt know wat to do. went to device manager.. didnt know whether to uninstall n reinstall or not... if i were to do tat, will it work.. having this qn on my mind... in the end i juz did tat.. hoping tat it will work.. well end of results.......... it does. haha~

met up with mr f. went for movie session again. hairspray.. was nice..hah~ hmm then went to ps. walked ard. decided to go for dinner. didnt know where to go. decided to settle down for pizza hut.. but then it was fullhouse. so we walked down to centrepoint pizzahut.. not much ppl. heh~ had splitzza super supreme.. nice..! ok i always the word nice. haha.. he bought for my mum marks n spencers biscuits. hah~ hmm actualli he was suppose to meet up with my parents on sat. but cancelled the idea out. hah~ next time lah k.

went to work juz now.. was really mad with them.. noone not even one told me to come at 9 instead at 8.30... arrgh so being the goody me came at 8.30.. see noone there.. hmm msged one of them. n she told me abt it... geram seh.. y cant u juz inform me?? waste my time to come early standing there like nothing.. i can still cont with something else at home seh.. hmmm finish up with my painting of submarine. haha~ left with the treasure chest... still dunno how im goin to do it.. hmmm had meeting juz now... eeeee i hate even more with them place... im now an admin person for the moment at the place... eeeeeee i wont have any hands on experience on teaching. except on fridays n maybe wed..... bleargh... i go to that place for teaching experience lah not admin not customer service lah.... if u pay me more nvm lah... but this pathetic.. arrgh. hmm oh ya i get to tutor sat too.. onli tat?? is it enough?? later u complain again lah tat im still weak in handling kids. wat the... hmmm watever lah....

the customize cookie. soft cookie.

teachers day gifts.

from ms sue. the cute cupcakes

sori gift. sori bear



Monday, August 13, 2007


suppose to start on my next assignment but as usual.. dilly dally on it.. haha.~~ national day finally met up with mr f.. hehe~ watched rush hour 3.. then had dinner at pizzahut..the first time i finished my my share n finished b4 him hah~ hmm he bought for me a new adidas waterbottle. heh~ love it..!


fri did a bit of my assignment in the morn. then went for class. as usual much more mundane. hah~


sat went for work in the morn.. mark mark the books. taught the kids maths. then off to window shopping alone.. i so want the n76. haah~ juz when i reached home, mr f msged me saying he juz end his work. telling me he felt like playing pool.. hah~ so met up with him n played pool hmm he taught me on how to play.. i can feel tat he felt like fainting when teaching me.. hah~ its all abt my hands... haha~ hmm after some time got the hang of it.. much better.. then went for window shopping.. saw this nice grey jeans... like it very much. he bought for me.. hehe~ thanks so much... ;)


yest meet up with fussy.. she bought me the charles n keith sandals.. hehe~ thanks so much... walked ard.. had lunch at pizzahut after a disastrous incident at secret recipe n SG is full house. hah~ had pasta n criss cross fries. after that decided to go to tamp. juz walked ard.. had bubble tea.... hehe took some pics b4 we made our separate ways. heh~ nice outing.. meet up soon again ok?? hah~


Thursday, August 09, 2007

notes

national day
back to updating.. hmmm been bz lately.. bz eh farah? haha~ last wed went out with the sec sch gfs for dinner. purpose to celebrate sakilah's belated bday. idea fana. there were 5 of us.. me,ain,fana,filzah n sakilah herself.. hmm went to pizza hut.. had the cheese fondue thing.. which we called the jari bengkak~ hah! couldnt finish it up.. that was the first time i see ain ate much more than she normally does... keep it up ain.. eat more... so u wont be so light!! must be heavier than me...! u r taller than me... haha~

on sat i went to the library after work.. i think i spent an hour in there... finding some research.. photocopy some books for notes. hah~ than borrowed a storybook.. still havent finish reading it.. no time to read.. hah~ basically the weekends i stayed at home.. lazy to go anywhere.. several ppl ask me out.. i rejected them.. sori eh..

met up with my fren on tue after sch.. waited for her at amk then when she arrived she say she's craving for secret recipe's marble cheesecake. so off we go to bishan n little did we found out tht there's no more secret recipe over there!! contemplating whether to stay there or go back to where r from.. hmm and so we decided to go back to amk... hehehe~ went to ramen ten.. not much ppl.. had the usuals.. she tried a different one.. n she regretted it.. heh~ after the heavy meal we went for a walk ard amk hub.. amk central.. heh~ bought some neccessities.. n i bought a pair of shoes. hah~ shoes collection.. hmm ok cant spend much anymore... if not i cant survive by the end of this mth.. hah~ the day when wont be complete without any gelagat badut of my fren.. haha~ the maniquinne(whatever the spelling is) incident.. tats so funny.. even ppl ard us laughed at it.. hah~

yest had national day celebration at work. all i can say it was disastrous.. hmm disorganized.. very bad planning. well i dont even know wat im supposed to do.. hmm like wat the.. then after the work. the principal held a meeting.. asking feedback.. i have to say something. i juz state 2 points. arrgh. n she's lecturing me... bla bla bla.. juz shut off my brain, ears.. cant stand it ah... as if i dunno how's work life like.. apa je... hmm but on the other note at least i dont have to stay thruout the meeting.. hah~ had to go for class..

today.. hmm hopefully will be meeting mr f.. after like hmm 3 weeks of not meeting him. heh~ maybe lah.. we'll see how. he has fallen asleep again i guess... hah~

n i have yet to complete my assignments.. haiz. essays.. the thing i hate most.. hah~

tried to upload photos but having some error.. so next time will... till then.


Sunday, July 29, 2007

aimless thoughts

hah~ have loads of assignments waiting to be done.. have not touch on any of them yet except for the one that have been presented on last wed. haha~ wat the.. as much as i dont wanna slack but i juz cant resist that... haha apa je farah..

next assignment due this coming fri.. a grp presentation.. arrgh.. well got the info juz have to organise it accordingly.. well gonna do it soon..

well work hmm ok i guess. haha~ i juz dont realli like the P. well i juz have to accept it whether i like it or not since P the one who pays for my course. hah~

oh oh last sat after work i walked ard the whole cwp to find the suitable present for sakilah. hah~ last min present. well hopefully u like that give sakilah. met up with ain later after tat. spend the time at mac first b4 heading to her house. hah~ hmm had lots of food.. the parents kept asking to eat. hah great host.

sun went to library to do some research. too bad the book are not for loan. if not i would have grabbed it. then watched a movie. i forgot wats the title.. oh yeah knocked up. hah~ it was ok. kinda funny..

oh yeah last fri after the class went back by cab courtesy of the lecturer. apparently she lived nearby.. hah~ hmm had a chat with her. n she knew my sec sch mly teacher.. cikgu nor is her bestfren infact childhood fren. hah~

oh ya met up with leena on last wed. she asked me to accompany her to choose her ring. ok little did i know she getting married on fri.. hah~ ok now she's happily married to resan.. well congrats to her..

n i had weird conversation with my family the other day. we r goin to move house. but gonna use my sis name to buy the house. she said i have to make a contract with her. when i'm getting married in future i have to move out to my own house with my future husband. she wont allow me to stay there. well only a few days can but have to get own house first. hah~ apa je.. well anyway its good lah.. hmm most prob gonna move out of yishun n to the east side maybe.. she's trying to apply for the new house at bedok north.. which is near to her fren's place.. hah~ ok im gonna be far away from my close frens n worse still far away from my workplace.. but its near to the mrt.. well everything is still under consideration..

eh zaida when are we goin for gift hunting? its gonna be aug soon tau..! haha~


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

my nose currently seems like a tap water that needs a plumber's help. haahha~ apa je.. throat feeling a lil sore.. hmm hopefully will be better tmr.. i think i got the virus from the boy in sch. haiz~

last sat after work went out to meet mr f. this time he end his work early. went to watch harry porter. heh~ after bought the tix we had our lunch. then went for the movie. after the movies, we tried to hunt for his notebook bag or a folder. but couldnt find the rite one. until we saw one at og. was a good choice but didnt buy there. heh~ i know where to get a cheaper one.

so the next day we went to the place to get the bag.. finally he got wat he wants. hah~

mon work as usual but this time im not attached to the playgroup. hmm i have to stay with the older children.. which is no fun at all. hah~ hmm trying to adapt to it.. hmm the principal trying to train me to be an all-rounder teacher. hah~ whatever lah eh.. as long as u happy..

oh class started on mon.. hmm the ppl seemed over friendly juz like wat zaida told me. haha~ one module has 3 assignments. arrgh can i do it?? hah~ hopefully can manage thru it.

oh at work one of the teachers keep teaching me montessori stuffs so tat i can help them in future to come. hah~ its interesting on how things work systematically.. she's good.. willing to teach me. heh~ well its a good place to learn step by step. hmm hopefully i can show tat im willing to learn n take the initiative to help out ard..

hmm if u wanna know more u can feel free to ask me.. hahaha~ i think i will stop here for now.
need to continue with my research. well hopefully i will. whahahah~


Monday, July 09, 2007

mr engineer :) teacher haaha

hmm problems.. problems problems.. haiz..
ok set aside...

ive been working at the new place now. ok it seems fine.. first few days it sucks. hah~ hmm hopefully i can manage.. :) it seems fun having the kids to call u teacher. haha~ i think i kinda like tat. whahahahaha~ oh zaida, the person told me she has confirmed me working there. haha~ ok so i can see u in sch..! but not now cos u be having ur attachment soon rite?? hahaha~ maybe u can help me in some of the modules. heh~ i have to be more outspoken more active interactive tat kind of things. need to improve myself more. hmmm~

sat went to work. hah~ need to mark some books. ok not some loads.. maths. haiz~ i still cant teach them cos its totally new n different method. hmm maybe i have to learn it some day. haha~ it seems ok.. then took the bus to tamp. was waiting for mr f.. hmm walked ard. went to toys r us.. i have the urge of buying some toys there. hahaha~ but no i didnt... heh~ walked ard.. after an hour in that crowded place decided to take the train to paya lebar... he still have not finish his work yet. haiz~ walked ard singpost. went to this fashion. hah~ saw 2 tops that seems nice n affordable.. bought it... hah~ wasting my cash... hah~ i was all alone.. hah~ he told me to eat first. tried to eat the slowest i can. hah~ waited for him for 4 freaking hours! hah~ hmm finally he came.. in his uniform haha~ looked funny.. mr engineer.. haha~

after tat made our way to buy tix for the movie. hmm accompanied him for dinner. then walked for abit then off to home..

the next day met up with him again. he was in search of some books.. but couldnt find the rite one. hmm then juz window shopped for abit. had lunch at sakura. hmm i think nowadays i ate abit. couldnt finish up my food again. hah~ ok well i know y b4 tat had double choc! haha~ im addicted to it! hhaha had a free one juz now. cos of the privilege card. whhahaha~

well i have to do a poster for the school. still in process. asked fussy to help me. haha~thanks fussy for the help ;) hehe~

wat else.. hmm one of the teachers gave her notes for me to read up... abt montessori. hah~ hmm scan thru juz now.. it shows the steps for the montessori time.. heh~

hmm well i think i stick to this one insya allah.. :)

well nothing more to update.. mr f keep doin OT. everyday without fail hah~ he's becoming workaholic? haha~ well hopefully by aug he doesnt have to do tat much. since he's starting sch...

oklah tats all for now.. i need to learn how to sing(i am tone deaf haha), need to learn to tell stories, need to learn how to be more hyper! haha~ loads to learn. hmmm.. hopefully i can manage it...


Wednesday, July 04, 2007

interact

interact outspoken caring loving haiz
dubious.
hopefully will do better.
y give me so short time??
need more time to settle down..
pls..
i hope something can work out..
i want to change..
to be better..


Monday, July 02, 2007

bumble bee optimus prime

hey here i am again.. hah~ as i was saying..
i went for an interview juz now.. hmmm at civic centre.. ok i was feeling awkward.. hmmm. had to wait for the principal for like 1 and half hour.. she's stuck somewhere. hah~ whatever... hmm ok i got the job.. n i have to start work like so fast..! tmr! arrgh.. i thought i can still relax a few more days.. but no.. haiz.. ok work from mon to sat.. hmm half day everyday. hah~

hopefully i can still meet my fren tmr.. heh~ need some updates from her. will confirm again with her tmr. heh~

anyway i have to wait for the principal for so long but the interview was short. hah~ was it worth the waiting?? hmmm i dunno. haha~ im gonna start my new career soon..! i am so scared now!!! arrrggghhh! i dunno i got the job also. i didnt even do well. maybe she realli in need of person i guess. hahaha~

mr hirin told me he gonna go for interview tmr at paya lebar. well hope he gets the job.. heh~ :)

oklah tats all for now.. nothing more to update... byez


Sunday, July 01, 2007

hmm nothing much to update.. hah~

went to tioman island 3 weeks ago.. was fun.. with snorkelling the beach the waterfall. hah~ i juz love it!!

got sick after got back from the holiday. heh~ down with fever flu cough. haiz~

the day i was feeling so sick went out with mr hirin. went to watch movie. i couldnt concentrate. urrgh didnt watch much of the show. hmm went for lunch after the movie. trying to stay away from indoors cos i couldnt take the coldness. hah~ hmm he then sent me home.. thanks mr f.. ;)

stayed at home a few days later.. reject fana's breakfast outing. sori realli so sick. reject leena too. heh~ realli very sori..

finally feeling abit better, met up with mr hirin. went to watch oceans 13. heh~ juz walked ard after that then had our meals. couldnt finish it. i think ive lost my appetite due to the sickness. hah~ walked for a bit more. talked. had a great time.

watched transformers the next day. the morning slot. hah~ not much ppl in the theatre. the show was fantastic.. i love it! hehe~ then made our way to the school. hmm the person explained to me stuffs n all. had to bring mum the next time i come down. hmm cos im still under 21. hah~
then made our way to tiong bahru. to pay his sch fees. heh~ after tat took the bus to somewhere we familiar with n had our lunch.. was feeling so hungry but i still couldnt finish up my food. hah~ its my system.. getting haywire.. hah~ then had ice cream at mac. hah~ hmmm we watched another movie. nancy drew. haha~ it was ok.. then we juz walked ard. b4 heading back to home.

the next day went to the airport to send my uncle's family back to brunei.. we arrived earlier than them hah~ so had lunch first at the canteen.. after tat took the bus back to wdls to have my medical check up. hmm the process was kinda fast. lucky we arrived earlier if not i think i have to wait very long.. heh~ meet up with the sec sch fren in the evening.. had dinner n window shopped. ok i bought a top at gap. there's 30% + 10% off. heh~

met up with teacher zaida yest. watched transformers again! hehehe~ this time its free. its our 2nd time watching n its the longer version! the uncut version! hehehe~ it was damn good lah.. must buy the dvd. hehe~

i have an interview tmr. pls wish me all the best to get the posting there. ive checked out the place. hah~ it seems ok... n its considered near to my home. heh~


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

it seems like almost everyday i update this thingy. hahahah~
hmmm juz got too much free time i guess. whahahahahaha~

went to carrefour yest with my mum. got wat i want. went to eat at swensens. hah~

went out with fren juz now. hahaha fren.. bestie? hmmm should i use that term?? hahahah~ went for breakfast at mac.. was kinda full.. made our way to raffles for nothing. then took the train to orchard. hah~ walked ard. saw some things. but didnt get any.. hah~ finally i got my pay. haha~ had a good time juz now.. oh yeah watched fantastic 4..! was kinda awesome. haha~

anyway there's some funny incident happend. haha~ the starbucks caramel frap. onli u know i know.. :p hahahah~ went for a haircut juz now. like finally...! did steaming too. hah~ anyway my hair looked like some kind of balloon at first. haha~ but when i got home it's back to normal already. the hair starts to curl up... haha~ ok fine.. doesnt look like a balloon anymore which is good. hahaha~ i look like a kid.. hahaha~

hmm having flu rite now.. the mucus keep flowing? should i use that?? hahahah~ hmm fri results will be out. n zaida told me she read at her sch regarding referral scheme.. she gonna recommend me n if its successful will get 200. so we gonna divide it equally.. hahaha~ ada je zaida ni... well hopefully i got it..

anyway had a great time with my fren.. the jokes, the date always start with many halangan.. hahaha~ anyway overall its good.. ;) gonna meet up soon hopefully..


Monday, June 11, 2007

here i am updating again... yeah im so free to update this nowadays..hahaha~ hmm yeah yest entry i forgot to mention tat i read yest's newpaper n found out this 2 pages full of namelist of ppl winning for singtel contest. n rite in the middle of the page i saw one familiar name. haha~straight away asking her abt tat. apparently she didnt know abt it..hahaha~ i told her to bring me to the free movie since im the one who informed her tat..hahahaha~ n she agreed to it..! so yeah gonna watch transformers for free!!ekhekekhekhekeh

oh anyway watched jap drama's juz now.. hahah~ now its my turn zaida... to watch all these. khekehekhe... met up with fana at wdls to borrow some books.. seems like there's no nice books to read.. juz get a few.. gonna read up soon.. then went back to yishun to meet up with miss sakilah. hahaha~ hmm had desserts at delifrance..i had brownie with ice cream. it was ok. hah~ talk for abit. then send fana off.haha~ talk for a bit with sakilah.. that gal is forever funny. funny yet beautiful.hahaha~ meet up soon again ok?? haha! as usual took the cab home... hahahaha~ i know fana will be rolling her eyes.. hhaha~ if i were to take the bus it will be onli a stop away.. whahahha~

been having this headache since juz now.. hmm hopefully it will be gone soon..

oh yeah was talking to kikilala juz now n she mention something.. which i think its logical...
"those who dislikes hypocrites r those who r hypocrites themselves. cos onli hypocrites know wat hypocrites r like" hmm ouch? haha~

oh yeah.. the other day i was chatting with mr hirin.. felt quite envious with him. haiz~ he seems so popular. everywhere he goes surely there's something that knows him... hmm he said something to me.. which i think the moral of the story is that need to be more socialise. hah~ sakilah too juz told me something abt this issue.. as we get older we seems like to have not much frens... hah~ ok we r having the same problem i guess... kinda sad thinking abt it... need to do something to it i guess.. hmmm but how do we start tat?? anybody knows?? hahahaha~

ok stop here. bye.


Sunday, June 10, 2007

free!!

hah~ finally exams are over... hmm but i have a bad feeling for it.. im gonna retake the papers.. this time im gonna to put in more effort on it.hahahaha..

met up with mr hirin on wed morning. went for lunch then to the library.he was good enough to accompany me to study for awhile. ahaha~

hmm thur was the exam.. haiz... fri worse still..haiz

met up with mr hirin yest. he bought memory card for his bro. finally i got myselfm2 card. hehe~ now i can play mp3 on my phone.. yipppie...! went to grandparents place after tat.. hmm met up with my uncle's family whojuz got back from brunei there. sleptover at his place. heh~ played with my cousins. they are so kecoh...! hah~

mr hirin dah ord.. hah~ he's on holiday rite now.. hah~ enjoying himself..hmm then i have to do some things for him. gonna do it tmr lah.. haha~ hopefully he got it... ;)
oklah gonna rest for now.. byez............


Sunday, June 03, 2007

im half free!!

hey... so i am here.... hmmm should start studying but there juz no motivation for me to do that.. hahaha~~ hmmm we'll see how lah eh..i got to meet fakhirin on mon b4 he book in to camp. heh~ hmm he accompanied me to the job agency after work. ok i hope i'll get that'job.. heh~ went ard town after tat.. was in search of pouch. bought for him tat.. heh~ then on my way home he asked me to buy for him top up prepaid card.luckily i still got some cash with me so bought one at discounted price. hah~

hmm tue went to work as usual.. nothing's great. the same old thing
wed was my last day of work.. couldnt believe that lady wanna go lunch with me n her cousin. hah~ her cousin was disappointed abt that. was supposed to be my day n not to be theirs as the main topic.. but heck.. hah~my fren the receptionist was feeling sad cos she couldnt complain abt work to anyone anymore. haha~ feeling kinda sad tat im leaving without her.. haha~met up with my cousin after work. our mission of doin something had failed..haiz...~~ hmmm we'll think of other plans ok..

thurs was fana's 21st bday.. hmm met up with ain n sakilah, aziana b4 headed to her place.was ok... bought for her a pierre cardin bag, choc candle(candle tat looks like a choco)hahan a card book. hahaha~ well she likes it.. haha

fri hmm went to my aunt's place in the afternoon.. went to northpoint after tat..had my fries. hah~

yest went for the eng test in the morn. it was ok except that i keep erasing wat i have written.n the eraser given sucks.. the eraser buds are full on the table.. ahahawent to meet up with mr "speclessthesedahys" (haha) after tat.. went to buy the tix then off for lunch.he claims tat he already had his lunch but still eat juz to accompany me... hahahahmm window shopped after tat b4 the movie starts.. he's talking crapped as usual..he's trying to make me jealous saying tat his aunt gonna give him a notebook.. but later in the evening he msged me saying tak jadi. whahahahahahaahhaoh i bought another caplet. hehe~

today went to my grandad's place with my cousin juz to see if he's eating or not..hah~ went to pasar "siang" after tat haha to buy some food. then off to northpoint walked ard had my double choc. i think im addicted to it..hahaha~ hmm gonna get it again soon. maybe tmr.. hhahahaha its nice..~its either double choc or choc milk tea.. hmmm hahahaah~ go for the cheaper or nicer?? whahaahahah

ok tmr gonna have another test. then off to interview. hopefully i get to do thatpart time job thingy.. its kinda simple job. haha~

mr hirin msged me juz now asking me not to sleep. ahaha~

cant wait to get my pay... gonna buy some stuffs.. hehe~
till next time. bye


Monday, May 28, 2007

2 more days

at work.. must do crap stuffs at work.. asked me to call cust
informing something that they already aware of.. like wat for
juz to remind them?? dont have to lah.. wastin time onli. then i have to listen to them yakking..
hahaha~ ok another 2 more days n im out of this crappy place...
endure...

fri didnt get thai beef noodle for lunch. was so sad. hah~
met up with fakhirin after work. headed to sakura for dinner.
then went to admiralty.. he collected his cable then took bus to home.

i went to meet sakilah on sat morn. intended to eat breakfast at mac.
but we couldnt find any seats so we cancelled the idea... haiz~ headed
to town instead... was searching for some things.. finally got one.
had brunch at resto surabaya.. hmm then went to far east.. instead of
buying something else we bought a top for ourselves. hah~ took the train
to the east. i alighted at lavender while she off to bedok..
met up with fakhirin at lavender. he wanted to sell off his shoes.
after that went to bugis.. walked quickly... juz to get to an indoor place.
couldnt stand the humid. hah~ juz walked ard window shopped then made our way to
shaw at beach rd n bought the movie tix.. ate at qiji. hah~ walked to suntec after tat
to kill time b4 the movie start.. went to carrefour. saw something that i think im goin
to get soon. after i get my last pay. hah~
watched pirates of carribean.. headed to wdls after that. met up with sis n mum.

yest stayed at home.. did nothing but watch tv. hah~ did some chores. ok i cant wait for
this job to end.. to cont doin some of my chores.. hmm need to sort up some stuffs..
do some revision. exams coming up realli very soon... haiz~

anyway in the morning i always take this train to work. then got this lady,
board at wdls. she always wear this black pants. ok she is vertically challenged.
n then her pants is damn long for her.. she juz fold but onli a fold. then the rest
of it she stepped on it. it looks kind of awful. juz go alter it lah.. hah~

my super asked me juz now in the morn have i actualli found a job? i juz smiled at her.
ok she knows. i haven found one. she said go n look something abt acc. hah~ hmm ok
in search of finding one decent job.. hopefully i can..

cant wait after exams end... gonna go for hols!! hehe~


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

another update in different day... haha~ ive got 8 moredays and im out of this damn place!!!! it sucks..getting worse each day... more work piling up..i couldnt care less.. im not finishing up the job..

last tue met up with sakilah after work. she looked likeone aunty with 3 bags. haha~

wed met up with Hirin after work. my remedy. hah~

thur fri went back straight after work.

sat morning as usual slack. watched tv. online. haha~ in the noon hirin msged me saying he's bored. want to buycontact lens.. so met up with him at town. walked ard. had lunch ayam penyet. hah~ hmm didnt get his contacts instead we watched movie. hah~ after movie he went home. met up with family after tat for dinner.

sun slacked again.. hah~ met up with him at bedok. ok i was latehe was so early. hah~ finally he bought his contacts but have to wait till fri for collection. went to suntec aftertat. juz browsing thru the cameras. walked ard..

i dunno y i type like so boring story gitu.. haha~ ok im a borig person. wat to do rite..
anyway fussy msged me yesterday, she told me she's addicted goin out with me. hahaha~ well she's addicted to everythinganyway. ok we'll meet up sooner or later ;)
till then bye.


Monday, May 14, 2007

waiting

hey im back....haha~ hmm the mon to fri didnt go out. oh onli fri went to clementi after work juz to find shoes. haha~ bought one.

sat morning tv session. haha~ went online after tat. chattedfor awhile. then did some chores.. hmm in the evening otherfamily members came over for the mother's day celebration.we had korean bbq. didnt eat much... heh~

sun morning met up with fussy to passed her cds back. window shopped n went to coffee bean. had pure choc n blueberry cheesecake. noice.! haha~ we bought a similar hp pouch together.. haha~im still thinking wat to ask her buy for my bday.. hmmi have up till aug... haha~ a bag? a shoe? a watch? hahaha

met up with fakhirin after that.. he didnt want to meet me at simei. dunno y. he's funny ah. then met at aljunied mrtcos for some reasons i alighted the train at aljunied.aahahah~ hmmm went to cityhall. well juz window shopped.he bought a top.. becoming like a gal seh. keep buying tops. hahahaha~ went to have our meal at usual place. as usualhe would say he will have something light but he end up eatingthe same as wat im having. hahaha~
went for lunch juz now. i dropped my phone. didntrealise it but kept looking at the place i sat. lucky saw it..! if not.haiz... hmm wat else..

ok work... hmm it sux. hah~ juz cant wait ti submit the letter.hahahah~ apparently. my so called senior told the recep to say give encouragement juz hang on there... lots of work to dobcos super is not ard. will be better soon. watever crap lah.hahaha~ i dont care.. im goin off soon... cant tahan already..
ahhahahaha~ oklah till then..


Sunday, May 06, 2007

tralalalala

hi hi... update update.. hahaha..
last sat was the last class for the sat lesson. didnt go to class due to pain on the gums. went to the dentist instead... my cousin didnt go to class as well. she overslept. haha~
mon went to work as usual.. was so sucky... so many mistakes done.. ok not my fault totally. its the cust fault.. hah~

tue slacked at home the whole day. watched tv.. eat. sleep. haha~ (supposed to go to class but i didnt. was damn lazy lah...) haahhaahha... wed back to work again. so mundane... cancelled the outing with zaida n went out with my cousin instead. had dinner at secret recipe. haha~ as usual.. tom yam chicken n cheesecake!!! haha was damn full after that... hmm and i was so sad didnt get the sandals that i wanted... heh~

thur took mc at poly... i was damn lazy and sick of work.. hah~ went to the optical shop to check my eyesight after tat.. ok apparently the degree is still the same juz tat now my left eye is getting worse.. ive got toric..! ok not so bad.. but still there's toric. haiz... :'( went to northpoint n got a pair of sandals. not the one i want but at least the 2nd choice n its in brown. zaida said it's much more better than the other one. everywhere we go we'll see gals wear that. haha~

in the afternoon i went to watch spiderman 3 with fakhirin. haha~ even im not feeling well i still go out.. how bad i am.. hahahahahah~ i am juz trying so hard to get mc.. hate work so much. ok maybe not the work. juz hate the environment n the place n the ppl the MOST.....! hate it!!! especially u yes u damn who's trying so hard finding fault with me... arrghh!!!

anyway after the movie went to eat since somebody's tummy was growling thruout the movie.. hahaha ok not mine... :P hahaha~ had fried fish laksa with milk. haha~ nice.. window shopped for awhile finding for his jacket. but couldnt.. instead he bought a shirt. a nice one.. of cos i helped him to choose.. hahaha :-)

fri went to work again.. haiz.............. hmmm nothing much happen. nothing bad happen.. hah~ good day i guess. went to clementi for lunch.. had beef noodle. hmm im so afraid to try food from the other stalls. i have the feeling it wont taste good. hahaha.... anyway after work met up with zaida. she accompanied me to the british council. after settling those stuffs walked to orchard... did some window shopping. made a pit stop said hi to some ppl. ok not some onli 2. haha~

then walked ard again.. then off to somerset station n home sweet home. haha~ thanks eh zaida for accompanying me. :) ive gone thru the set papers it seems fine. hopefully i can do it. heh~

went to the dentist again for the filling. ok something bad happened.. the dentist accidentally cut my gums. damn painful. arrgh i stopped her from cont. she quickly stopped it said sorry. then quickly finish the touch up then put gauze to the wound. lots of blood.. keep changing the gauze.. then she said use the gauze for half n hour. haiz the cut is quite deep ah.. n damn painful alrite.. it feels swollen till now. even if i eat i can feel the painess.. i can chew onli on one side. haiz~ quite deep n long lah..

ok went to northpoint after tat while waiting for my dad. bought a pair of jeans. hah~ then went to cwp for lunch.. couldnt realli eat.. went to siam kitchen. it was alrite this time. hmm walked ard after tat n made our way to ikea tamp.. dad bought some stuffs then off to courts. hah~ bought dvd recorder, web cam and etc... hahah~ ok not i paid for it. of cos my dad... dunno y he agreed on buying it. so good rite. i juz say i want that dvd recorder choose then buy. hahahahahahahahaha~ anyway our dvd player has spoilt so that is to replace... haha~ paid everything using his visa. hah~ no cash like zaida's dad. rite zaida ur dad always pay on cash rite rite.. hahahah~

after tat picked up sis at yck then had dinner.. went back home after tat. trying to fix up my dad's newly bought hmm wat should i call tat. cupboard?? haha~ ok whatever.. took some time to get it done. n now am online.. gonna sleep soon i guess.. my gums still aching.. haiz~ hope it will get better soon... ok till next time. stay tune.. hahahaha~ whatever...


Friday, April 27, 2007

doink

been bz... (ya rite bz...) bz with wat also i dunno..hahahahahha~ hmmm lesson coming to an end soon.. gonna have to start own revision. but im super damn lazy..hahahah~
anyway this few weekends been hangin out with the cousins.its fun spending time with them. heh~ pool.dinner.monopoly.supper.uno.rummikub.sleepless nites. hah~
ok wat else.. hmmm went out with fussy last fri.. didnt get wat i want.haiz. went to tamp to eat lunch with her. seoul garden. onli the 2 of us.yes i know its crazy. ahaha~
watelse... oh been goin out with zaida almost every week on a weekday.watch tue went to watch wild hogs with her. was free. hehehe~ thanks eh for the free movie. the free vouchers. haha~
wed went to meet up with the poly frens. finally meet up with leena..haha~ ok im sori i didnt talk much. dunno wat to talk abt.brain not functioning well i guess. hah`
yest ad an impromptu meet with fakhirin. heh~ he book out for awhile then got to book in back. hmm watched movie again. haha~ he was late. as usual. had to buy the tix first. then after i settled doin wat he ask me to he came. hah~hmm after the movie, went to window shop for awhilehe was searching for a jacket courduroy hmm some kind thatlooks like a shirt but a jacket. couldnt find. heh~ ok after llike a mth of not meeting him.finaly got thechance to but onli for awhile. then will have to wait for another 2 weeks more. hmmm~
gonna meet up with the sec sch gals later. hmm at northpointhahahaha~ ok done.

oh ya then my super is on leave. at first till 11may now she extend it to 26may. haiz. i thought of quittin. nvm juz wait one more month more.. i try to leave by 26. hah~ hmmm need a break lah.. oklah
adios...


Friday, April 13, 2007

melt melt *swoons*

there's so much to blog abt... hahah~ juz dont have the timeto do it.. well now since ive got not much to do at workdecided to update this thing. heh~ hmmm where to start first.last thur had a slumber party over at my house with my cousinssome of them didnt sleep. i couldnt tahan. battery flat by 2am.ahahaha.. oh anyway celebrated my cousin's bday and get togethersession since the other goin to france on the sat..

the next day after my cousin came back from fri prayers,we decided to drive ard. then settled down at downtown eastplayed pool. was my first time. it was damn hilarious.hah~ hmmm then went to eat at bedok corner. then to pasir ris park to relax.

the next day had class in the morning. dad picked me up atmrt station. hmm then one family go for lunch. in the eveningwent to the airport. was so sad. i cried. such a crybaby.my fav aunt, fav cousins go france. will be back in 2 yrsonli for holiday. haiz.. hmm

met up with zaida on tue to watch mukhsin. it was funny. we made the rite choice rite miss zaida?? hhahaha except forthat mistake.. u know i know. haha~

got to know juz now leena juz came back from india after so long. called her juz now. will meet up with her soon. heh~ cant wait for the get together.

as for now... i am melting over those cute jap and korean guys.hahahaha~ u so bad fussy.. show me their pics.. hahah~ok ok i have to go home and watch them. hahah~
till then~


Thursday, March 29, 2007

complaining

am at work rite. sick. sick of it.. haiz~ hmmm i keep on whining and complaining abt it. haiz~ ok enough of it2 weeksago wentout with sakilah. she said she wanna do some shopping. but end up cutting her hair. which is errma bit funny. haha~ i cant tell looks like wat..i told her tat then ya she agreed with me. hahahahahahfunny.
hmm last sun went out with fakhirin to watch movie. then do some window shopping n him bought some stuffs.hah~ he n his batman theme... oh i forgotten to wearmy watch on that day. felt something missing. hmm then he bought me a watch. heheehehhe~
haiz~
hmmm yest after work went to meet up with him. was hungrywent for dinner had laksa...! at qiji. heheh~ was nice..hmmm then juz walked ard n he suggested to watch movie.so ya we watched movie.. got home a lil late. was tryingso hard to make myself fall sick. hah~ i dunno y. i knowit's a bad thing to do to hope tat kind of way. haiz~
and i am so angry if someone compare me with someone else!y must u compare??? ppl are diff from each other.wat do u expect?! then i said something else u read it in the other way which u think i dont care abt it.if that's wat u feel then dont ask me or tell me next time.so sickening if u think me that way when i meant somethingelse. i asked u to try n change for better position nottat i said ok to wat u have..~!!!!!!! arrrgh getting on my nerves.... keep saying like im the bad person.
ok i should have listened to my fren from the past yrs.i regretted for not listening to her.. haiz~
and i dont like T. so like stuck up. think she's the bestof all..
ok i better stop complaining.


Sunday, March 11, 2007

test test....... haha~ nothing interesting to update.. juz feel bored.. i thought no one realli read my blog but there is.. haha~

im juz bored.. went to class juz now.. alone.. first time alone. hah~ my cousin didnt turn up. the lesson was ok. not that boring. its a miracle i dont even yawn in class. hahaha~ must be something interesting n new. oh then there were so many kids in the sch juz now. dunno wat exam they taking juz now... went home after tat... didnt know where to go alone. haha~

hmm im still thinking. dunno wat to choose for my career.. haha~ still in consideration. need to discuss with my parents first. we'll see how..

wat else.. oh ya last thur went for doc appt at skin centre. the 2nd appt. heh~ the doc said ive recovered but it will come back for sure. i know tat.. juz tat need to use the medicine. hmm need to go poly to get the medicine if my supplies finish i guess. hmm yeah im not allergic to any food. seafood. haha~ its juz all in the mind. i can eat seafood as much as i want. muahahahahah~ i love seafood. especially fish. hehe~ =)

hmm i wanna go out tmr. dunno where to. hah~ hopefully i can wake up early tmr to do some things first... hopefully im rajin enough. haha~

been a week since he last contact me. finally i received a msg from him juz noon juz now. n now no more news from him. must be sleeping the whole day. hah~typical..

i wanna watch movie. hah~ spartan..! =)

hmmm oklah tats all for now.


Wednesday, February 28, 2007

famous last words

i cant sleep rite now. not feeling sleepy. so decided to update.. heh~ hmmm ok i seldom update this. i dont think anyone reading it anyway. hahaha~

ok anyway abt my life. im back to square one.. haha~ anyone wanna have some grapes thats turning into wine?? care to buy some? juz give me a call. i have loads. -_-

anyways had loads of fun during cny. ok we had reunion dinner too. ok we r 25% cina. haahahah~ had korean bbq, steamboat and satay. the next day called up cousins aunts uncle to our house again cause its juz not enough the day b4. they sleepover at our place.. had loads of fun playing the whole nite. we didnt sleep. played some silly games introduced by my cousin. the next day all of us were haywire.. haha~

hmm then the day after went out. watched movie with him. hmm had dinner. went home after tat. the next day did the same thing.. hah~ sent him to pasir ris. then went home after tat.

hmm well something happened tat made me mad for awhile.


Sunday, February 04, 2007

feeling good

sorry for the lack of updates. well ok i know i dont update this blog often. i dont see anything to update abt. its juz plain boring. hah~ hmmm ok i went to muse gig a few weeks back..

hmm wat should i type abt. this is the main reason y i dont blog. haha~

last sat after class went to have lunch with my cousin n her bf at far east. after tat juz walked ard. he bought to ice cream. shared tat. then made our way to cityhall. they accompanied me for awhile. i was waiting for fakhirin. after tat they went off to boon lay to their fren's place. met up with fakhirin after tat. juz walk ard. then went to watch movie. went home after tat.

on mon took halfday. went to polyclinic. bcos of my eyes again. finally the doctor gave me the letter to refer to skin specialist. after like 3 times been to that polyclinic. haiz. next thurs will be my first appointment. tue went to interview. ok i got the job. the next day i tendered my resignation. haiz.

thurs went to eat cheesecake at starbucks with row mate. oreo cheesecake. ok i ordered wrongly for him. heh~ sori ya buddy... hopefully next time we'll meet up again to have SR cheesecake! hehe~

fri was my last day. had lunch with the gals. went to fork n spoon. had fried fish mee hoon kuey. it was ok. but no seaweed....! hmmm then to ntuc. bib was asking me if i eat merci. i said ya. dunno wats the qn for. she said thats for her fren. hah~ then went back to office. saw a postcard on my table. was from my super duper. kak linda. heh~ wishing me all the best and all.. then bib gave me the merci n a letter wrote in a piece of paper. haha~ so sweet of her. hmm gave them oreo choc n forever frens magnet. heh~ at the end of the day, helmi came to me with a parcel nicely wrapped saying from all the guys there. so sweet of them i was touched. heh~ didnt expect they would buy something for me.... :)

yesterday went for class in the morning. it was kind of boring... the class ended a bit early. quickly made my way to bugis. fakhirin been waiting for me there... heh~ went for lunch. i was hungry. had fried fish laksa @ tong seng. i finish up his part. hahahahahahha~ onli the fish lah. haha~ then met up with firdaus to give back his phone. then we juz walked ard bugis. said hi to fana. didnt know wat to do. went to watch movie. hah~ then walked back to bugis. he's finding for jacket. saw one at adidas. was nice n cool. :) went to MS then to suntec. finally to citylink. he finally bought that jacket. took the train to the east. send him back. dropped off at tamp to take the bus home. made a pit stop at this fashion. n itchy fingers bought 2 tunics there. haiz. went back home after tat. in the bus saw this guy who looks similar to errm someone. haiz. except that he's shorter n i think darker. hah~

brown day...!


Sunday, January 14, 2007

heachache

juz a random update b4 i go to sleep. hmmm classes has started. went fine. the lecturers not that bad. one of the modules realli is like refresh the memory abt the basic of accountings. hmm the lecturer gave us a lot of hw to do for our own practice. i did that halfway n now my head hurts looking at those nos n all. keep doin the same thing over n over again. hah~ i stopped doin that. dont feel like continuing... hahaha~

last mon didnt go to work. didnt feel good, juz too lazy plus i wanna my medicine(meet up with him) hehe~ early in the morning he msged me saying he's on the way back home. met up with him ard 11. walked ard dunno wat to do. then we had our lunch at ljs. been a long time since we last ate there together. hmm then we continued walking ard when he got the idea to collect some free postcards for him file. so we went ard in search of nice postcards. haha~

the rest of the days of the week juz so normal. nothing nice to talk abt. hah~ hmm this tue iras gonna have iso audit thingy. ok i dont feel like coming to work.. hmm but the manager wants an mc for that particular day. hah~ luckily im not in the list to be the auditee. heh~ im safe i guess. well. im still not sure to come or not to come.. hmmm... its either tue or wed to take off. hah~ hmm ok tue is something to look forward. its muse concert!!! hahaha~ cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!!!!! hehehe~ ok im crazy..

let me end this post by saying tat i miss mr farin. heh~ not goin to meet him for quite some time i guess. ok nitez.


Sunday, December 24, 2006

piku piku hehehe

hehehehe~ well still not sleep yet. juz finished watching korean drama. heh~ i love the storyline. hmmm got addicted to it. gonna watch more. hehe~ last week, fri, i went to buy the muse tix at velocity. heh~ didnt know there was sistic counter over there. hah~

been doin OT the first few days of work. hah~ juz to go back early the last few days. hehehehe~ hmmm thur went off ard 1. meet up with fakhirin. watched night at the museum at prince. hmm then walked ard bugis. saw some nice tops. but didnt get any. heh~ went off to ms after tat. he was searching for tops. shirts. hmm saw one at fox. nice casual top. but he didnt get tat. hmmm finding a cheaper version if there's one. haha~ hmm had dinner at cavana. heh~ i bought another pair of corduroy pants. hehehe~ this time a brownish grey colour. heh~ now i have 3 pairs. hahaha~ ok i asked the sales person for size 27 but they didnt have it. so i tried on 26. hmm it was so loose. hah~ end up taking 25 instead. heh~ shrink in size. hmmm well i dunno. i see im still the same with the body weight. hehe~ dunnolah maybe the cutting is big i guess. heh~ oh n i bought another pair of shoes. heh~

fri meet up with fana and the other 2 ex iras gals for awhile.. hehe~ went window shopping. didnt get anything. shopped the day b4. no reason for me to shop for more. haha~


oh one of my super gave us chocs for xmas! hehe~ she so sweet lah.. hmm she looks cute too.! hahaha~ ok im done. hopefully tmr i get to meet with fakhirin again. dunno where to go. hehe~ long weekend! hmm wat should i do eh. heh~


Monday, December 11, 2006

i thought of blogging. but lost of words. hah~ typical.


Monday, December 04, 2006

surviving...

sori for the lack of updates.. hmm juz no mood to type out some words here... due to some reasons... hmm so yeah forget abt the sad story. trying to make myself happy for now..

last sat went to meet up my cuz to accompany me to register for acca. hah~ so ya i registered acca quite a shock rite.. hmm im back to a/cs for now. hah~ took same classes as her.. oh her bf tagged along. so after tat brought back 2 thick bulky books. luckily the bf drives. heh~ so ya left the books in the car. hmm went to eat lunch after that courtesy of my cousin. went to hjh maimunah. then rounding in the car deciding on wat movie to watch. so finally decided to watch tenacious d at MS. it was damn funny.. hilarious. recommend to watch it but its coarse lang n some lame jokes... b4 the movie hang out at starbucks. had the usual. hah~

heh~ then after the movie went to expo for the john lil sale. hmm as expected the things sold there. heh~ hmm took long time to queue for the cashier.. went for supper after that.. most of the time were wasted in the car.. he lost his way. followed the mrt track the whole time. hah~ dont want to listen to me to u turn back n i can at least show him shorter route. nvm lah. gasak dia..

so ya the whole day was a treat!! courtesy of my cousin! haha~ hmm her bf so broke lah~ haha~

hopefully i get to meet fakhirin by this week.... pls pls pls.... have not met him more than a month now.. can u believe it?? im surviving?? hah~ ya rite... there's so much things that i need to talk to him.. hmmm

oh n MUSE is COMING!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait!!!!!!!!! haahha


Thursday, November 23, 2006

haiz

hmm im so down now thinking abt it.. hmm :( i feel like crying sometimes.. i dunno how should i react to it.. i dunno wat should i do to make it better... i cant believe on wat i see the other day... upon seeing those msges makes my heart dropped. hmm.. haiz.. i hope everything will be better soon. im trying to mend things.... with the help n advice from the others.. hmm i realli hope it works in some kind of way....


Saturday, November 11, 2006

i miss my partner..... haiz

hmmm yeah here i am again... hmmm nothing much to say.. well yeah im a gal with less words anyway. hah~

oh apparently the days that he didnt contact me he went for outfield camp. hmm thats y. i wont get to see him soon. its worse than him goin to taiwan. haiz.. its been 3weeks now. hmmm goin to be a mth soon. haiz.. i juz cant wait for this batch to get done with their bmt. n for higher goals i juz cant wait for another 6mths. where he ends his ns.. haiz... pls pls pls let it be over soon...

hmm ok i need some retail therapy.. i will confirm with u soon lah gal.


Thursday, November 09, 2006

since fana ask me to update to practise on my english, so here i am.. haha~ my english sucks anyway... ph n there's nothing to update abt actualli..

took half day today. went to tamp to meet up with the 2 gals. fussy n yuan lin. heh~ been long time since last saw them.. walked ard tamp mall. didnt know exactly where to have our lunch. end up at pizza hut. (oh now i remember should tell my colleague not to go to pizzahut tmr)hehe~ had set lunch. chic a go.. sat at the round seats. feel uncomfortable. haha~ not used to it. ate at slow pace.. cos felt full. hah~

then sent off yuan lin to interchange. while me n fussy went to bugis. heh~ bought a pair of shoes n 2 tops. ok i think i need to send the shoes to cobbler first. i forgot to check the sole. its slippery.. haiz~

i like the 2 tops. cos its long. not long sleeves but long in the length. ah nvm. haha~

went home after that.. im addicted to shopping after so long... heh~ hmmm need to find more shoes, sandals, tops. haha~ im totally addicted... anyone wanna come along?? juz give me a call/msg. hahahahahahah~ im totally on it! hahahaha crazy.. i want tunics too..! haha

ok another story.....
most of my frens know abt this already since i already told them. hmm i juz make a quick one here. haha~ i hate guys who dont understand... im trying to avoid u, dont u know or notice that???!! keep asking me the same qn.. n have the cheek to ask me the qn that i have already stated way b4 it...! n still dont understand after i said i need my own space.. it means go away!! dont disturb me!!!!!! (ask me if u want to know wat im talking abt) hehe~ oh anyway it has got nothing to do with mr gazerin. hmm


oh im listening to everybody's advice to juz ignore avoid him hah~ even gazerin told me to do so..
oh n im kinda angry with gazerin too after one incident. hmm he's not been contacting me for like hmm since tue.. n have not been meeting him for like more than 2 weeks. ok i know i already type this. but i feel like typing again. hmmm haiz i dunno y... ok i know y..

fine bye..


Wednesday, November 08, 2006

random

i miss goin out...! :-C i miss shopping!! i need to buy loads of stuffs.. last mth's pay i didnt buy anything for myself.. hah~ i didnt believe it myself.. well maybe a few stuffs like a tudung for me. other than that for others.. hmm n fakhirin's bday gift. well ya basically thats all.. hah~ hmm i need to buy new shoes.. i need to buy long tops.. sickening all tops a short.. haiz~ i mean the length of the top not the sleeves part.. heh~ hmmm ok tmr gonna take half day. gonna meet up with fussy n yuan lin for lunch. hmm im thinking should i go down to tamp... heh~ hmm wat else.. oh i haven meet him for weeks now.. nvm its ok.. my colleague was like saying that every week she needs to meet up with her bf at least twice a week. hmm.. ok done abt that.

nowadays i feel so lazy to go to work.maybe bcos im back to doin the artist taxes again. haiz.. im getting the hang of it. but i still dont realli like doin it... moreover i have no more frens left working there. haiz.. end up i keep goin off early or not coming to work. heh~ result to lesser money.. hmmm well i dont realli mind abt that. or should i???

oh anyway yest morning, my colleague received a call saying he was supposed to report for reservist which he totally forgot abt. hah~ he said he received an sms 6 mths ago thats y he forgot all abt that.. so he went back home to get into his uniform n went to report. its quite funny. heh~ by fri he will be back again. hah~

oh mr brownie still working there same goes to mr m. hehe~ hmm i got to see mr brownie the other day.. hehehehehehe~ smile :-)


Friday, November 03, 2006

sorry for the lack of updates. hehe~ as usual i juz dont have anything to update abt. hehe~
well yet again didnt go to work today.. haha~ felt weak to go to work. dunno y.. hmmm maybe nothing to look forward to nothing much to be done n no click... haiz~

i still haven talk to my dad abt my idea. dunno whether he will agree to it or not.. well maybe he wont agree to it... haiz~ maybe i juz have to try n ask first. hopefully the best.

well haven been doin much lately.. onli some raya visitings, go out with my lil cousins, n went out with my sec sch frens. hmm other than that ive been working, staying at home n do nothing. hah~

on last fri sent off my uncle to airport. he went to france again for 2 mths this time. then next yr he will be goin there again for 5 yrs.. he will be goin with his wife. the daughters will be staying here with us at our house. so we'll have 2 extra members. heh~ hmm been planning how we goin to sleep. maybe 2 by 2 goin to take their bunk beds put at my sis's room. hmm oh they not goin there this time cos they wanna take their o levels first since they missed the chance of taking psle last time..

hmm tmr another of my cousins n their parents goin back to brunei.. prob goin to send them off to airport.. didnt get anything for them. hmm should i buy anything?? hmm i need to go out to return book to library should i make pit stop to northpoint or something for them?? hmmm i dunno. im juz so lazy... hehehehehe~~~

wat else... oh i have not seen mr gazerin for quite some time now.. he's in fieldcamp. today will be the last day. will book out tmr. hopefully will get to see him. but im not sure whether i can.. seem so bz gitu.. heh~

oklah nothing exciting to talk abt. till then.


Saturday, October 14, 2006

what needs to be done

dont ask abt the title of the entry. juz trying to fill in the empty space there. hehe~
as usual i dont know wat to type in here~ heh~
wat should i type abt??? hmm i dont realli like to share stories anyway. im more to a listener. am i bad?? hah~

ok fine.. last sun went to meet with chipsmore for awhile. window shopped. i saw some things thats nice.. tops especially.. oh but didnt get any. lack of vitamin M.. heh~ chipsmore finding for sandals. hmm but no stock for his size.. so didnt get any.

mon went to work. dragging myself to work. should i say drag when i walk very fast to the station?? hahaha~ lame lame. ok my heart is dragging to work but not my mind i guess. hah~ hmm nonsense ah farah.. heh~ i dunno wats wrong with me. ok anyway left early from work. meet chipsmore again. he took halfday since he got no duty. hah~ went home after that. fell asleep in the train. the train terminated at yishun. i missed my stop. haiz~ i feel so shocked tht i walked back home from the station. hah~ goin the long way. didnt know wat im thinking at that period of time.. hah~

anyway yesterday was my newly made fren for like a mth plus. im so gonna miss them.. heh~ i'll be lonely at work starting from next mon.. none of my frens still work there. from one fren to a few more n now to none. haiz~ i feel so lonely.. n im sitting alone there at the station. hmm i dunno whether super duper will ask me to move back to my old place or not. hmm we'll see how lah~
did OT yesterday to kill time. met up with kikilala at toa payoh after that.. she looked so tall than ever. ok fine she is tall but she's wearing heels yesterday tht makes her look taller than usual. heh~ i feel like a small lil kid standing beside her.. she brought her lappy yesterday. ok it was heavy. helped her carry that for abit. walk abit to kill time.. went to the library. saw new books.. borrowed one. hah~ kikilala finally apply for membership. "dah tua tua ni baru nak apply ye kakak auditor kita ni... " hahaha~ then settled down rite at the corner of the foodcourt.. heh~ read a bit. its kinda interesting book.. break fast after that. had teriyaki chicken set. nice... :)

went home after tat.. quite tiring. eventhough didnt see as if i do much things. hah~ oh anyway had made some cookies the other day. goin to make more today n the rest of next week. goin to take half day everyday... im bored anyway at work. super duper allows me to take half day. she say my money so do anything i want lah.. hah~

b4 i stop tmr is chipsmore bday. should i buy him the top in return he bought me one??? ahaha~ oh n his mum's bday falls on the same day. should i get her something since she always give me things???? should i??? haha~

oh n one more thing... i thought i wont get to see brownie anymore at work.. thought has resigned. but actualli not yet... heheh~ something to look forward =) brownie. hehehehe~ fussy will know who..


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

A B C

hoho the interview sucks! hmmm as expected i know its goin to be difficult n have many process but i didnt expect that they would ask like quite personal qn... hmmm nvm ah. juz wait ah...

went to work yesterday.. hmm nothing much to say. its better to be kept as a secret. its onli me n u to know abt it. heh~ well dont ask me who is that "U" hehe~ its not that impt anyway...

hmm hirin msged me yesterday nite asking whether im free today.. asking me to accompany him to search for hp. hmmm oh he got an mc yesterday n took off today. will be back again tmr evening. heh~ so took half day juz now..

he msged me when i was on my way to douby ghaut asking to be faster n he mean it. i thought he's angry or something but apparently there's another msg followed by that saying he couldnt resist it need to go to the gents asap. hah~ hmm so meet his at the platform. went to mustafa in search of hp. hmm quite reasonable price..

then walked to raffles hosp and ate there. had the usual.. we share. n i didnt even finish it. hah~ hmm had my green tea.. oh i so miss green tea...! hehe~ didnt know wat to do so he suggested to watch a movie.

after tat made our way to tamp. well i didnt see wat im looking for but i saw some things tat i feel like buying. buying in bulk! hah~ every colour each is possible. its like nice to get every colour... hehe~ hmm i saw more items when i enter another shop. i feel like getting myself a tunic... heh~ hmmm oh we should be doin C this outing. i totally forgot abt that. hmm but we did end up doin something to do with the letter C. hehe~ so next will be D~ hmmm wat will that be??? heheh~


Monday, September 18, 2006

at home on monday morning!

hehe~ im at home rite now... didnt go to work.. well a lil lazy to go... haha~ oh i did tell my super duper on fri that i wont be coming... hmm goin to nus later for interview.. hmm hopefully i can get the job...

oh so it was realli true n my eyes werent playing tricks on me.. the other day a cat accidentally entered my house n we shooed it away. it ran to the lift. a cat taking the lift.. hmmm so it realli is true. the other day we have to take the lift since we were carrying many stuffs so guess who was in the lift.. oh yeah the cat... haha~ it likes to take the lift.. hmmm maybe its cozy or something.. haha~

yesterday received a call from "cute" zaida asking me whether im free to go to the mosque for volunteer work. hah~ so met up at clementi n made our way to the mosque.. helped out for abit there. then went home after that. didnt know there's a straight bus from yishun. hah~

hmmm i need to buy some stuffs for sis.. she told me to give her loan.. n she'll pay back after she got her pay.. hah~ hmm ok. she's low in cash for the moment..

hmm it feels so great not working today. hehe~ i miss staying at home during weekdays.... didnt i mention that it juz feel great?? hahahah ok ok im stopping here...


Saturday, September 16, 2006

cute cute cute!

i didnt realise the previous entry was damn long. heh~ ok this time i will juz make a mini one.... hehe~ well nothing much to type... hmmm

last sun went to jb with parents. headed to jusco. bought some stuffs there. shopping sakan! haha~ saw the top that i wanted at dorothy perkins. but didnt buy it. maybe soon i will grab it. i love their tops. cos its long. diff for me to find a top that is long since ive got a long body. short top looks funny on me. hehehe~ then bought some sushi.. then headed to danga bay after that to collect our baju.

shop for a bit more.. hehe~ then have our dinner at jumbo seafood restaurant. ok its damn exp. maybe wont go there again.... oh i love sushi...!!

then mon work as usual. nothing much happen.

ok i finally know where the cute chinese guy sit at. hehehe~ me n fasihah went ard the office juz to find where he sit at.. khekehkehek~

ok wat else.. oh ive been goin to causewaypoint for several times now. heh~ mon to buy my mum the heels at charles n keith. then last thurs went there again to buy the handbag at charles n keith. haha~ oh i still feel like buying more stuffs... hmmm im juz afraid it will be over budget. need to check my a/c soon. heh~ pay was juz a week ago. but my vitamin is decreasing within few days...

have not been meeting him for more than a week now. he finally called me. heh~ he's back but gonna book in later in the evening. hmmm hopefully i wanna meet him soon.....! but its ok if we cant meet. i can save my vitamins! hehe~

ok gonna go out later with mum to get some stuffs. later~~


Saturday, September 09, 2006

where should i start from??? haha~ i always have this problem... b4 i even log in this thing i have loads of things to say. but when i logged in it juz disappear.. haha~ typical me. anyway im juz a gal with not much words to express myself. hah~

hmm lets juz start from the last sun.
went to comex with parents. dad bought new flat screen monitor for his desktop. hmm then got a free speaker. hah~ went to ikea after that. bought some stuffs there. went to eat after that. had my banana prata. ahah~

hmm on mon work as usual. went to work with fana. she had a orientation. hmm nothing much happen.

tue hmm nothing much happen too. work as usual mundane. hah~ had lunch at magic wok with the new gals. hmm as usual i didnt finish wat i ate. ok im fussy n full. hah~ cant deny that rite fana... hehe~ hmm received a msg from hirin in the evening asking me to know gd news or bad news. so replied both. he juz wanting to say he wanted to meet me the very next day but making it long winded. hah~

so took half day on wed. on its one the gals last day. didnt go for the lunch. she was quite disappointed. heh~ i realli felt abit bad. abit onli. but wat to do. hah~ hmm well maybe next time i meet her again for lunch or something. or i did give her something. ferrero. hah~ she was kinda surprised. hehe~ took a pic with her. ok i look very bad i guess... not in the mood of taking pics. haha ya rite....

so went off at 12.30. first stop was to the library. reading a book. browsing the videos. with all the Bs. hehe~ then waited for him like nearly an hour. well he's late as usual.. hah~ hmm after that went to eat lunch at MS foodcourt at the Bbq Delights. hah~ walked ard. decided to watch movie at bugis since no rite timing at MS. took the train since he lazy to walk. was quite pack in the train as usual. went to buy the tix.. walked ard saw some nice tops tat i would like to buy. hah~ feel so tempting tempted watever..... hahah~ hmm went to watch the movie. many kiddies. noisy. after the movie went to the building across i think bugis point the name. its up till level 6. hmm the things there look so unique. so diff from bugis v. nicer. the place too is nice. we were amazed with the staircase of all things. hahaha~ walked ard till we were tired then went back home.

thurs work as usual.. changed place. sat at yani's place. fas asked me to. hah~ got to talked to her. know abit here n there abt her more. hah~ hmm we practically didnt do much on that day. super duper took off. so we've got nothing to do since the forms were finished. hah~ we were wasting our time walking ard folding letters, pasting envelopes, counting forms counter checks tax reference no n talking of cos! haha~ well im more to the listening...! haha as usual rite..

hmm then yesterday another boring day at office.. got to do work. felt so damn sleepy i dunno y.... my eyes were so dry. shared chicky porridge with fana during lunch. heh~ hmm cont to do work after that. then had dinner date after work with fana. went to causewaypoint for my craving of sushi! haha~ of all things. had california maki n teriyaki sushi. while fana had her chicken teriyaki bento.. hah~ it was nice... hehe~ walked ard after tat for awhile. saw some shoes tat i loike! so decided to go n buy the next day.. haha

well for today had another date... this time with none other that.... kikilala! hahaha~ supposed to meet her at 9.45am at the bus stop. but as usual.. u know that gal... haah~ i smsed her but no reply. so called her at 9.10. she juz woke up! hah~ so delayed the time. lucky i know i haven even gotten ready yet. hehe~ im clever! :P so met her ard 10plus instead at posb. saw the vitamin M is out!!!!!!!! hahahahah~ but not that much.... but syukur there's some income goin in. heheh~ withdrew some vitamin! hehe~ waited for her to make new card. after that walked to the bus stop. took the bus to our destination. our stomach started to grumble. hah~ reached there we made our order. hehe~the food, it was nice....! or is it we were too hungry that we tasted everything was nice?! haha~ well it is nice... hehe~ hmm then went to the dewan lambaian. hahaha~ see the planes.... talked abt it. after like so long then finally made our way to the bus station. decided to go to cwp since we wanted to get some shoes. heh~ ok tried on to the shoes. im so broken hearted the maryjane's shoes doesnt look that nice when i put it on.. haiz~ i will find a more nicer pair then. got my heels... hahaha~ ok i know i dont wear heels that often but u have to got to own some pairs rite... hahahah~ it was nice.... ehhe~ went to metro find a bday gift for her. bought her a handbag. then window shopped.. then decided to go back to yishun. took the bus. alight at northpoint. window shopped again. she bought her pants. then decided to go 200plus to get my contact lens. hmm well thats where the cheapest optical store selling the great deal of contact lens... im a bargain hunter... hahaha~ bought tat finally... after so long. hehe~ took the cab home since she was late~ heh~ im sori to make u delay..

well to sum it up i had a great day with her juz now. did make some lame things juz now. hahaha~ the 6 packs thing n the black thing. hahaha.. onli me n her know abt it..

oh ya fas told me the other day i dont look like 20 yr old. hahaha~ then i ask "so older or younger?" she replied "u look like 18 yr old" hahaha~ so im happy abt it.... i look young. hehe~ well the other day this auntie from the store below my house told my mum i look like 17 yr old gal n she kinda surprised to know what's my age. hah~ another incident b4 this this mum's fren thought im still in sec sch when i have now graduated from poly... haha~ i loike... i look young. hehe~ youth.. hahah~

ok im outz~


Saturday, September 02, 2006

ferrero

received a msg in the morning from farin. asking abt our meeting.
went to shower at 11. hah~ spend time looking at my clothes. hahaha~
hmmm ard went out at 12.30. took my own sweet time. went to 7eleven to grab a ferrero for farin. took the train. received a msg from him when i was at braddell saying he juz reached pasir ris. hmm. damn im early. got off at orchard. went to popular. spend time there almost half an hour. haha~ went from one section to another. hahah~ well had a great time there browsing the things. making me wanna buy some things over there.. then made my way to the cd shop. browse the movies, music there. went out of the shop received a msg from him. went back to popular find him there.. haha~ i can realli kill time juz by browsing things.. hmmm i wonder y some ppl dunno wat to do with the extra time b4 meeting with someone. i love the quality time alone. hehe~ i may be weird but its nice to me :)

since we havent had lunch so made our way to find food.. went to lucky plaza resto surabaya. ordered the same thing. tried out the soda rainbow. it was ok. haha~ after that walked down to heeren. hmm browse the things there. hmm didnt see anything nice. walked down to douby ghaut. hmm still nothing. so went to our fav place. to watch movie since there's alot of ppl at ps. hah n cathay. hmm went to shop some stuffs at cold storage. then to movie.

went to simei after tat. he rent a video. something funny happened on the way. hah~
i went back home after that.

at work my colleagues call me sadist. i laugh practically at everything. haha~ hmm wat should i do. im like tat.. cant help it lah... heh~ yest one of them were asking y we call the caucasian org putih? then wat abt us? org brown? then she point to me say awak org yellow. since i have yellow skin colour. hah~ hmm hahah~

oh n its been eons since we last went to town. haha~ hmm it will be another long period of time when we will go there again. hmm juz not in favour of goin there.

oh i gave farin a box ferrero. hehe~ 24 2 24 2 24 2 (",)


Thursday, August 31, 2006

i wanted to post an entry days b4. but didnt. hah~

last sun woke up early.
watch all the nice cartoons. haha~
had instant noodle.
watched suria segar.
ayin msged me.
saying he's hungry. on the way back home from the run at padang.
watched zatchbell.
ayin msged asking whether im goin out.
asked him back.
he hint to me to ask him out.
so i did.
helped my sis cook food.
shower.
got ready.
waited till he confirm on wat time to meet.
meet him at usual place.
went to carrefoure. couldnt find the things he wanted.
decided to watch movie.
walked to shaw. he saw wat he wanted. bought it.
made way to bugis.
watched movie.
sent him home after that.
went back by bus.
hah~
hmm hoping to meet him soon.
24.
2.
=)
soon
:-D
am happy. hehe~

oh ya there's this gd looking guy at my workplace. hehe~ got to wash eyes. khekehkehkehek onli one for now! haha~ will show to fana next week. *winks*

hehe~

so when can i meet ayin? hmm


Saturday, August 26, 2006

bubble

hehehe~ hello.. here i am updating this thingy... hehehe~where should i start?? hmmm maybe from last fri.. hehe~ok i knock off early from work by an hour. went to meet up with ayin. yeah i did get to meet him. hehe~ went to watch the break up well it was boring. i felt like goin to fall asleep any momentbut didnt. hahathen juz walked ard ayin sent me home after that. heh~
hmm sat went to jb with family n my aunt n her 2 daughters. squeeezed into the car.haha~ went to kukup. had seafood.. it was damn fantastic. haha~ i loike..! then to angsana they went for shopping. hmm after hours there back to danga bay. made a quick shopping then off to tmn perling. had supper there b4 goin off to 2nd link.got home ard 1. was fantastic day. heh~
sun juz slack at home. heh~ hmm mon was fasting. was so lethargic. got home straightafter work. hah~

tue ayin msged me asking whether i could meet him. heh~ so he asked me to take a half day. hah~ so i didnt go for lunch n knock off at 2. hah~ went to meet him. he said he would be late but he was early...! hmm so rushed to bugis. heh~ i wore so slack super slack on that particular day. i feel like im goin off to market wearing that.. haha~ he laughed at me. hmmm so i was feeling awkward dressing that way.i realli feel like one when i got to work in the morning. haha~ hmm so i was searching a top to changed. so found juz the rite one. so i juz put it on. hahah~ it was kinda cool one. i think im goin to get more of that type of top. i loike...! haha~ ok will target more of those tops. its so simple yet so nice. hahahaa~ went to library after tat. watch movie there. hah~ hmm then went to eat at makansutra gluttons. haha~ had satay,mee rebus, mee goreng. ok for the first time i ate mee goreng after so long. well i dont eat noodles. yellow noodles. it give me tummy ache. thats y. luckily it didnt. haha~ it was ok quite ok. haha~

were supposed to meet with the poly frens on thurs. but got bubble. this was the worst bubble ever i got.. hmm lucky i was with zaida at that moment. we were waiting at the cthall station n got a msg from one of them saying that it was cancelled already cos one of them couldnt make it. how frustrating can that be?! we were there already n received that msg!!! hmmm if we were at home still its oklah.. but we were there at the timing we were suppose to meet. hmmm i was fasting on that day... haiz~ so zaida n me made our way to marina sq to find place to eat. walked ard first since we still got time. hmm then settle down at the food courst. had yong tau foo. after that we went for window shopping. suddenly ive got an idea. hah~ thought of exchanging gifts. so asked her how much did she have. haha~ so we decided to play a game rite in the middle of of the mall. haha~ we would buy each of us a bday gift with a budget of 15 bucks n must meet up at creative shop in half n hour time. haha~ so we split up. i didnt have any idea at first. after walking like 2rounds then ive got an idea on wat to buy. hah~ first stop was as mini toons. was finding for a brooch. but none were nice. so went to the hp accessories section. saw a nice stripes hp pouch. heh~ took that n a hp like holder something. dunno what its called. hah~ good colour coordination as usual by me. haha~ hmm then went to the counter to pay up quickly took the kitkat. haha~ paid everything made my way to red ink bag shop. hah~ saw the cheap bag that was on sale. hah~ try it on. it looks fine. so took it n paid for it. hah~ i settled for buying the gift for 15mins. made my way to creative but she still not there yet. hah~ decided to walk ard for abit. then received a msg from her saying she need extended time. hahah~ funny lah. so after that she came back with a paper bag. exchanged the gifts. hahah~ mine was a black bag. kinda unique. it cost exactly 15bucks. heh~ she was kinda surprised i could get 4 things for like 14.90. hhaha~ within the budget n i took less than the expected time. hahah~ so she declared me the winner. went back home after that. well it ended in a nice way eventhough we got bubble b4 that. always been this way. that is why impromptu outing is the best.

on fri work as usual.. mundane. but there's always some funny parts. hah~ will not elaborate on it. hmm knock off early again since i didnt go for lunch again. was fasting. hah~ my colleagues ask me to go home early. hahah~ had nasi lemak for break fast. hah~ was nice. cooked by mum. heh~

hmm today did nothing but sleep. i dunno y nowadays been sleeping alot. is that my new hobby?? haha~ well i hope i wont keep doin that. cos i dont realli like to sleep alot... i would feel so lethargic for the whole day. hehe~ so i would rather go out n have fun rather than staying at home n sleep.

will update more next time. bye. :) i love ayin. heh~


Thursday, August 17, 2006

i wish..

i wish i can meet ayin tomorrow. haiz~ but he said he's not feeling well. hmmm hopefully he can make it to meet me. heh~ im not forcing him. but but i want to meet him lah. heh~ cant meet on the weekends. hopefully he can.

i wish i can switch place with the guy so that i can get to sit with the happening grp of gals. hah~ it is so mundane bored lifeless sitting at the current place. hmm so senyap. i cant stand it. makes me wanna fall asleep. hah~ well i juz cant stand deskbound jobs. so not me.. the happening grp more fun... kekek ah. with the stupid jokes they make. hahaha~ i feel more comfortable.. remind me of my frens. especially kikilala. haahah~ the badut. pretty badut. hahaha~ anyway i got to meet her last mon. it was fun. caught a movie at causeway point n had dinner at the new banquet. it was ok. hah~

wish me all the best that i can get to change place. haha~ crazy

i miss ayin


Friday, August 11, 2006

gaze at the stars

haha~ i feel like updating... but ive got nothing to say. hahahaaha~ juz a few updates. hmmm wat have i been doin. work work work n more work. hahahahahahaha~

on tue met up with him for awhile. ok i dunno wats up with him. he was in a bad mood. hmm after sometime he was ok. watched the fireworks. then juz walked ard. watched part of super ex gf. hmm then went home after that. after that i didnt hear anything from him till today. hmm hope he's doin fine.

on wed went to jb with my family n cousin. went to visit my relatives there. my cousin who juz given birth was there. ok 2 of my cousins juz gave birth recently. the babies are so cute...! haha~ one of them look exactly like the mum. heh~ hmmm took some pics. will upload it soon lah when i have the time. hahaha~

anyway after that went to angsana to shop. heh~ bought some stuffs there. dad bought me 2 tops. n mum bought me 2 cds. hehe~ i bought 2 pairs of jeans. hmm we went to marrybrown for a drink. the seat are so cool. its a swing. hehe~ we sat there. keep swinging it. hahah~ juz like a small kid. heheheh~ hmm after shopping went to eat seafood. then went home after that.

woke up late the next day for work. hah~ but i still am early. hmm i still got the time to take a normal shower, iron tudung dilly dally. hahaha~ and still was early. how cool is that. hahah~ woke up late again today. but not that later compared to yesterday. hmm i think too tired that didnt hear the alarm rang. hah~

i fell asleep at work juz now. but juz for a min i guess. haha~ hmmm i fell asleep again while watching smallville.. haha~ need to sleep. soon i will.

kiki lala msged me juz now. asking abt work and all then proceeded to phone conversation. haha~ didnt realise we almost talk for abt 2 hours. hehehe~ from a to z we talked abt. haha~ ok im goin to meet her up soon. will update abt this soon. haha~ need more updates from this gal. she's been bz working as an auditor. realli envy her got a perm job rite after grad. heh~ n its a good company. big 4. heh~

oklah ive got nothing else to type here. bye.


Sunday, August 06, 2006

buttermilk biscuit

b4 im off to bed, would like to update this. heh~

had a great time yesterday with chipsmore. heheheheh~ we met up at our usual place. off to buy my cd. hehe~ finally i bought muse cd. i love that that uk band. hehehe~ their songs r awesome..! u should try n listen to them.. hmm anyway after that went to ms. yes fana, my fav place. hah~ been a while sine i last went there. hahaha~ awhile was like 3weeks. hehehehe~ hmm juz walked ard. went to the cinema to check out the timing. nothing suits the timings. so check out at bugis. saw one. so decided to go there. we walked from ms to suntec to bugis. it was a hot day. hah~ but lucky it was windy. hmmm off to buy the tix. then decided to go for eat since there's so much time. went to raffles hosp to eat. heh~ there was this guy sitting the table next to us was eating chicken rice when we arrived there. then not long after that, he ordered a western meal with rice. something i dunno. me n him were looking at each other. hah~ oh yes he did finished it up the meal. hah~ hmm as long as he's happy. haha~

went back to bugis after that. walked ard then went to the cinema. hmm we watched click. the movie was nice.. it was touching actualli. heh~ hmmm there's a moral behind the story. i think it was good one. anyway after the show didnt know where to go. so i offered to buy him a top since ive promised him b4. so we search for a top. hah~ went back to ms. saw the one he like. but ended up buying a polo tee. green one. i like that one better. haha~ reminds me of the one at levis. heh~ it looks similar. juz way much more cheaper. khekhekhe~ took the train home after that. hah~ went to shop n save n bought koko instant noodle. well both of us did. haha~ i juz wanna try it. he eats instant noodle every nite. hah~ n he's been gaining weight. heh~ as long as he's happy and still healthy im ok with it. haha~

i juz got to know yest that he already bought a psp eventhough his bro has one. hmm no wonder he complained to me the other day that he has no money left. this was wat he been doin. hmmm.. nvm the next time we meet i hope to watch some movies in there. haha~ hope we got to meet on this coming tue. heh~

went to the airport in the afternoon juz now. to fetch my uncle who juz came back from france. hmm we got there too early so we eat at the canteen. oh n i bought popeyes buttermilk biscuit. it was nice! haha~ i wanna go there again juz to eat at popeyes. haha~ fana, wanna go to airport again someday??? hahaha~

well have to work tmr. feel like dragging myself to work. haiz~ it is so mundane.... hmm do i complain so much... hah~

ok now bye.

im happy. happy happy. delighted. haha~ and crazy.... ;-) 1 more..... hehe~


Friday, August 04, 2006

$2

b4 i log in i have something to type. but once i log in i always forget wat i wanna type here~ haha
so typical of me...

i finally got a job. juz a temp job at iras. until i got a perm job. hmmm ok i did type abt this b4. abt the air force. hah~ ok i didnt go for the interview. everybody was so surprised shocked that i didnt go for it... hmm well maybe part of me regretted of not goin for it. hah~ till i have the thought of calling them saying a lame reason of y i didnt go for it... but i Did Not do it. juz having the thought. ahaha~~~~

and so.... one fine day after got back from work, i received 3 mails. hmm one blue envelope, one from AIA n another from air force.. i was like ok... y did they send again??? hmmm i opened it n saw that they actualli gave me another date for the interview...! hah~ is this the berkat doa from the others who realli want me to go for it...??? hmmm maybe... must be.... and so i must go this time... hmm do they realli want me to work for them??? that they re-send me a letter??? hmmm ok ok i go check it out this time... wish me all the best.

so anyway, the other day i left my desk to photocopy some docs. once i came back to my desk i saw a 2 dollar note lying on my table... where did the money came from. from wat i know i didnt have the plastic note in my wallet b4 that. hah~ hmmm firdaus too said that its not his. then from where it came i dunno. hah~

ok tmr im hoping to go out.. now i realli can differentiate between weekends n weekdays... hahaha~ have been selling grapes for mths.. hah~ hmm firdaus said there's juz one thing im different from others when staying at home. that i dont gain weight... hah~

oh ive replied the person abt me not accepting the offer for the job. hah~ hmm i realli cant accept it even though its perm job. nvm i'll apply for other jobs next time.

chipsmore is mia... 23. heh~ juz left 1 more..... (",) =) ;-)


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

hah~ do u ever experience b4 when u want some things, u wont get any of it. but when u got one thing, there's so much other opportunities wanting u not u wanting them.. have u??? hah~

anyway sunday was family day. went out with my lil cousin. hmm he was so kecoh. hah~ so cute. hah~

couldnt sleep when i got home. had this stomach ache. i got the feelilng it must be stomach flu. hmm realli couldnt take it. went to my parents room ask my mum to massage. still feeling hurt. vomit out. hmm hmm i thought it would be better in the morning but still the same. i threw out what i ate. so went to the clinic. hmm couldnt walk back so took cab home. as soon as i got home my temp rose up. hah~ had fever. couldnt eat anything. all i could do was juz lying down. heh~

luckily today was better. the fever was gone. the tummy feeling better. onli the head hurts.

tomorrow gonna wake up early. need to be at novena at 8.

n i received the email from the boss for the post of admin exec. i got it. maybe i have to turn it down. we'll see how it goes.


Sunday, July 30, 2006

everyday juz seems like a weekend to me... hah~ hmm on tue the interview was a fast game. hah~ its juz like he gave me the brief description of the work and then asked a few qns. n finished. hah~ anyway my dad sent me there. so save my transport money. hehe~ after that went back to yishun. went to library n borrowed a few books. well finished reading one book which took me a day to read it. heh~ the other book was not that nice to read. hmmm i onli read a few pages n gave. hah~

been staying at home. it was a lil boring. heh~ wat to do.... nvm. oh anyway i finally got a temp job at iras thanks to firdaus for recommend me. hehe~ hmm will be goin on next wed.

hmm went to eat supper juz now at newton. had seafood.

tomorrow gonna go out with family n my cousin to snow city i guess. he said it was unfair not to bring him the first time we went there. hah~ so as promised will be bringing him tomorrow.

anyway, chipsmore hmm maybe in the jungle or somewhere. didnt hear from him the whole day. must be bz. heh~ hopefully next week he got no duty during the weekends. hah~ have not been meeting chipsmore for quite a while now. hopefully can meet chipsmore soon. heh~

oh my sis told me yesterday that my bday present is ready. hah~ she's the one who is excited abt it. wonder wat she got for me... hmmm...

hmm ive got nothing more to type here. so nitez~

i miss chipsmore.


Tuesday, July 25, 2006

my oh my....!

hoho~ mia. hmm nothing much to update in here. still the same old thing. heh~ hmmm wat can i say. im juz so oh boring person. hmm oh ive got accepted into sim for the july aug intake but i reserved for the next intake. well is that realli a good decision to make?? hmmm im not sure abt that.

will update more again next time.. juz adding up one more thing in here. tmr am having an interview which im not realli so sure how to go to the company. i cant believe when the person actualli email me yesterday as in sunday afternoon?! how does he work on weekends too... hmmm hr open in weekends? heh~ well i know there are company's that open on weekends too. but this one is a bit weird... hah~ well i went to check their website. reading the about us. n i was so shocked..! the person who actually contact me giving me a call n sending me the email abt the interview details is actualli the boss of the company!!! i asked my sister to read it. then re-check the email again. n he did state in the mail "my office is at..." unlike "the company is at.."

hah~ my sis said maybe they realli short of workers that is y the boss has to work himself in everything.. hmmm now im realli scared abt it. wat if i make a fool of myself?? oh btw the boss is muslim. oh n the job i applied is admin executive.


Thursday, July 13, 2006

confused

hmmm well yesterday was great! i met up with chipsmore. hehe~ walked ard to no where. then to library. watched video again. after walking ard, went back home. chipsmore sent me back. hehe~ it was nice day. actualli chipsmore wanted to watch movie. but there's no timing.

today met up again with chipsmore. got to watch pirates of carribean. it was awesome...! i loike...! hehe~ he wanted to get a bag at first but decided not to. hmmm so decided to find a top. chipsmore loves the adidas top. it was nice. but he will look for more other choices b4 buying that. heh~ hmmm after window shopped went home. hmm maybe gonna meet chipsmore again soon. hopefully..

well im confused rite now. i got the offer from the air force to go for the briefing cum interview on next mon. hmmm well should i go?? its more to a guys job. work in jumpers climb up n down the stairs. ur hands full of grease or electric wires. hmmm well i love hands on than desk bound job. but is this wat i really want??? is it that i want to continue my family's generation in working in airplanes industry?? haha~ im so confused. wat if i got the SIM offer... which to choose..


Monday, July 10, 2006

now u see, now u dont

well thurs i did meet up with ain. photocopied all stuffs. accompanied to collect my passport. it was rather fast. then headed to bugis for lite bite. hehe~ went to kfc.. we talked abt sch life. it was funny... heeheheh~ laughed till tears rolled to our cheeks. headed home after that.

we met up again on fri. to apply for sim. hmm it was another quick one. hah~ supposed to go to the stansfield semina but didnt go. have no mood to. n it was rather weird timing. so headed home instead. hehe~

on sat woke up brushed my teeth watch cartoons. hehe~ then went to shower. ate brunch. continue watch tv. hehe~ received a msg from chipsmore asking wat m i doin.. hmm after several msges, chipsmore hinting me to go out with chipsmore. haha~ hmm i acted blur for a bit. hehe~ i m so bad... hehehe

chipsmore asked me to find chipsmore at cityhall. hah~ we juz walked ard ms for dunno how round. haha~ then decided to go to the library to sit down. hmm saw a few dvds. so watched a movie there. went home after that. chipsmore sent me back...! hehe~

ok for today. i juz watched the tv whole day... hehe~ hmm feel lazy today. dunno y. but super extra lazy.. heh~ anyway that all i wanted to update abt.. not sure whether i can get into sim.. hmmm we'll see the result soon.

i love chipsmore! dont u... hehe~ :-p


Wednesday, July 05, 2006

cheeze choc!

zaida, how did u know that??? hahaha~ yes u r rite zaida... its me!!! hehe~

another update. something that ive forgotten to add in before this post. haha~

last sun went to the dentist. hehe~ thought my gums were having problems. but the dentist said maybe there's a wisdom tooth growing but not so sure since there's no sign of showing it. heh~ hmmm so juz clean up put up filling on the other teeth. heh~

after that went to sim lim sq with my parents. bought the printer's ink. saw a nice watch. mum bought me one n one for herself. it was nice eventhough its brangset. haha~ met up with sis there. made our way to changi village for lunch.

after lunch in the car, suddenly my dad said wanted to bring us to snow city. all of the sudden to there. hah~ hmmm so made our way to there. didnt know he brought the camera. hah~ well my first time to there. didnt expect it to be so small. hah~ it was damn small... i was so uncomfortable wearing the shoes. should have use my boots n bring my own winter jacket. it was so smelly n wet theirs. haiz~ next time maybe i will bring my own. haha~ hmmm

after that my dad brought us to kranji. he thought of goin to sungei buloh but changed his mind then off we go to fish farm. looked ard at the fishes. haha they even got turkeys, turtles there. haha so called fish farm. we went to grandparents place after that. after praying made our way to jln kayu for dinner. well that was the impromptu outing hah~

on mon was youth day. firdaus smsed his frens saying happy youth day but in malay. but it was wrong.haha~ instead of selamat hari belia he put selamat hari muda. hahaha~ he couldnt think of youth in malay. hah~ apa je...

went to pick up my cousin. played with him for awhile. then made our way to my aunt's place for her son's bday celebration. heh~ my mum made ondeh2 goreng n my sis made puding jagung.

fana asked me to accompany her to watch just my luck. since i already watched tat she willing to pay the tix for me. hah~ the gal charged wrongly. but nvm~ went to secret recipe. had cheezechoc. on of my fav...! hehe~ hmmm yums

gonna meet up with ain tmr. photocopy some stuffs n collect my new passport. yeah... now i can go for a holiday!!! hehe~ so fana when to ask our parents?? ahaha~

fri gonna meet ain again to go to sim then to the stansfield seminar. heh~


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

he's just not that into you

intended to update days ago. but juz not in the mood to type out something.. well so here it is...

watched superman return on last wed with him. it was ok.

met up with fana n kikilala on the next day. went window shopping with fana. she bought stuffs. while me juz look at her. hah~ hmm i have no vitamin M. then met up with sakilah at ramen 10. ok they changed the menus. the prices increased. hmmm cost a bomb. hmm all bcos of sakilah wanted to eat jap food.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

mundane

lack of update. hmm been bored. dont feel like updating this. hah~
have watched:-
cars
r.v.
just my luck
wat else couldnt remember. hah~
convocation was over. hmmm eventualli did go... eventhough i dont feel like goin for it.. heh~ well most not there. heh~ it was boring anyway... hah~

hmm.. oh ya.. last thur met up with hirin.. watched rv. hmmm was ok.

fri met up with kiki lala. well she took half day. she's craving for cheesecake. marble cheesecake. hah~ so went to secret recipe. me had oreo cheesecake. it was superb. hehe~then we juz walked ard junction 8. saw her cousins. after that decided to walked ard heartland. haha~ was fun..
went back to yishun after that. had carrot cake n popiah at northpoint. heh~

hmm sat went to meet fakhirin. hehe~ collect some thing at bras basah complex. then headed to bugis junction. didnt know wat to do.. decided to see wat movie they having. so watched just my luck. btw he's the one who wanted to watch it. hah~ must be bcos of.... hmm nvm heh~

after movie walked to bugis v. hmmm didnt actualli see wat i wanted.. haiz.. so sad. didnt get anything thru out this GSS.. haiz~ then took the bus to esplanade. didnt walk down. he's lazy. haha~

hmm sun juz stayed at home. till today. ive got nothing except at home. doin some chores or accompanied my mum to ntuc. haiz~ still no work found.

hmm well received a postcard juz now. abt the Singapore International Jewellery Show 2006. hah~ im sure must be from last yr. hah~ went there last yr during fasting mth. hahaha~ it was funny. hmm update soon. later~


Wednesday, June 07, 2006

i'm still a happy gal...

=) im floating.. hehe~ on c9... 8-) *on specs* haha~
wheee.... hehe~ contented.... hahaha~

got to meet hirin on last sun... thought he couldnt make it... but he msged and ask whether i wanna meet him. hehe~ we watched the benchwarmers. it was silly. crazy. heh~

anyway back to normal. and glad abt it.. hehehe~ back to the
irritating funny cute ----- (fill in the blanks. hah~ (dont bother)

whee... it seems like dejavu... heh~ i loike.... simply love it. hehe~ muacks. yes may seem like im talking nonsense. but nvm... onli for me to know wat is it abt.. hehe~

xmuahzx LULots 8-)


Sunday, June 04, 2006

wheeeee.....! contented. hehe

21st. =) im a happy gal. hehe~
ok i forgot wat i should type out here. so bye. hehe


Monday, May 29, 2006

i should have updated my blog days ago. but juz not in the mood to do so.. anyway who cares.. nobody reads my blog either. hah~

anyway last mon went to watch x3 preview with mum n sis. went to queue for popcorns. the cashier was kind of butterfingers. heh~ when he was serving the customer infront of us the drink was over flowing. it spilled out to the counter. heh~ then when it was our turn the popcorns dropped to the counter. then i realise the word. trainee. heh~ must be nervous..

on thurs fana asked me to help her do refund at robinsons. then got a cheesecake treat for doin that.. haha~ thanks.

on fri nite jet said wanna go sch on the next day for the alumni election. we just wanna see the clubhouse. heh~ so on sat morning we made our way to there... well ya it was boring.. but saw some familiar faces.. some from the batam trip n some coursemates. hmmm after the light refreshments we made our way back home. was supposed to meet sakilah but she cancelled last min... so headed home..

went for dinner at railway station. intended to eat kacan phool. but was closed. so no choice eat other stuffs. it was not satisfying at all. bleargh.. wont eat that again..

met up with sakilah yesterday. made our way to causewaypt. after doin the errands we juz window shopped for awhile. she bought a top which is cute. heh~ i didnt get anything for myself. trying not to spend too much... no income. so wat to spend rite... hah~ took bus home. as usual lazy sakilah. took cab home at my bus stop. hah~ hmm she actualli wanted to give me a ride home. hah~ funny.. hmm then i received a msg from fakhirin asking wanna meet.. thought he didnt want to. hmm so made my way to bugis. he told me he wanted to watch x3. so me being a good gal. agreed to accompany him to watch. so watched it for the 2nd time. hah~ juz window shopped b4 the movie. after the movie went to bugis v. didnt see anything that is nice... hmmm thats a good sign. so i wont be spending money. haha~ went to tamp after tat. then headed back home.

so tats how my week.. hah~ im super bored. hmm i know wat i should do. but i juz have no mood to do tat. juz give up. heh~


Friday, May 19, 2006

forget abt the previous entry.

hmm anyhoo. i thought of updating juz now. but lost inspiration now. hah~ will update soon.


Thursday, May 18, 2006

I cant make you love me, want me or understand me.... All i can do is hope that someday you will...

I realli dunno wat should i do now. juz be patient n wait. but till when should i wait? hmmm should i try to ask wats wrong or juz keep my mouth shut? should i juz stop trying to contact or juz try to contact n dont give up? which should i do? i did ask n was told tat i can still sms but not sure when will i received a reply. it may take mins,hours,days,weeks even. haiz~ i better shut rite now.


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

bored

ok updating this now...
saturday met up with sakilah for awhile. then got home after that. heh~ stayed at home playing games. in the evening went out with my family headed to the airport. sent off my uncle who went to france for work there for 3 mths. hmm my sis gion to new zealand in a mth time. heh~

after that went for supper at bedok corner with my family n cousins. reached home ard 12plus. was shagged when i got home. heh~

sun morning went to meet up with fana n sakilah. as usual sakilah was late. hmm we headed down to syafiqah's house to past the present n cake n card. hah~ then off we went to PS. had our brunch at secret recipe. ok im damn broke now.

went to watch mi3 with fakhirin at bugis. window shopped. he couldnt find wat he wanted. there no more size left. hmm too bad then. went home after that. had dinner at jln kayu with family. dinner was nice.

yesterday went for interview with ain. ok i didnt get the job. ain was asked to go for another interview again. heh~

hmmm rite now ive got nothing else to do... haiz.. later then~


Friday, May 05, 2006

hmmm ive got nothing to do so decide to update this. currently chatting on msn. listening to music. will start with last thurs. went out with fana to changi airport. had our brunch there at marry brown's.. hmm then went to viewing gallery aka dewan lambaian.. haha~ hmm saw something that we r not suppose to see n took it by accident. hah~

fri went out with mum to buy seasonal parking coupon n pay conservancy. hmm then headed to causewaypt. they were having sales. bought some stuffs. hah~ hmm went home after that. helped to cook chicken rice.

sat went out with him. bought a pair of mary jane shoes. then bought a black pants. heh~ hmm went home after dinner.

sun stayed at home. sis cooked main dish. me cooked fried vege.

mon went out with him. to bugis. saw barcode having sale. ive alwayd admire their shoes. i onli dare to see from the outside. i didnt go into the shop till last mon. hah~ their shoes are quite exp well for me... hmmm then saw this shoe quite nice when i tried it one its painful. so tried another one. juz perfect. heh~ he paid for me... hehe~ hmmm its quite a bargain anyway.... 15.90... hahahhaha @ barcode.. n its good nice shoes. another mary janes. hahaha... so now it adds to my collection. (",) heehe~

tue stayed at home i guess. cant remember wat i did. hmm wed went to clinic.realli cant take the itch n the painfulness. went to clinic alone. was in the q no. 3. the doc still not there yet. till the no of patients rose up till 13. hah~ waited for 20mins or so.. hmmm then it was my turn. it took onli a few mins. i knew wat the doctor gonna say n he also said that im sure to know abt wats with the rash. hah~ ive got eczema. some kind of allergy that has no cure for it. u can juz prevent n reduce it but still be in ur bloods. there are quite a no of things eczema patients cants eat...
1)seafood(arrgh i love this)
2)peanuts
3)mushrooms(i love love this)
4)honey
5)chicken cant eat too much
6)beef(cant eat too much too sometimes)
and more things

so wat am i left to eat???
fish n vege??? hmmm certain fish n veges. haiz~

hmm anyway bcos of this it causes hayfever too.. that y i have sinus. hah~ hmmm every morning will sneeze n nite at times.

hmm enough said abt that..
went to accompany leena to job interview. hmm then went window shopping at orchard. then made our way to raffles place. meet that willy. its a total crap talk. im not interested.. heh~

went back home after that..

theres more things.. but too lazy to type. niteZ~


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

still finding

a short update b4 i go to sleep.
last fri went to the half day job. took bus from orchard station to the place. dropped at the place.
called the person. she went down to pick me up. the place was nice. seems like in a hotel..
wat do u expect. its club med. heh~ saw 2 other guys sitting. there were 8 tester altogether. hmm stand outside while waiting for the rest. then was asked to sit there while they set up the notebooks.. sat there for like hours. till then the users came with their notebooks for the testing programme. hmm waited for another hour for the next instructions. then there was a presentation. after that trial session. then the real testing.
overall. it was damn boring. but nvm i gained money from the boring session. hah~ the gal with me was damn cute. the way she talked. instead of saying thank u. she say "than-tiu" hah~

hmm sent the work sheet after tat. took bus with the gal while the guys walked. hah~ the gal told me she walked for like 25mins. n was so tired decided to follow me take bus after the session. heh~

sat juz stayed at home.... helped with the food. someone ordered food on that day. hmm lots of food at home... heh~ slacked rot the whole day. continue doin that the following day..

mon, was supposed to follow mum. but she went out with her fren instead. so stayed at home watched tv.

juz now followed mum to exchanged the outfit she bought. was pissed with the lady. i hate her service.. hmm went home after tat.

now juz listening to music... gonna sleep soon... till now i still haven found a job. ppl keep calling me telling abt the job n will send out my resume but there's no reply after tat. no interviews. haiz..

gonna meet fana at 10 later. we gonna go to changi airport n explore singapore! hahaha~ we gonna investigate some stuffs there. n have our breakfast at there... hehe~ we've got nothing better to do.... i think im gonna take some pics...

anyway the other day at paya lebar with fana, there's this lady asking for 10cents coins change.. hmm after exchangin coins she said to me "thank u small gal" hmmm y must there a "small" in her sentence... m i tat small???? hah~ wats that suppose to mean.... heh~

will update more soon~ when i have more things to say.... good nite~
~i miss u gazerin~


Friday, April 21, 2006

4 desserts in 1 day!

juz an update b4 i go out to the day job... haha~ was assigned to a half day jobfunny. onli a half day job... heh~ hmm so on wed i went out in the morning with ain for job hunting. first stop wasto the giodarno office. heh~ it is suited at warehouse. hah~hmmm so after that went to paya lebar to have early lunch at ljs. both of us didnt finish it up. too full.

hah~ hmmm after calling a few companies, we made our way tocthall. bought newspaper to see wat jobs available. hmm saw some ads. so we went to a walk in interview for baleno. ain applied it. heh~ then after the interview went to ngee ann city to sign contract for my half day job. haha~

we decided to callthe HMI as there were ad abt healthcare asst. i was so pissed with the receptionist.
1) talked to soft and uninterested to ans the call
2) when asked to speak louder she actualli shout back.
3) asked for directions she asked by wat im goin there. i told her by train. then she ans ya lah which station in rude way. then say alight at toa payoh n take 145. with no indications of which stop??after that incident we decided not to apply that job.i can do better in answering that call. i think tat lady should be fired. lack of manners. stupid...

yesterday morning accompanied my mum to geylang market. bought some stuffs there. hah~ went back after that.. with the smell of fish.. yucks.. anyway bought cendol there.. had that.. yums.. heh~ hmm was tired.fell asleep for awhile. heh~ received a msg from fana asking wanting to go to secret recipe. she's craving for a cake. hah~ so got ready. met her at yck. went to the outlet at ps. thought of having cheezechoc but didnt see any. so ordered straberry.. i like...!! hehe~ taste like ice cream...hehe~ then walked to somerset.. then fana said she wanted to eat ice cream. so off to paragon. new zealand ice cream. haha~ hmmm after that walked to far east. walked one round then head back to home... heh~

ok i thought by now no more desserts. then my sis got home in the evening. telling me she bought red ruby for me!! my fav... hahaha~ so after dinner had that... wow one whole day with desserts... yikes.... hah~ can u imagine that... hah~
ok im logging off now.. goin out soon. will update soon..


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

dessert!

was chatting with fana rite now. she asked me to update my blog 1st b4 continuing chatting with her. hahaha~ anyway in the afternoon chatted with marie. her exams juz ended. so now having her summer holidays. that means 4mths of vacation..! so cool.. hmmm she's now studying in smy btw. then she asked me out to swensens for desserts. juz like our old times.. hehe~ we used to go to swensens after attachment... hmmm so met up with her juz now at wdls. went straight to swensens.. me had Frosted Chocolate Malt and she as usual her old time fav banana split. hehehe... chatted with her for awhile.. she's telling me abt her course mates n all.. hmmm having a stressful time in there. hmmm hope the best for her... she's got 3 more yrs in there. heh~ hmmm anyway she's the onli gal that i can get along with during my internship. hah~ the rest juz not my type... we gossiped abt the other gals. hahaha~ hmmm there are 3 other guys that i could get along with.. hmmm wonder wat they r doin now.. one who always look so hangover every morning. one who always feel so sleepy.. one who always laughs reading something in friendster. hah~

tomorrow gonna meet ain to accompany her to apply job...hope we can find job soon.. hehe~ hmmm i applied one job in a website juz now. within mins the person called back. haha~ so efficient?? hmmmm dont know they will call so fast..... hahaha~ but im not interested in wat she offered. then she called again abt one day assignment. sounds interesting... hmmm hope to hear from it soon.... hahaha~

there's something in my head rite now. but i dont wish to type it here. hehe~ for some reasons of course... if u wanna know ask me... hehehe~ i may/may not tell u. hehehe


Sunday, April 16, 2006

then 29-28,28-27,27-26 now 26-25

hmmm i dunno wats wrong with me.. im losing in inches but not in kg.. is tat possible? fana said it can happen.. cos maybe i have heavy bones. hah~ hmmm not sure abt it.. i can even wear back my old clothes now. heheh~ isnt tat marvelous.. khekhekhekhe...

went out with fakhirin on fri. juz walked ard city area. went to sim lim after lunch at swensens thanks to him. heh~ hmmm he bought memory stick for his bro's psp. went to bugis v after that. walked ard. saw a few dresses. hmmm finally settle down with one. a fruity dress. hah~ hmmm juz last week i bought a dress now another. heh~ he sent me back home after tat.

yest went out with him again.. heh~ met up at lavendar.. he wanted to buy stuffs for his outfield camp. after got his stuffs we walked to arab st. hmmm bought 3 tudungs. courtesy of gazerin. heh~ been searching for that colour for mths. hehe~ hmm went to bugis junction. after walking ard decided to go to marina sq for late lunch early dinner. off to secret recipe!!! heh~ ordered dessert.. our fav cheezechoc...! thats the best cheesecake. heh~ love that one.. then walked ard after tat. he bought a brown pants again. dunno how many brown pants he wants. heh~ then me a pair of jeans. hmmm went to ctlink after that.

he bought another top at 37degrees. heh~ hmmm similar to mine. hah~ he sent me back home again. he's feeling rich nowadays... hehehe~

hmmm he wont be book out for 2 weeks. so not gonna meet him for 2 weeks. heh~
logging off..


y should i care

to whom that unknown person. y should i care with ur words. it doesnt affect me. hmmm im not too sure who u really r. but i have the feeling who u r. im not accusing anybody..


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

here i am

been applying jobs for dunno how many resumes i sent out. been to interview. got some job offers but still here i am jobless. heh~

borrowed a few books. yet no time to finish it all.. juz afew now. heh~ hmm borrowed a 3 vcds finished watching 2. left 1 to go.

went to meet him at the last min last sun. met at cityhall. walked ard. saw 37degrees having sale. so went in. saw a dress. hmm but no size. took the other one. lucky there's size left. bought it. while him a polo shirt. after walking ard with no directions on where to go, we went to simei. sent him.

mon received a call from the job agency. offer me a job. hmm i didnt accept it.. due to some reasons.. received another call from my aunt. asking me to help her out the next day at her stall. so yesterday went to help out there.

hmmm so here i am now... doin nothing.. waiting for zaida to be online... hah~ n ive yet to post the pix. too lazy lah.. hahahaa..


Friday, March 31, 2006

jobless

hey hi hello...been awhile since i typed something in here...hmmm will start with the batam trip last week..went to batam adv trip with the mde last week.. it was fun... main highlights :first day, there was the high rope obstacles( remind me of sec 3 camp n adv rope course)hehehe..., team building sucks...2nd day: team building at the beach.. then afternoon we had the build a raft n test our rafts... 3rd day: go kart, cable ski, jungle trekking... cable ski my fav..!!!hehehe... it was so cool.... a water ski.. intead of using a boat use the cable.. its at the fresh water.. hehe~ there's this cute guy too.. haha~4th day: shopping day.. well a bit disappointed. they brought us to somewhere thatthere not much to shop ard... hmmm nvm will go there again soon..haha~ im goin to play that cable ski again..!!!
fri got the results. finally graduated... heh~ hmmm but my results thruout the 3whole years were not that fantabulous... should have done better.. but wat to do...wat is done cant be undone...
went to meet fakhirin on fri.. we watched failure to launch. it was ok.. hmm he got a call from his company. asking him to book in back for duty... kept saying its unfair cos not much rest. heh~ end up his fren was the one who book in since he'sthe onli one who was free n was at home.. hmm went to simei after that.. then went home after eating at banquet..
sat went to meet him again at douby ghaut. walked ard. then had cheesecake.. hmm walked ard then to cityhall.. juz talked n talked made some stupid lame jokes, he sent me back home after that. heh~
sun was at home the whole day.. did nothing... hehehe~
hmmm will post the pix later~


Saturday, March 18, 2006

hey hello hi..

nothing much to update.. last fri i went to meet him at tamp for awhile. b4 that i collected my specs.. hehehe~ at last new specs after like 3 years with the same specs.. heh~ hmmm we went ard tamp to find a spec shop. he wanted to make a new specs too.. then to bedok. after surveying a few shops he finally settle down with one. hmm chose the one that similar to mine. hah~

sat helped mum with the catering. then hmm juz stayed at home the whole day... sun helped with the catering again in the morning. then went out after tat. went to watch underworld evolution.. hmmm i was a lil late meeting him.. hehe~ after that juz walked ard.. felt like buying something.. hmm so end up buying a top.. went to tamp after tat. took the bus back from there.

mon helped mum. then waited for cousins to get ready. supposed to meet at 1.30 but they went out late. hah~ typical them. went to orchard then to bras basah. cousin bought some stuffs for her art. me n sis bought a sketch piece. gonna try it soon. hehe~ feel like buying something n do some DIY stuffs.. hmmm maybe im goin to that place again soon....!

after that went to have a late lunch n early dinner at tong seng. then made our way to esplanade. watch the mosaic thing. hmmm watched 2 performance. after tat made our way to raffles place. took the train back home.. took quite a no. of pics. will post it soon.

tue again catering.. hmmm i watched the ppl climbed thee rock climbing at safra. it seems cool. make me feel wanna climb too. but im suck at it. haha~ tried tat during sec 3 it's disastrous. haha.. and again during year 1 s&w.. took up adventure rope course there's rock climbing i tried the bouldering, again, i suck on it. haha~ so i tried to escape my way not to climb it when the lecturer ask me to.. hahahaha.. i can do other things but not that.. hehehe~ even im afraid of heights. hahaha hope during batam i can manage it.. watched movie with fana. her treat. i can disagree oh wat movie to watch.. heh~ went to library after that. borrowed a few books.

wed went to northpoint to buy contact lens. but they dont have my degree. out of stock. haiz...

yest again helped mum. hmm went to safra again. then the security guard talked to my mum.. asking mum, im in wat sec?? he actualli like shocked when mum said i juz finished poly. heh~ do i look so young?? but its good in a way that i look young..
hehehe~ hmmm my cousins sleepover at my house.. my sis went to sleep at my aunts place. haha~

hmmm today did nothing.. juz slacked ard.. played ard with my cousins.. haha~
hmm helped to make the meatballs. nice....! hehe~ then they got ready to go back home..

oh ya anyway the guy who called me previously offering the sales job called again juz now.. this time he offered an IT helpdesk position. but its temporary position. 2 months job... hmm the pay is not tat bad. the place too is good. it's at RP. hehe~ hmmm so i took the offer. maybe need to go for an interview..

but i juz hope that the person dont try to contact me from mon to thur... hmmm he said the job will start on april 3. juz when i was thinking to start finding real job. hehehe.. hope i get this one...
anyway, i have no mood to pack my bag... hehe~ hmmm dunno wat bag to bring. dunno wat to bring either... haiz..














Tuesday, March 07, 2006

amazingly degree decrease!

exams are over. last paper was on 28feb. hah~ school is realli over... results will be out on 24th march... hmm hope will pass every modules. received an email from ss lecturer. saying that we did well for the paper. haha~ hmmm

after paper on last tue we went to town for mini celebration. khekhekhe.. hmmm first stop was zara at liat towers. hmm bought a top. leena 2 or 3 n jet 1. haha~ then went to eat early lunch.. we went to ramen ten. well it was nice.... but couldnt finish it. the quantity is too big... if we knew it we wont buy a meal each. hehe~ hmmm then went to walked ard.. leena bought a few more stuffs. then went to rsh stadium. bought a track pants there... heh~ hmm after much walking, we slacked at coffee bean centrepoint. then made a move after tat..

on wed thurs and fri i think i was at home all the time... didnt do much. hmm sat went out with fakhirin. then sent him to pasir ris. took the bus home after tat. sun went to the career fair with sakilah n her classmate. well nothing much there. hmm then walked ard for awhile. went to cthall station n she went back home after that. waited for fakhirin there. walked ard for awhile. then went to bugis. ate our lunch. walked abit then went home after that.

yesterday. was slacking when my aunt called to help her at her food stall. so quickly went to shower n got ready.. need to go to loyang point. hmm got a lil lost. i alighted at the stop b4 it. hah~ but found my way there.. haha~ helped her serving the customers n the cashier. she was short of worker... so i came to the rescue. haha~ hmmm got my pay hehe~

today did nothing. watched tv.. then helped abit the chores. then got ready n went out with mum to northpoint. need to make new specs. when we first went to the spec shop, it was full with ns men.. hmmm they suddenly went for eye check up... haha~

so went ard northpoint first. went to coldstorage. after buying groceries, went back to the shop. not much customers. so went in n was approached by the lady. asked for name n add for past records. then was passed to this guy. at first thought maybe he's not good. but after some time he was not tat bad actualli. giving advices n tips. n even discounts. im back with frame specs. no more rimless. hmm chose a greyish purple in the front n orange at the sides. hehe~ n i made a transition lens. well cheaper version. but it works the same at transitions lenses. heh~ hmm mum paid part of it. the rest using my own money..

oh ya amazingly i dunno y my degree has dropped. from 225 both sides, now its 175 on the left n 200 for the rite.. hah~ hmmm tat's y i felt weird when using my current specs n contact lenses... i thought my degree has increased but actualli decrease. cool. haha~ hmmm hope the specs will be ready asap... cant wait... i felt giddy everytime using this current specs... heh~

for the moment cant wait for the batam trip with the gurlies... haha~ till then











Wednesday, March 01, 2006

You're a Window Shopper!

You know that shopping's a blast, but you prefer to save your money
You hardly ever give into an impulse buy, unless it's a total steal
You've always got the most money of your friends - and you never have to borrow
And you've got a nice wardrobe too ... of classic pieces that last years!


Thursday, February 23, 2006

exams exams exams

last weekend werent that boring at all.. kikilala msged me asking abt something. then she asked me out on saturday afternoon. had to rush to shower. it was almost 4 when she asked me out n i haven showered yet. hahaha~ supposed to meet at 4.45.. hmmm and typical us we both haven showered yet.... haha~ she msged me later saying its impossible to meet up at 4.45 so she will call me to go out when she's ready....

finally met up at 5 at northpoint. hah~ made our way to the mrt station. took the train but didnt know where to stop at. made our decision to alight at somerset but we too engross in talking didnt hear our stop n had to alight at douby ghaut instead. haha~ so we walked down to somerset. bought bubble tea on the way... hmmm we walked ard the town. nothing yet caught our eyes. went to far east, she bought a top.. then continued walking for abit then decided to go to bishan after tat. so took the rebound train to bishan. took pics in the train. so embarrasing. hah~ hmm then went to bishan n ate at secret recipe! hehe~ had lasagne, oreo milkshake(supernice!) she had tom yam chicken n choco milkshake. then we ordered marble cheesecake.. hah~ overall we had fun on our date.. haha~

sun was at home the whole day trying so hard to study for mon's paper. hah~ the paper was diff. i realli hope to pass it... hmmm then stayed back to do our proj. didnt manage to do it. asking for ppl's help. then in the evening ask sk to help us. n she agreed to help on one feature on tue. hmmm but she helped us alot..! hah~ thanks ya sk.

then yesterday went to sch for the demo. he expected more from us. haiz. but nvm i juz hope to pass the module. fakhirin is back from taiwan!! hahaha so happy. thought i wont get to meet him yesterday. but we did...! hehe went home after the demo. hmmm then received a call from hirin. he said he wanted to meet me.. so went to meet him after lunch... hehe~ met him at lavender... he's getting more skinny each day... he's getting his army stuffs. then walked to bugis. hmmm walked ard then took the train to cityhall. yeah couldnt stand walking anymore under the hot blazing sun... hah~ hmmm off to gelare! haha~ bought a waffle with 3 sccops of ice cream! yums.... hah~ then off to marina square. hmm couldnt find anything he want so headed to simei. ate laksa istanbul. hah~ there's chicken kebab in the laksa. interesting. n nice anyway...

sent him home cos he heeded to book in to camp in the evening. hmm no rest for them. so sad. hah~ off to home after tat. then fell asleep. dunno y too tired. haha~








Tuesday, February 14, 2006

let there be love

yest got to listen carefully to the song.find it quite nice. heh~ hmmm 2 more projs need to be done. n we haven do anything much for it!!! haiz.. hmmm the program in vb i think went heywire.. my program from working finely become distorted. need to make it done n over with by tomorrow. then wna proj we still stuck dunno wat to do.. hah~ soon we'll do it.

been applying for jobs these days. hmmm i tried to applied one yest. n the person contacted me saying he received my cover letter n resume. asking wat i did during my attachment. hmm the job is somewhat diff a bit. this is to be like a call centre. hmmm

then he offered another job. sales. making reservations for clients. hmmm i didnt accept it. n now i feel like regretting it. haiz. do i make the rite choice for not accepting it???


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

sat was ok. i went to meet him at tamp ard 4. i thought i would be late but actualli he was the one. i dont mind waiting for ppl.. juz tat i dont like waiting at the place tat i'm not comfortable at. heh~ hmmm i was daze n didnt notice when he arrived eventhought he was juz rite in front of me. hehe~

went to tamp mall. he's doin his last min shopping. he bought a pouch. hmm then went to shop n save to buy some things. bought some chocolates for "buah tangan" he chose wat choco they like. bought ferero n nuts choco...

then went into this shop. they sell the choco milo. i used to love tat. so bought it. it seems like it taste diff.. hmmm... then took 38 to simei. alighted at east point stop. he bought some old changkee. saying need to stuff himself up cos few days later he will be losing lots of weight. hah~

made our way to his home.. hmmm i was scared.... the nearer it is the faster my heart beats. heh~ im nervous... first time went to his house... i think i took quite some time b4 entering into.. from a moment i was in front of the door n next i went back to the staircase... hah~ did tat for several times.. he said to me, wat to be afraid of.. im juz too shy la. haha... he said my face turned red.. heh~ he called his mum asking who's at home.. his whole family were there!!!

hmmm then finally i got the courage n walked behind him. he pressed the door bell. i cant run anymore. heh~ his mum opened the door. hmmm i was still nervous. heh~ entered the house... after salam n sat down. his mum served me tea. green tea. my fav...! heh~ with roti john. heh~

his mum talked to me. interviewing me like from a to z.... hah~ tell me abt her life n all too... i was scared at first. but got the hang of it.. heh~ hmm then after prayers, his dad talked to me for awhile while waiting hirin to get ready..

made our way to the airport.. then met up with his cousins family n his grandmum n his other siblings. its like the whole family... hah~ friendly family... took some pics. hmm i was asked to be in the pics. took with the family. i felt like i was like extra person. hah~ hmm then with the cousin family. heh~ still like an extra person there. hmmm took with him n his youngest bro. n another juz with him. heh~ hmm i dont have the pics with me. its with him n his cousin. so need to wait till he comes back.

his dad sent me back after tat. told them dont have to. but they insist. so cant decline anymore.. hmmm~

in the next morning he missed call me. then i msged him back. he said he has reached taipei on the journey to the camp. hmmm then in the morn his mum called me. heh~

hirin msged me in the afternoon again saying his mum likes me?? hah~ well i juz hope the best.

hmmm cont next time~

miss gaze


Saturday, February 04, 2006

sad or happy?

intended to post pix here. but juz too lazy... heh~ hmm last week was a great week. went to meet him last fri. i was super late. i think he was there waiting for me for hours.. not purposely im late... was rushing doin assignment.. hmm went to cityhall.. he want to eat secret recipe cheesecake. hmm the strawberry cheesecake super delish....! it taste like ice-cream on the top layer. cheesecake in the middle. and the crust digestive... nice!!! hehe~ melting over when eatin tat...

sat went to gelare... hehe~ had waffle with ice cream... awwww...!! i loike!! went back home to have "reunion dinner" hehe~ hmmm cousins n grandparents came over to my house.. we had korean bbq n steamboat... love it.. hehe~

sun juz slacked at home. rot rot rot..

mon went to meet hirin. thought of watching movie. but all were full. so we juz slack. ate dinner at pizzahut marina square.. the concept of the restaurant is diff from the other outlets. i felt like i was in a chinese restaurant. hah~ hmmm the good thing is u dont have to self serve the soup. they serve u. khekehkehkehe...
and i like one of the waiters there... i think he will become a good customer service office.. for the call centre. khekehkhe~

tue rot at home again. wed went out with mum to pay bills. then i bought some tops. hehe~

thurs went to sch.. forgotten that class start at 9 instead of 8. but we the forgetful ones came at 8. haiz. punctual. hah~ hmmm lesson end at 5. rushed home. felt dizzy..

hmm juz now went to sch. forgotten to bring my lecture notes~ wat happen these days... everytime i forgotten to bring something.. hmmm~
went to meet him again after sch. we went to eat at breeks they having promotion at marina sq. 2 for the price of one. and add another 5 dollars u will get 2 soups n 2 ice cream. heh~ great deal... should go.. :)

he's goin off to taiwan soon... arrgh... hmmm have to be at the airport by 8.30pm. im goin. haiz~ 3weeks... :(


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

hehex

fri my cousin called me to help her with her proj. hmm.. im not realli confident in helping her. cos i dont realli know wat to do. hah~ stayed back after sch on fri to do our proj. at last my part can execute.. its all bcos of security thingy.. lucky i took the initiative to check on the internet wats the problem is hehe~ hmm 9pm we made our way to home. the next day met up with my cousin at yck mrt station to go to her sch.. hmmm~ i was a lil late~ hah~ ok took quite a while to solve the error. then i realised didnt change something. n it works. the next problem took a few hours solving it. heh~ hope her proj is ok... hope wat i did something rite~ my family actualli felt like weird when she first ask me help. cos she's not that close to me b4.. onli recently... hmm i juz help wat i could.... :)

then went to eat at mac. after that we made our separate ways... went to library after tat. took a look at wat beng sent to me. her program juz couldnt work. haiz feel like giving up. hmmm~ finally i got to meet fakhirin after 2 weeks of not meeting him. we r juz too busy to meet up these days. he's goin to taiwan soon. on 4th feb.. 3 weeks there. =( i thought of sending him to the airport. but fana told me something... then make me changed my mind. hah~ she told me its not a good idea to make tat the first time meet his family.. wat if after he took his flight n his family ask to follow them. wont tat be awkward. she gave me idea of meeting them a few days b4 tat then wont be tat awkward. yeah i agreed to wat she said.. fana, u a good planner.. i thought i have many wat ifs... u have more wat ifs than me.. hehe~ u become my planner lah k... haha~ so she suggested to go a dinner hmm and bring gifts. hah~ the best is food. ok that maybe can be done... anyway its been umpteen timess his mum keep asking me to go his house. haha~ n i always rejected it. wat if one day she think negatively after tat... hmmm i shouldnt reject any of it anymore i guess..

hmm sun juz stayed at home. brain cracking day.. got a major headache thinking of the proj. hmm dad wanted tp go to ikea. but i couldnt. need to do proj. so they decided of not goin. maybe this weekend i guess.. i juz love ikea! hehe~

yesterday rushing thru the proj. handed up the documentation late~ haiz hmm then off to my grandparents place for the interview. hah~ i think its juz unlucky day... jet broke her slippers n leena her bag. hehe~

juz now did the presentation.. haiz i dunno y suddenly i have difficulties in pronoucing sensationalize n politicalisation... hmmm haha~ showed the video. quite cool. good job editting jet! hah~ juz so funny...

went back home straight. and attacked the food first!!! hahaha~ i loike wat mum cooks! i asked her to cook tat anyway!! hahahaha~ :P wellie got more proj tat need to be submit soon.. hmm still haven done yet.. i hope this time wont screw...

later~


Monday, January 16, 2006

"how wonderful!"

hmm am mad at him... i know i shouldnt have made a small matter in such a big fuss... but im juz kinda frustrated... arrgh.. i waited him for ages n y must he do this to me?!! wat wrong did i do???? haiz~ hmmm maybe i juz deserve it.. urgh.. hmmm looked back @ my old entries remind me of someone.. hmmm well somebody.. juz an acquantaince. someone who came across my life b4. haiz~ that was so over between us. hmm wonder wat that person is doin now.. so much of asking me to wait for too.. thats the problem with guys... always ask us to wait but in the end they are the one who disappeared right infront of our eyes!!!!! arrrgh hmmmm well thats life i guesss. ok i will stop blabberring for now... *running n screaming like a mad person*


Saturday, January 14, 2006

i miss gaze

have not been updating. hmm been bz. but i dunno wat im bz for. hah~
last week met up with fana to watch movie. that was the first time i watched movie with her onli her. hah~ after tat went to meet up kikilala @ northpoint. hmm had dinner n took pics. hmmm fana told me that when im meeting her, make sure i wear heels cos she will be wearing heels from now on. hah~

well there a few order. so helped a bit with the food thingy. and finally i've got my yellow top!!! haha been trying to find a yellow top for months. and finally found it... a nice one indeed. hehehe

hmm raya haji slept late the day b4. helped sis baking kuih tart for sample for her fren. hmm then i woke up by hirin's msg. hah~ hmm woke my sis up but she's say sleepy. hmm typical her lah couldnt sleep onli few hours. juz like my dad. hmm then me watched tv.. took out the things for cooking. then woke my sis ard 10plus. then started cooking. i cooked prawn with thai sauce. everybody likes it.. it finished. haha even my grandma compliment me. ehehe not onli tat. usualli we wore baju kurung. but this time not. hah~ hmmm most like our outfits. hehe

hmm on thurs there onli one class. then there's talked in the afternoon. we didnt go for the talk. onli 2 ppl went from our course. haha hmm me thought of goin to library to do research on our project. hmm then leena said to accompany her first to ikea then to library. so made our way there. hmm bought a few things. bought candles for my sis. glad she likes it. hah~ hmm then to library. went to the 11th floor. hmm find the books, video n microfilms. hmmm first time used it. quite interesting... hmm got wat we wanted photocopied it. hmmm hate the gal. the video ive watched it b4. but forgotten. hmm its funny. hah~ spent ard 4hours in the library. hmm then went to tamp to meet up my parents there. saw zadilah with her bf. well still the same one. haha~ hmm talked for awhile.. she asked out durig chinese new yr. wonder where she wanna go. haha~

hmm fri sch as per normal. stayed back till 7 to do our proj. hmm ya got all my common test results. hah~ as expected i failed ss. khekehekhek.. badly.. glad i passed the other 2. hah~ didnt study..

hmm till then... ive yet to post pix here. hehe~ :-p


Thursday, January 12, 2006

will be back soon.

will update soon. anyway im not fated to wear slippers/sandals or anything that is open toes. haiz.


Saturday, December 31, 2005

new yr eve.

hmmm been switching on n off this lappy for dunno umpteen times.. hmmm that guy called yesterday nite telling me to meet him early this morning cos he's afraid that he will sleep if he gone back home. but then after thinking, he decided to go home first n meet up ard 12plus... but till now he's not replying any of my calls nor msges... hmmm this is wat usualli happens..

last thurs was my mum's bday. we went to sim lim sq to find out abt my camera to send for repair. it may cost abt 300 or so... hmmm.. dad bought a new camera.. i chose the camera. yes its the one that i wanted. hehe~ hmmm but now i miss my old camera... haiz~ more feature functions compare to T5... haiz... hmmm maybe try to send for repair at wisma atria. if its more than 100 then i wont go for it...

we went to breeks for dinner... had korean meal.. i loike...! hehe~ shared with my sis... hmm cant even finish it... heh~ then we went to my aunt's place to celebrate with them. cut the cake session... hehe~ went home ard midnight... got class the next morning.. dad send to sch. saw jet on the way to blk 46. ask her to ride along. haha~

hmm i dunno wat am i gonna do... haiz... im not sure if he's still want to meet me today... hmm....


Friday, December 30, 2005

yours truly is back!

back on last tue. too tired to update this blog.. so now here i m updating this thingy...
went to sch on last thur morning trying to finish up our project. but we didnt. leena promised to do it. but she was sick over the weekends n onli got to do part of it. no big. hah~ hmmm rushed to northpoint buy some things that my dad asked. stupid cashier didnt ask me whether i want net or visa n he assumed i use visa. arrgh. haiz~

hmmm got back home eat. shower. then went out ard 5plus took the cab. we were early n the bus was late. i hate janji melayu. haiz. y cant they be punctual... hmmm... went to tuas link. then changed bus. hmm the ppl in the bus not that frenly. in my mind how m i goin to survive with them till tue??!! haiz...

the journey was supa long. n they stopped too often. haiz. y cant they juz go on without stopping to often? my butt was super pain n the seats was "dirty" we cant see it dirty but it is... hmmm onli i understand. hah~

reached kuala perlis at 8plus in the morning.. changed to ferry. reached langkawi n hour or so... hmmm went to shop ard at the complex. bought a few stuffs. hehe~ hmm n food.. hehe~ check in to hotel.. the hotel so malayish... thats wat my dad said. haha~ hmmm rest for awhile b4 we went out again for the island hopping. onli 2 fam went there. the rest i dunno like so budget dont want to go.. hah~ hmmm its nice sit in the boat.... i love it!!! the wind blowing.... whoa fantastic....!!!! went to pulau beras basah. then to i forgot wat. to this island where there were lots of eagles. gave the eagles skin chicken then they flew down to take the chicky. hah~ cool. took pics. will show later... then off to pulau dayang bunting. this island looks like a pregnant lady. there's a lake in between the the island n the lake is not a sea water when its like surrounded with open sea.. hmm... n divers cant find the depth of the lake... cool... me n sis took the solar boat... hah kinda cool n scary experience...

hmm then back to hotel. rest for awhile... made our way to the town area in the evening... walked for abt 15mins down the dark road.. hmmm find a place to eat.... place our orders... n the food arrived... it was super super nice!!!! made a compliment to them.. hehe~ the person asked to come again.. n we did come the next day... khekehkehkehkehe

after some shopping. took the cab then the driver suggested us to go for the opening ceremony of arts festival something like tat. hmmm walked ard. nothing much.. there was band performing.. sounds familiar.. my mum love that band especially the lead singer.. but it didnt seem like the normal lead singer. he looked diff.. not too sure if its the rite one or not.. hmmm

didnt stay long due to osmething.. went back to hotel. hmmm then i heard fireworks.... arrgh i miss the fireworks....!!! but it was onli 5 mins!!! haiz... hmmm the next day the other ppl were telling us there were blackout in the hotel. haha~ we didnt know cos we were out shopping!! the others juz stayed in hotel... so boring... wat a life!!! go for holiday to shop have fun n relax!! they seem like staying home.. no fun at all. cant stand those ppl..

hmmm after breakfast made our way to the minyak gamat store. then to makam mahsuri, beras terbakar, cable car in the mountains... hmmm i like the tour guide. he practicallyk knows every of the history including singapore's history... he's an indian man who was born n brought up in langkawi. hehe~ frenly person...

hmm i love the cable car!!! much more nicer than singapore's... more more higher...!!! although im afraid of heights. hehehe~ i still took it... hah~ we got to go out watch the view... it was so nic n windy n cold!!! wat do u expect its up in the mountain... the view was fantastic.. my dad keep teasing my mum cos she's afraid of heights. haha~ but he also dont even dare to stand near the railing... i brave myself n go to the railing. heheheheh~ onli me did. then i hold my sis hand to bring her to the railing!!! hahahahah so funny... took a few pics. then took the cable car again n stop to next stop. a lil higher than the previous one... took the stairs up. hmm the rest of my family didnt want to cross the bridge. hhaha... so me n sis took few pics.. hehe~

when goin down time my sis thought the cable car stopped n stay motionless. haha~ but actualli the cable car did move juz tat she looked at one object tat makes it look stationary.. hah~ went for more shopping session after tat...

then went back to hotel by ourselves after that... hmmm need to pack cos the next day need to check out in the morning n off to penang.... went to take ferry. then to padang besar. border between malaysia n thai. hmmm buy a few things. the food is nice too. hehe~ hmmm then off to penang... hmmm to p ramlee's house. then to the pekan for awhile. to hotel check in. then nite went out to eat. the food super nice n cheap..!!!! hehe~ long paper thosai, roti naan with tandoori chicken, murtabak, mee goreng n there's realli rendang penang. i thought melaka ppl invent that. haha... so its the rite way how my mum cooked it... its delish!!! penang were having chingay? that's wat the saleperson said to us. haha~ ya it looks like chingay.... hahah~ bought shoes. hehe~ n oh ya. me n sis got our own hotel room in penang!!! hehe~ double shiokness...!

hmm the food in all the hotels practically yucks... i can onli eat the bread... hah~ check out in the morning.. went to perak. bukit merah laketown. this was where my cam spoilt. haiz... maybe we took too many pics at the hotel lobby i guess.. stupid lame pics... hah~ hmmm

reached kl check in. rest awhile. then off to take the monorail.. hmmm good experience. wont elaborate. went to berjaya time sq. talked to the sony service person. he said it will take like 5 days to repair. hmm... went to eat at this restaurant. selling nice laksa....!! best super!!! hehe~ hmm the cendol is in a big jar!!! hahaha~ went to window shop after that.. finding for my wallet. couldnt find any. saw an esprit top. hmmm grabbed it the next day. haha...

hmm we bought kenny rogers.. hehe~ we ordered extra 2 muffins. but they forgot to charge us that. hehe~ sis said they give us for free. hehehe~ had tat for our supper in hotel.. hehe~ onli the 2 of us. mum n dad slept while me n sis bz watching tv n eat. heheheehhe~

the next day went to masjid india. shopped for tudungs, cloths n etc. hehe~ hmm my sis borong habis... my dad treat. haiz.. i couldnt find wat i want in berjaya time sq. dad says he gonna give me money n buy wat i want in sg... hmmm i realli not statisfied with the tour.. y cant they give us more time in berjaya time sq since that was the last stop. y must go home so early... who wants to go home early... n bcos of that we didnt get to play the theme park. hmmm n i dont like the ppl in the bus... so not frenly... especially the fam sitting in front of us.. hmmm the others some abit ok.. u can find all sorts of ppl in the bus. hah~ hmm shall not elaborate on that..

hmmm shall post the pix later... juz lazy to put the link here.. hehehehehe...


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

CP day again!

went to school with the mindset of trying to do our ica project n finish up our ecad practical. hmmm as usual me n leena the puntual ladies. choose our seats at atrium. try to do some work. hmmm at first i encounter some problems with ecad prac. but then solved after some stupid mistakes that i made. hah~ showed to the lecturer then off to cal2 accompany beng then meet up with ica lecturer ask some qns. somehow got some ideas after he explained. hmmm been trying to tell leena that we've got lots more to do but she juz couldnt understand it. then juz now she called me n now she realised it. hah~ hmm need to finish it up soon.. if not i dunno how it will turn up to.. gonna go for trip. i dont want to bring lappy n work on it!!! dont expect me to do that... haha~

hmm after that went to meet up with parents again at causewaypt. 2 days straight causewaypt. haiz. hmmm dad wanted to upgrade his line n buy new phone. so i chose the phone. heh~ its wat i wanted but i cant have it!!! hmm mum using the phone. haiz. i so wanted the phone. hmmm she dont even know how to use it!! haiz nvm lah.

hmmm went to have dinner. arrgh i realli am particular with the food vendors handling the food, hmmm no gloves!!! juz use bare hands n touch everything without washing hands!! i so dislike it!! hmm~

miss gaze. miss gaze. miss gaze. miss gaze. miss gaze. miss gaze... =(


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

1 day gone

went to school juz now. apparently i was late juz now for the first time eversince sch started. hmmm not tat late... met up with leena waited for the bus. it took quite while.. it's like telling us not to go for the ss lesson. hah~ during the lesson leena keep saying she didnt want to run later~ hmm n i discovered on how to mount the printer drivers. haha~ now i know how to use the printer.. hmmm print the notes till the printer went heywire!!! we were studying abt decryption n here the printer giving us all the those funny codes. khekhekhekhe...

so after class we headed to sports hall. kelly went i think meet up her fren. hmm so straight we went to the toilet to change to running gears. hmmm after a mini stretching n all we started to run. well not exactly run. jog. hah~ after 4th round i think i walked. lazy to jog anymore. hmmm leena gave up i think at 2 1/2 rounds. so she's not goin for the retest. n i dont think i can make it. since it's on thurs n thurs is the day we family goin for trip if we got the tix.. so its either napfa or trip. surely i would choose trip. hehe~

hmm after the session we changed. called my mum asking where she was. she n dad were at causeway pt. so i made my way there.. hmm my dad shopping sakan... haha~ hmmm bought lots of stuffs.. oh ya he treat me n sis a pair of corduroy pants each. khekhekhe.. hmm so now i got 2!! hehe~ hmm i chose brown. n now i have lots of brown pants. hah~ crazy brown freak!! then they bought more stuffs.. hmmm then called up my aunt asking if they want to go for dinner. so picked my aunt at the blk. n the kids @ mrt station. made our way to our family fav's eating place. lestari. yeah the food is nice! super delish. hehe~ hmmm eat lotsa stuffs....

oh the new car is out! but my dad dont want to collect it first... he wants to wait till this wed which is his bday. so it's like a bday present for him. hah~ hmm but he misses the old car. its goin to be scrapped off soon.. hmmm ok gonna take the pics of the car soon...! even though i dont realli like the current car but still it means alot to us.. haiz~ gonna miss that car... =(

hmm oh did i mention that yesterday i bought a long sleeve coat? haha~ it's kinda cool to me.. hehe~ gonna change the way i dress.. i feel so bored wearing the same old thing again n again. am hunting more on dresses!!! so tell me if u happen to see nice dress!!! hehe~

miss u. yes u. haiz.


Monday, December 19, 2005

2 weeks break!

have not been updating this blog for quite sometime... hmm too busy with school things.. hah~ am having my 2 weeks study break.. but i still have to go to school this week... haiz... having ss lesson later.. then gonna run.. hmm hope can. then gonna have swensens with the barbarians. hehe~ hmmm tomorrow need to go to sch to show ecad practical which i have not finish yet. haha.. hmm and gonna finish up my ica assignment. i tried to do yesterday but stuck.. haiz.

hmm yesterday kikilala called me asking abt internet connections. b4 edning the call she asked abt hirin... then she suddenly said "oh dia dah keluar jail eh?" jail?! jail n camp got simiralities.. hehehe~ tat gal always tersalah ckp...

hmmm on sat woke up early to help mum with the catering thingy.. hah~ hmm after they all left to send the food n all i watch vcd. friends. been watching it again n again. hahaha~ after that then went for shower n continue watching it again. hehe~ so the whole day i watched friends.. heheheh~

yesterday went to meet hirin. he was supposed to meet me at my bus stop. but he was late. so i told him to change plan. was supposed to go to queensway but we met at orchard instead. ok now i was late. hehe~ hmmm but he still waited for me at the platform instead of walking ard for abit. hah~ he's finding for a bag. so walked ard town for awhile. am juz having bad day.. having cramps and all. he said my face like so cramp too.. hah~ hmm went to flash n splash. got this quicksilver bag too big for him. then decided to go to bugis n juz buy that billabong bag. juz nice.. walked ard bugis for awhile then headed to tamp. he wanted to buy some things. then went back home after tat.. hmm ive been doin the same thing for the past few weeks. every week i would go to tamp. i dunno y. hah~

maybe im not gonna meeting him this week. dad planning to go for a short trip. but its not confirm yet. hirin said hope tat my dad cancelled it. this time he will book in on mon instead of sun. so if i dont go we can spend a lil longer. hmmm we'll see how.

oh yeah i did get my cheesecake the other day. heh~ hmm but still haven gotta my takoyaki.... haiz... am gonna buy it soon... soon i hope....


Saturday, December 17, 2005

5 facts abt me

fact 1: i practically think abt everything. too many wat if's in my head. hah~

fact 2: hmmm i like to own things that are match with one another. hehe~ for example my clothes..

fact 3: i love to eat.... spicy food, cookies, cheesecake n etc.

fact 4: i like to bake cookies n give others to eat. hehe~

fact 5: i love day dreaming n be in my own world..!! khekhekhe and oh ya... im quite a frank person. so im sori if i were to hurt ur feelings...


Thursday, December 01, 2005

craving for compass point tako yaki!!! n secret recipe's cheesecake!!!

well.. am craving for tako rite now... banquet at compass point. been wanting to go there but not a chance to go there yet. hah~ leena has been goin to sengkang frequently lately.. till one day she offered to buy for me n bring to sch the next day. hahaha.. by the time i think that tako will be contaminated... where is sakilah..... usually i would go there with her.. since she's the onli person that i know who loves tako so much till she can eat a few boxes all by herself.... hahahaaha... she's bz i guess.. asked her to msg me or anything but till now there's nothing from that gal yet.... sakilah pls.. i wanna go eat there..... hahaha...

hmm back to tue... went for 8am class. wisp.. hah~ leena didnt come. i felt as if i was in history lesson back in sec sch.. the topic was abt war.. hah~ all the war came out... iraq war, ww1, ww2, vietnam war, the cold war, gulf war... realli remind me of history n social studies.. even abt the protestant n catholics too being broad up. hah~ seems like i do still remember bits n pieces of history. khekhekhekhe... hmmm~ then the next lesson abt the mind thing... seems like onli our class didnt do any discussion board forum.. the lecturer broad up this matter n showed the other class has been doin it. hah~ n there's a report n presentation need to hand in by week 7. n we dont even have anything yet!! haha~ so so typical slackers... hmmm there's a lot of assignment which are due ard the same week.. haiz... need to start working on some... oh n icna me n leena wont be doin on wat they give.. will be doin our own website.. hehe~ cheesecake... i love cheesecake..... it is so super delicious!! hehe~ need to do our own database, and all.. hehe~ hmmm gonna do it.. went home after lesson... home alone again. parents went to somewhere.. sis working. hah~

wed.. woke up late!!! apparently i didnt hear or even feel the phone vibrate alarm!! hah~ maybe too tired i guess... suddenly woke up at 7.07am... hah~ panic.. my mum didnt wake me up... haiz... need to go out by 7.40... ok i know there's still time.. but i love waking up earlier n be ready as fast as possible... i dont like to get ready last min.. dunno y.. but im juz that type of person.. hah~ and moreover i haven iron my pants n tudung. khekehkhek.. hmmm so my mum helped me iron them..

well i wasnt late infact reached at the normal timing. hehe~ hmm ecad lesson as usual boring.. need to do the website.. haiz.. always will encounter problem.. hmmm after lesson went to 51. saw kyn13 again. hah~ i think its a routine will always see her on wed n thurs.. hah~ she waved at me again so happily... hah~ jet n bengy went to atrium for the archery thing.. left me, leena n kelly... after awhile me n leena went to eat since kelly didnt want to tag along. hah~ at first wanted to go canteen 3 then to canteen 1 then we walked half way n think abt sim. haha~ so we went to sim to eat... had wanton noodles, ice peach tea n dessert brownie with ice cream!!! it's so sumptuous.. hahaha~ hmmm enjoying the food together.. its been awhile since we last bonding... usually in yr 1 n 2 we would go out together shopping n slack.. but since we r in yr 3 n bz we seldom do this. hah~ ever since attachment time.. after those heavy meal made a move back to 51... sat for awhile with the rest then made a move to class... haiz lecture... so boring... the lecturer didnt know how to teach. n said if we dunno next time will deduct marks.. wat the... everytime deduct marks... hmm after classs ended, headed to ps to meet hirin.. hmm i dunno y.. everytime when i want to go home i have to wait for the bus so long... 852.. seems so long to come.. but when i dont want to go home first surely the bus will come right after i reached to that bus stop. haiz and it same goes to any other busses... haiz.. maybe juz my luck i guess.. =(

reached ps, met him outside fox outlet... hah~ hmmm feel like buying a few tops there n at dorothy perkins. still feel like having more things.. haha~ hmmm but he dont let me.. says juz keep my money.. haiz.. oh ya.. i want to spend using my visa mini at least 30 dollars this mth.. trying to get the free movie tix!!! hahahaha~ hmmm read it at the uob website the other day... this mth's they will be giving out chicken little movie tix!! haha~ hmm i think i will spend that 30 dollars using my visa soon.. need to get it by 9dec... hahaha~ hmmm maybe after class i'll rush to suntec to get that tix.. khekehkhekhekhekeh....

he bought the tix for the movie.. went to watch harry porter with him. after that show we juz walked ard.. intended to eat at secret recipe.. been wanting to eat their cheesecake since i think last was sept? hah~ hmmm i miss their cheesecake... it is so nice!!!! i can melt eating their cheesecake.. n if i were at home surely have been licking the fork n the plate... haahah~ dont want to miss any bits left... khekehkeekhekhekhe...

he sent me back home after that.. hah~ went back home showered n ate my fav... ikan pari bakar!!! haha~ my mum cooked it! haha~~~ delicious..!!! but i dont realli like the flesh.. i love the bones part more... haha~ so next time if u want to eat that give me the bones n u eat up the flesh k... whahahahaha....

hmm class started at 8.. haiz woke up early.. hmm gotten ready n mum had cooked already!! hahaha.. haiz... couldnt miss it... so ate abit.. whahahaa... well for my frens n family who's close to me sure know wat i eat sometimes early in the morning... whahahahaha... hmm so cems lesson.. need to continue on our exercises... realli this lesson makes me feel that im not suitable to become a good engineer. haha~ then there's visual basic test. hah~ did anyhow.. maybe it's correct.. not so sure. hehe~ saw kyn13 next door. but couldnt like be like a clown n knock on the window rite.. haha~

then went for break.. walked to canteen 1 since leena wanted her fishball. hah~ bought for leena ice cream since i owe her one. hah~ then slacked at 51. something like funny happened. hahaha.. couldnt believe she didnt ans bengy... hahahaha... when usualli she will like eavesdropping to other ppl conver... hahahaha.. off to class after that.. n again the lecturer's class.. haiz... hmm install software.. didnt do anything. hah~ soon i'll do.. system security hand on.. encrypting n decrypting of msg.. quite ok.. but still its the same lect... haiz..

well had a quarrel with hirin.. its my fault... always been... he's realli mad at me. didnt reply any of my msges.. =(


Monday, November 28, 2005

hehehehe

sat woke up early by mum to help her with the food... sis went to work for awhile. aunt came down to help.. busy early in the morning. need to be ready by noon... help with the laksa ingredients and all... put in te tray and all.. i felt the way i do things damn slow. but i did quite a number of things. hah~ hmmm need to be fast next time.. i dont realli like to do things slowly.. feel so tired after that.. hah~ after that clean the kitchen n all.. so messy... unlike somebody someone juz making a mess without helping to clean up after that. cant stand the mess.. dad n sis made the tea with milk. hmmm then i made the fruit punch. hah~ hmmm i added the fruit punch cordial, sunquick orange n f&n orange altogether n white syrup.. haha~ it taste nice!!! perfect... hah~ always love to do this type of drinks.. the cordial drinks. haha~

my sis n dad were the ones who arrange the food at the buffet table and all. heh~ hmm after those cleaning up took a rest for awhile.. they went to shower to go down. me n sis juz stayed till sis got a msg from this guy whol likes her to go out together. she went shower to get ready. hah~ took awhile for her to get ready.. hmmm the guy have been waiting for her at cthall i guess.. heh~ she took a cab borrowed my money n my heels. hah~ typical we always borrow each other stuffs... hehe~

hmm after shower i ate a bit and watched friends.. hah~ nothing better to do... hmm laugh out loud while watching some funny parts.. hah~ then dad came back with the dirty buffet tray.. helped abit to wash it n more to clean up.. quite a tiring day on sat...

woke up on sun with aching a bit on the body.. haha~ hmm hirin asked me out but onli for awhile to accompany him to beach rd to get some stuffs.. after cooked breakfast n ate abit i went shower... he asked me to get out by 10.45. hmm ok i did manage. but he said to meet at 12.. so y did he ask me to go out so early?? in the end i was early n he's late.. always been that way... haiz so typical hirin to be late i guess...

waited for him at lavender platform.. hmm then he arrived ard 15mins later. proceeded to beach rd. get his rank sewn. buy some things. then walked to bugis.. walked ard bugis junction for awhile.. i so wanted to buy some tops.. but i didnt know which to buy since i wanted to buy a few. i didnt know which to buy first.. hah~ after much consideration i bought the dorothy perkins top. 2 tops. one brown n black. 20% off. hehe~ gonna buy more i think the plain top. the blue one.. i so want the blue one.. hehe~ soon i'll get that... oh and the other one the green n white top. haha~ i also want to buy a top at fox.. this orange colour top.. hehe~ ok ok soon i'll myself more tops.. hahaha~

then took the train to bedok.. sent him off to take bus to chai chee. he's goin to his cousin's wedding. hmm went home after that.. as usual stopped at raffles n changed train juz to get a seat. hehehe~ reached home onli to find out my parents goin to my aunt's place to discuss abt the catering thing on 17dec. hah~ im home alone again since my sis went to work... hmm fried some fishball n ate with fried rice. hah~ watched friends again... i think i gonna watch every series episodes all over again.. hah~

went online in the evening.. then watched pretty woman.. hah~ the movie is so nice... i feel like watching again later b4 returning it to fatima tomorrow... whahahahahaha.... :-p

went to school juz now.. didnt meet lee at the condo bus stop since she went early for the remedial class. hmm i was early.. juz sat at the bus stop a few buses passed. hah~ see the time then took the next bus.. walked slowly.. met up with joel on the way... walked with him to class.

hmm the lecturer juz explaining abt the assignment.. we actualli bring our lappy for nothing.. haiz... juz wasting time juz now.. went to break after that. met up with zaida n then went to canteen 1. hah~ intended to buy onli fishball. but the queue was long juz now.. amazingly, the chicken rice stall was not.!! so we decided to eat there... haha~ sori bengy n kelly left u ppl at blk 51 with our bags.. khekhekhekhe.... went for class after that... ss.. nothing much juz goin thru the tutorial.. hmm then off to home. hah~asked lee to go town. but after awhile i got tired n we went home... hmmm took the bound train. hah~ juz to get a seat when i juz can endure for 20mins standing.. hah~ hmm got a seat n slept all the way. whahaha..

gonna meet hirin on wed n thur i guess.. he's off day.. hehe~ oh ya now he's not in tekong.. he was posted to camp in jurong. hah~ so we can meet easily nowadays. hah~ can juz meet him in boon lay.. hehe~ =)

later~


Saturday, November 26, 2005

juz updating

last sun i broke my own records. haha~ asked me urself if u wanna know wat.. haha~ met up with him at cityhall. felt weird. took cab n went to tamp. hah~ hmmm walked ard. then to tamp mall. went to fox felt like buying the orange top. heh~ walked abit more. then to century square... hmmm we ate at the foodcourt. had hotplate black pepper beef with rice n egg. quite nice. he had curry chicken noodle.. hah~ i felt like as if the chicken's not cooked.. but its ok for him cos he eat practically everything.haha~ sent him home after that.. took the train back home. long journey. im the one who wanted it. hah~ alighted at rafflesplace to get a seat. hehehe~ hmmm reached home ard 7plus... mum cooked bryiani... someone ordered food.. my cousin's boss for their event something... the food mum cooked was nice.. but as much as it's nice.. i dont eat much.. i dont realli like it... hehe~

hmm mon as usual... heh~ didnt go for the make up lesson for Pro-E. hah~ lazy. typical farah... if i were to go also didnt do much of things moreover in the afternoon will be having the remedial cos we the "special" students failed the previous quiz.... hahaha... hmmm i didnt know how to use the software... its quite complicated.. u click here there till u dunno wat u click.. need to do dimension alignment.. extrude, revolving kind of stuffs.. i will never be an engineer.. maybe im realli suited to be a technician.. juz do all the troubleshooting stuffs... whhahahaha.. anyway its quite fun doin technician work... rite zaida...... hhaahaha... went for the remedial.. then i got to know a bit about it... hah~ hmmm the lecturer gave us the mark as we attended his remedial session and dont even have to re-test. hehe~ he then taught us the next exercise.... hmmm need more practice on it... oh ya slept early but need to wake up to open for my sis the door. she went back home late n didnt bring the keys.. how nice is that~ hah she went out with her sec sch fren.. hah~ seems so happy the next day... well its been a long time since he last asked her out... hah~ she likes him. n i think he like her too.. but juz dont want to admit it... hah~ anyway he's quite a nice guy...

tue, went for IS class... WISP was a disaster.. one of our team members couldnt make it for the class.. we needed to do a role play.. and we didnt even practise on hand!!!! and we couldnt do it next week. haiz.. our's the last, the shortest play n the worst ever!!! haiz but nvm its ok.. juz need to put in alot of effort on the next 2 assignments in future... haiz. then went to Mind Quest class.. hah~ i like that class.. the lecturer... haha~ hmm we learn abt the way ur eyes work.. it's like when u recall something ur eye tends to move towards the left... differs to every type... if u are the visual, u tend to look top left. Auditory straight left. Auditory digital bottom left. haha~ quite cool hehe...

went to meet mum at causeway point after class.. went to swensens for lunch. hehe~ n they were having promotions.if u buy the maincourse, u will get free drink, free soup n free dessert.. hehe~ had nice filling meal... hmmm window shopped after that.. bought something.. hah~ juz to trick ppl. hah~ hmmm it looks so real...

wed sch start at 9. first lesson ecad at blk 50.. early in the morning need to walk that far... anyway how do u ppl walk normally to blk 50?? any short cuts? haha~ hmm did the practical but not yet finish n haven do the tutorial. need to submit. hehe~ soon i'll do it.. hehehehe... saw kyn13 again when on the way for my break.. she waved at me. hah~

went to canteen 3 for lunch. hah hmmm i think the begedil is contaminated. it taste funny.. hah~ not gonna eat that again.. hmm maybe im juz fussy abt food taste.. khekhekhe... cant deny that.... went home after 2 hours of boring lectures. in the bus there was free entertainment... as much as i love entertainment, i dont like to the extent that someone need to sing.. if its nice i cant accept it.. but this.. haha.. but thats not realli that bad than the one in sch library.. the gal practically like syiok sendiri sange the song repeatedly.. haha~ and its horrendous... hehe~

thurs early morning class.. haiz... Pro-E.. the program that i dont realli know how to use it.. the lecturer re-arrange our seating position. the weaker ones need to sit at the back.. well, im one of them. hah~ so wats new... hehe~ hmm "lucky" me.. sit beside the william... haiz.. talked to himself as usual.. hah~ cant stand him when doin the quiz.. keep on talking make me lose concentration. hah~ managed to do the quiz.. i hope its rite... haha~ while in the classroom, i looked to the next class.. saw kyn13.. ahaha.. hmmm didnt know that her class juz beside mine... hah~
thurs was juz so unlucky for jet... she broke her slippers.. heh~ maybe bcos of leena.. saying u slippers still intact for so long... wear everywhere she go.. and... the next day it broke. hah~ helped her send the torn slippers to her sister n collect her sis shoes to pass to her... haha~ her sis end class at 1 so she took cab home after that... ha~ to make things worse, her skirt got chewing gum.. haiz... poor her.. i realli hate ppl who dont know how to eat chewing gum. hah~

there was online quiz on system security .. did tat without my leena sitting beside me.. hah~ if not we have scored better than that. got 76 out of 100. hmmm gonna do with leena on wna n icna assignment.. we are so bad not like wanting that someone to be in our grp. anyway we cant take her either too.. haha~ hmm anyway she suddenly join into our grp without saying anything n will suddenly go off without saying anything too.. hah~ cant stand these type of ppl.. want to be in our grp but dont make an effort to take n be close.. hah~

went home after that.. took shower n all.. then went out to loyang point with parents. met up with sis there at my aunt's foodstall.. hah~ need to collect things there n buy some stuffs for the catering thing on sat... got free food cooked by my aunt. hah~ it's nice... if u free, juz come down to loyang point A Pluse food court the muslim stall.. hah~ try the thai fried kway teow n nasi goreng kampung. its nice.. whahaha. promoting... talked to him at nite. hah~ had a fight with him... hmm it's all my fault.. usually well mostly it's mine... hah~ but things are ok now...

hmm today went to school. found out i failed my PLC quiz.. hah~ as expected.. but nvm lah.. heck.. hmmm install visual basic 6 in class. most went to cal2 well me n some who still haven juz lazy to go n install in class.. by map network it. hah~ if i didnt know also i would have gone to cal2... hah~ hmmm did the program.. my visual basic is becoming worse.. forgotten abt all the codings.. but lucky me after troubleshooting again n again it worked at last.. hah~ helped mum with the preparing the food for tomorrow... gonna wake up early tomorrow... hmmm but not sleepy rite now.. haiz... hmmm maybe bcos of..... haiz... anyway he's having a route march rite now i guess till later.. hmm not goin to meet him.. since i will be bz n he will be bz on sun helping out for his cousin's wedding i guess... maybe he has a break after that.. lets juz see abt that... gonna end here~ good nite~


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Green Day..!

Was intend to update blog on wed but i dunno wats wrong there's an error so all my entries gone. lazy to retype.. so here i m updating this junk.. hah~

sun... hmmm hirin said to meet him ard 10am.. but end up meeting him at 3plus. hah~ hmmm went to find his polo tee and few more things.. went to tamp after that. took bus back home from there... while waiting for the bus his mum called me.. asking when will i come to their house. hah~ hmm she said his dad keep asking when will i come.. i told her sat i'll come insya allah. hah~

mon school as usual.. dad took me from sch. hah~ went to toa payoh after that... purchase some stuffs for the catering thingy. hmmm went home fell asleep on the sofa. hah~

tue 8am lesson.. wisp. the class was fun juz that the ppl are the loud type. hah~ we suppose to do a role play next week abt stereotypes.. hmmm decided on doin a movie.. hah~ even zaida help us to find that clip and fatima even bought the vcd n wrote the script. good having these type of ppl.... enthu... hah~

wed.. morning class was cancelled. hah~ wore green top, green tudung, green back.. hah~ hmmm all i see was green on that day.. i think its green day. most ppl wearing green too.. except for few like leena.. haha~ went to school for the project meeting.. was too early to meet leena at bus stop.. haiz so difficult to contact that gal.. she got no hp.. hmmm was supposed to meet her at the condo bus stop at 12.45 but i arrived early at 12.20 when i took the bus at usual timing.. i think the bus driver drove fast.. hmmm.. went to kap cold storage. hah~ looked ard. then walked back to the bus stop.. juz nice saw 67... then saw leena alighting. hah~ lucky she arrived quite early... hehe~ after the meeting went for 2 hours of lecture n headed back home.

thur... hmmm 8am lesson again... haiz.. cad.. pro e.. i suck in these.. need to learn master it... hmmm couldnt even make a box.. haiz... need to come for remedial. hah~ but nvm.. hmmm went for wna lesson.. it sucks.. hah~ programming for pda.. didnt do anything.. felt so sick. asked leena to do for me. kept on goin to the toilet to vomit out. i think more than 4 times.. hmmm the first time, saw this malay guy standing near to the toilet maybe waiting for someone.. went back to class.. then second time i went to the toilet again he looked at me. i dont care... hah~ then went back to class after that he still there looking at me.. maybe i realli looked so horrible n finding it weird for a person goin to n fro to the toilet i guess. hah~ the 3rd time i went telling leena hope he's not there anymore. hah~ lucky me he's not.. hah~ by that time i realli look so weak n pale... thats wat my classmate were telling me. hah~ i feel like fainting any moment.. but lucky i didnt... hmmm went home after class by cab.. haiz broke broke.. super broke... borrowed lee's 10bucks. return to her juz now.. heh~

was supposed to meet with fana n sakilah.. but i back out last min.. couldnt take it.. how m i suppose to go with that type of condition. hah~ im sori fana.. next time k...

today. went for lecture at 10.. hmmm thanks for the concern gals. im orite now. hah~ thanks for the tips leena n kelly. it works. .! hah~ wore green dress with a brown belt, green long sleeves, black pants n black tudung. hah~ lucky it match... hmmm changed the way i dress.. hah~ look different from usual i guess.. i love it! haha~ gonna wear more to that way of dressing... looks kinda cool.. leena said if i were to wear brown boots more nice.. hah~

lesson end at 6. but didnt go to wna tutorial. was busy doin the cems assignment.. hah~ after that went to meet him at millenia walk. i was super late... there was traffic jammed all the way. i said to him i will take the train at newton but he said its ok.. juz continue the ride in the bus.. n... i was realli late. hah~ hmmm then went walked ard.. then sit n talked.. hah~ he's like more skinnier.. hmm lose so much weight.. everyday in the jungle dont eat much onli training thats y maybe. hah~ then went to khatib. he sent me back home... its been quite some time since the last time he send me home.. nowadays im the one who's been sending him home. hah~

hmm gonna meet him again tomorrow maybe.. hah~ not so sure... hmmm maybe goin to his house for awhile.. heh~ oh ya... sakilah finally send me those photos thats was i think due quite sometime back. hah~ shall update again soon.. later~

actualli type this on fri 18 nov. hah~


Sunday, November 13, 2005

arrghh.... currently dunno wat im feeling rite now.... hmmm asked me to go online but then u went missing in action???!! then appear offline??? called a few times didnt reply. smsed dunno how many times u didnt reply till now.. u told me to meet u today in the morning. then 12. then 12 plus. till now it's already 1plus u haven reply me yet.. arrgh... u fallen asleep????? arrghhh (e_e)


Friday, November 11, 2005

sumbitted my SS summary abt hackers n viruses. hah~

hmmm raya this yr was ok.. didnt take much pics. will upload to multiply soon i guess.. juz so lazy. hah~ zaida been asking for it.. haha~ hmmm school been so boring... new modules to learn...

as much as i dont like IT modules at least i can understand better than Eng modules.. maybe its not my forte to be an engineer.. haha~ maybe a tachnician... technician more fun.. u juz do wat u are asked to do rather juz put the wires here there.. rather than engineer u have to crack ur brain abt ur design, how ur product will look, design it in the comp, cad thingy, then u do the programming on work the machine suppose to do... it realli make my brain goes like ???? i thought PLC ladder diagram days are over...! but no.... there's still such things i have to do... haiz... of all modules i feel that cems the worse... hah~ juz hope i'll pass it... haiz

hmmm first SS prac lesson quite fun.. haha~ we learn to be hacker n victim.. hahaha... quite fun hacking the comp... who cares anyway if we do something wrong.. its not our comp... hahaha.. thats wat lee said...

ica the best.. hah~ programming which i understand.. do a website form thingy.. quite fun.. playing with the updating the database and all...

hmmm zaida planning to go to jet's house for raya... but still couldnt find the rite day to go... need to ask jet when she's free.. hehe~

fana asked the other day to go out jln raya.. but onli can after maghrib... cos of schooling n she's working on weekends.. maklumlah kan "miss richie" ada permanent weekend job rite now.. haha....

nothing much happened lately i guess.. cant remember much. oh ya. my cousins went back to brunei yesterday morning... hmmm she still haven take her exams. hah~ gonna miss that cute gal.. she's a camera freak... haha... always take pictures.. lucky didnt give her camera using films.. i dunno how many rolls finish she use.. haha~
Anyway went to her house on tue after IS. ate at greenridge... been wanting to eat the cwee kueh. haha.. hahaha.. its delicious... and the chicken rice is nice too! haha~

wed after sch went to town with leena... she bought a few things... she feel excited when shopping.. and dont feel the heavy bag anymore. haha... hmmm bought a top... ahaha.. a cheapo one... hahahaha~

thur went back home straight after that... hah~ nowadays i tend to fall asleep easily... i dunno y... hehe~ slept early everyday.... hmmm weird today dont feel quite sleepy... hah~ bcos i know tomorrow's not schooling? hah~

hmmm hirin's fren ask me to join them to jalan raya.. they are goin tomorrow.. but hirin wont be booking out tomorrow... me go alone with them? can i click?? hah~ hmmm.. have not been meeting hirin since deepavali i guess... maybe gonna meet him awhile this sun... not sure abt it... hmm hope can...

oh ya kyn13, maybe im juz invisible. haha~ ok the next time i see u, i'll smile or say hi or something.. haha~


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

decided to update this before goin to sleep...

thurs went to buy more ingredients to bake cornflakes. hmmm farhana came by to collect her pineapple tarts n send her laptop for reformatting. hah~ did the honey cornflakes. hmmm took break in between to reformat her lappy. hmmm done with ppl ordering. not enough for our own family. hah~ too tired n not enough of ingredients so continue next time.

fri helped mum bake more pineapple tarts for house. hmmm then start to clean my room a bit. hah~ threw a lot of stuffs.. re arrange my bookshelves. more neater now.

sat clean my studytable... found out some funny cute stuffs. hah~ hmmm read those letter n cards my frens sent to me.. i still keep those junks. hah~ flash back memory.. its quite funny the way they wrote it.. then i arranged my notebooks to one place.... saw an ic photo in one of my notebooks. hah~ it was my sec sch classmate. i was like?? how come i have his photo with me...?? after a few flashback then i remembered that he put it on my table during sec 3 n said if wanna throw, throw lah. hah~ he juz took that photo a few days b4 that n didnt want to keep it.. weirded lah... hmmm i remembered that me n this gal went to his house to study. hah~ instead played with his hamsters n did a bit of our homework.. quite fun though..

hmmm sun re position my bed, cupboard, study table... hmmm i kinda like the new position... the studytable now is juz next to the bed so i can anytime lie down after tired of staring at the monitor for so long. or maybe extension abit of wire i can lie n type at the same time. whawhawha... hmmm then went out to meet with hirin. i was late. cos of cleaning. hah~ hmmm meet him at orchard. went to popular to buy some stuffs. forgotten to buy one of the most impt thing... pencil case.. haiz.. hmmm gonna buy it soon i guess. then went to walk ard. hmmm to lucky plaza cause he wanted to check something. hmmm saw the digicam i wanted... they were having promotion. hmmm got 512mb memorystick for free if u buy the cam. haiz. couldnt afford it... fana haven buy my cam yet. if she did maybe i can use bit of my money here there. hah~ forgot to ask the person whether they accept trade in of cam. hah~

hmm mon first day of school. started at 11. asked jet to buy notes for us first. meet lee at condo bus stop. planned to meet at 10.45. but we both early. hah. reached school at 10.45 instead. hmmm went to class. the lecturer was late. he was in different room. he didnt check the timetable of change of venue. hmmm half n hour late. hah~ this lecturer so cute.. he wear converse shoes.. jgn main2.. hahaha... can see that he's quite fun.. taught us our first practical.. hmmm

then break. went to blk 51 to slack.. met zaida after that showing us her new bag. she bought it online at the buy trade sell website. hmmm puma bag for 42 bucks. n i think i saw that similar bag at bugis juz now for 39.90. hah~ not sure if its the rite one or not.. gonna ask her again for the description. hah~ but i feel its the same bag.. hmmm...

then for today... made cornflakes after pre dawned meal. errm not honey cornflakes.. i dunno wat is it called.. hahaha.. hmmm tired bcos of lack of sleep. fell asleep on the sofa for awhile n was woken up by my mum ard 9. hmmm went to my room to continue on sleeping. haha. wake up at 10. freshen up. went out ard 11plus. reached bugis at 12.27pm. both the east guys were late n they were in the same train. hah~ hmm passed the cornflakes to firdaus. then went to bugis junction.... walked ard. he bought 2 polo tees. i bought a dress. hah. hmmm been seatching for it for quite sometime... hehehehehe.. went home b4 buka..

hmmm stop here dunno wat else to type...


Thursday, October 27, 2005

baking baking n more baking...

hmmm so am online early in the morning...

monday, went to shop bought some things for making kuih bangkit aka melting moments. hmmm then got home. waited for m cousins to arrive.. in the meantime mum heated the flour. she said to make the flour lighter n it will melt in your mouth when u eat it. hehe~ cousin came. gave me my torch light. haha... got it on saturday at the sony 20th anniversary exhibition. total coolness.. it open like some cool gadget..

hmmm tried to help my cousin out with her lappy.. couldnt solve the problem totally. found out that the lappy have some viruses. i think the best solution juz reformat everything. haiz~

hmm did the kuih bangkit.. felt like eating it. hah~ anyway every of its ingredients have been cooked. so its nothing wrong to eat the dough. hehe~ anyway, do you know that i love to eat dough that haven been bake yet??? khekhekehkehkehe... hmmm its nice ok... if its already nice b4 u bake it, sure ur cookies will turn out be juz fine.. totally delicious....!! dont believe? try it urself!! hahaha... ive been doin it since i was small... hahahaha...

met up with fish aka zaida at yishun mrt station to pass her cookies.. haha sempat dia kata "nice doin biz with you.." hahaha

hmmm had wanton noodles for break fast. my cousin ate alot... at first she was like not so eager to eat till she tried it herself. of cos its nice lah.. home made everything.. haha~ then cookies testing after that... my cousin called her mum saying that she love the cookies and called her mum to order it.. hah~ then she told my mum that her mum wants to order not her... padahal padahal.. so cute lah she...

tue, again need to go to shop to buy some things.. hmmm for break fast.. french loaf, beancurd, eggs and etc. like makcik2.. hah~ but i went for juz 10mins.. hahaha...

hmmm then watched tv for abit. helped mum with pineapple tart... i love it. but its so hassle.. but but but i still love it...! hahaha merepek ah.. hmmm its not enough... onli for fana's n my cousin's. not enough for my home. hah~ gonna do it soon... the pineapple tart is so nice.. i love it! in fact i lovee everything. haha... it melts in your mouth too!

thursday, yesterday, my mum keep on insisting on me baking the almond,walnut,raisin cookies for her... and so i bake for her after went online for awhile... hmmm i felt like eating the dough again.. haha~ smells nice u know... heh~ hmmm had prata with beef curry for break fast... i like... my mum made everything herself...
hmm i dont understand my dad.. wat more does he wants.. my mum made everything he's like not appreciative.. hmmmm even ask for more.. i mean like she made prata for him n ask for like a traditional prata which i dunno wat. saying that org dulu buat gitu lah.. then hmmm he wont eat yesterday's food... example the day b4 there's marcoroni soup. then the leftovers of the marcoroni which have been boiled n mum cooked it to like fried marcoroni, he wont eat it.. so fussy... haiz.. wat more does he wants???

hmmm need to start clean up my room... change the bedsheets n all... n need to do the cornflakes. i think that will the the last kuih for now. hah~ hmmm will stop here. till then...


Sunday, October 23, 2005

nothing interesting happened lately...
did went out on wed with the barbarians.. as usual.. the earliest one to reach followed by lee. hmm met up with her at orchard station. went ard wisma for awhile... bengy came after that followed by jet. went to far east to reserve seats to break fast. hmmm at puncak. zaida came after that.
the food were terrible food. ate beef char siew wanton rice.. the beef so lil n rice so much. like gunung. hmmm bleah~

after that we walked ard then decided to slack at coffee bean. zaida bought for me pure choco. slack slack took pictures. hmmm jet gave us a bookmark each. she bought it at bangkok. thanks gal. i got pink dolphin. i love dolphins. hehe~ hmm beng angel. she loves angel stuffs. lee butterfly. n zaida fish. maybe cos she look like the fish. haha. hmm went back after that.

thur start bake the cookies.. was successful.. hehe~ nice! hahaha.. puji diri sendiri.. bluek :-p hmmm whole day bake cookies. from morning till nite. then fri bake more.. this not realli nice.. hmmm but still can. haiz

sat was a horrible day for me at first. but my frens made my day. hah~ went out with my sec sch gal frens. meet up with aziana first at control station. reserved the seats. went to kacauing fana at work. aziana, i dont want that bra lah. haha. hmm then walked arf rafflescity for abit. aziana showed me the interesting shop there.. quite nice.. hmm then walked to citylink. meet up with ain. sat at the bench infront of u2. haha~ tired of walking. hmmm then 6.35 proceeded back to sakura.
wait for time to buka. fana came ard 7plus. all didnt finish up food. hah~ hmm full n not nice.

went ard the citylink. as usual fana without fail will go into the surfgirl boutique. n without fail i will kacau her... ask her to buy the blouse. but she dont want. hah~ but in the end she bought another blouse.. biasa rich gal.. unlike us.. the brangset. haha~ rite aziana...

hmm then went back to rafflescity. fashion show is on. hmm sat near the escalator. hmm then fana have the urge of eating ice cream. haigen daz. hmm she bought straberry cheesecake. but ended up me n aziana ate it all up. hah~ hmm then made our way to mrt station. waited for top model n syafiqah there. told syafiqah we at door 15. she was blur. after i told her look at the door. then she understand.. is it im too observant or wat? everyone of them didnt know there's no above there. haha~

hmmm waited for top model. without fail she will be late. late for everything except the other day. hah~ hmmm went to geylang. but onli awhile. couldnt stand it. so decided to slack at our usual place. the "tourist attraction" haha~ hmmm aziana first time went there. took pics. well me as usual the camera woman. haha~ hmm i think i wanna trade in my cam n get new one. where can i sell of that cam.. hmmm...

went back home ard 10.45 i guess. the train super late~ hmm took feeder bus with aziana. reached home later than usual. hmmm i cant go out anymore. my dad says i always go out. which is like so not true. but wat to do. haiz~ he said once a week is always. whatever...

hmmm sch re opening soon.this will be the last semester im in poly.. im gonna miss poly life. hmm i dunno wat am i suppose to do after that.. haiz... zaida.. maybe im goin to apply that job. hah~ u know i know.. hmm

tomorrow my cousins are coming over. bringing over their notebook. hmm hope can solve it. but i doubt so. mum ask me to bake more cookies tomorrow. see how lah if i have the mood.

wonder wat hirin is doin. he said will call later but till now he didnt. hmmm haven talked to him for quite sometime. he's juz so bz. yesterday he said he will wait for me but ended up he slept. hmmm then i think should be the same again for today. haiz~ hmmm dunno when he will be out. n dunno when will get to meet him.

hmmm nothing more to update~ wat a mundane life~ later~


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

21 Days Missing In Action

so much of MIA... here i am now starting to blog again... haiz... actualli i've typed an entry b4 this juz that i didnt post it here.. hehe~ onli zaida n firdaus know wat i wrote.. hahaha..

am sick.. haiz.. it feels awful... been having fever, cold, sore throat, muscle pain. haiz~ my poly frens planning to meet up this afternoon to break fast
together.. not sure if i can come down.. if im feeling better maybe i'll come down ya.. am so sori... :(

so last fri went to school ard 1plus. met up with lee at the condo bus stop. hmmm accompanied her to "repair" her comp. met up with zaida at cal 2. we made a move ard 4. went to town to find a present for hirin. thanks for following me ya. hehe~

went back home after that. took the train exactly at 6. hah~ reached home at 6.30pm.. haha~

sat was hirin's bday. i made a plan to surprise him. haha~ hmmm met up with him ard 4plus. he's late as usual. so much of msging me saying he's outside but actualli he haven gotten ready. but i still took my own sweet time goin out of the house n walked to the station. hehe~ met him at somerset platform. walked ard to kill the time.. then went to far east to break fast there... his fren msged me that they already there. he didnt know that they were coming. heh~

he was surprised indeed. he was overwhelmed by wat i did maybe.. hah~ hmmm

sun met him again at bugis. walked ard. went to watson where this lady gave up free samples of lakerol. then saw her again n she gave again. so i guess i have ard 9 packets of lakerol. stuffed it all in my small bag. haha~ watched movie. went to cold storage. he bought stuffs. then went back home after that.

mon did nothing. juz slacked at home.. sick

tue sick. IS enrolment. plan with jet n lee to be in same class. enrol together with jet. hah~ didnt get our first choice cos it afternoon class. we dont like afternoon class. that is tourism. so took our 2nd choice. Mind Quest for Excellence. read the description like quite interesting... abt the minds n all.. hah~

got the new timetable. they changed on mon. so much of thinking didnt get the elective i chose. actualli they changed it again n i got wat i chose. hah~ same class lee n jet. not sure abt beng. maybe should be the same. for the first time on fri we goin back home late. end class at 6. haiz so much of wanting a long weekend.. oh well this is the last semester. hope i do well..

not goin to meet up with hirin for 2 weeks. he's not goin back home. maybe he'll book out 31 oct. the first day of school.

need to buy the ingredients to make cookies. goin to buy it today i guess if im ok.. have to start doin.. got some orders. hah~ till next time. later~


Wednesday, September 28, 2005

bored...

nothing better to do... i've changed hirin's layout. whahahaha... do check it out... here.
hmmm dunno how bad it looks like.... but i feel that it looks so horrible rite now after changing it... haha~ did it without any care or concern... haha~ hmmm not feeling sleepy rite now.. didnt know wat to do... none of my frens are online rite now.. haiz~

as time goes by.. im afraid i would fail my fyp. hmmm my one n onli module for the semester... arrgh... i did badly for sure... haiz~


Tuesday, September 27, 2005

one early morning..!

hehehe... hmmm im typing at the notepad rite now n then will be transferring to the blog later on... cos ive encountered several times when i typed straight out at the blog,the moment i hit the enter button an error msg came out n there goes all my entries...dont feel like typing out all over again so i juz hit the x button... hehe~

on last sat i juz stayed at home.. woke up ard 9 i guess.. mum goin to the market. Hehe~ went to the bathroom washed my face, brush my teeth. then went straight to the tv. i watched the cartoon. hamtaro. so cute.. i love! hehe~ then went got back ate my breakfast. hmmm i dunno wat i did after that.. hehe~ but most of the time im watching the tv or vice versa.. khekhekhein the evening after having our dinner mum wanted to go to ntuc fairprice to buy the electric kettle.ours was spoiled. hmmm so freshened up, then off we go to ntuc. dad drove us there.
got to the ntuc, she didnt get wat she wants. too bad then.. Hehe~

i was online the whole nite... was chatting with hirin. then an hour later firdaus went online.chatted with him too... was multi tasking as usual... doin some surfing. listening to music n chatting..hmmm then suddenly hirin went offline at ard 2plus. but rite after that he called me. saying that it was already 2plus.. he didnt realise that until he saw the time. hmmm talked tohim for awhile n still chatting in msn too. Hehe~ i asked him whether he can wake up early the next day... with so much of confidence he replied ya.. if in camp he can wake up early y cant hewake up early now.. hmmm i doubt so. he used to waking up early in camp but not at home...so i was rite afterall... Hehe~ write abt this later on..
after awhile.. he was like so sleepy.. then starting to talk nonsense again.hmm then suddenly he was like scolding me saying he's sleepy he need to sleep.. ???!! he's realli sleepy i guess.. so i told him to go to sleep. he said ok but didnt hang up the phone..he must have fallen asleep for the moment. hah~ after i said put down the phone he was like oh oh ok.
but he didnt go to sleep straight away. was still msging me till he fallen asleep..

i on the other hand still online in msn. hehe~ was chatting.. couldnt get to sleep... before i realised it. it was already 5. then firdaus suggested to logout ard 5.30 n pretend to sleep. Haha~so we chatted till 5.3+ then he said he heard alarm ringing. so we both quickly logout. haha~then he msged me asking if i was sleepy. smsed for awhile. ard 7plus i slept for awhile. woke up look at my hp. it was 8.59.. woke up washed my face, brushed my teeth then to tv again.hehe~ cartoon.... wheee~

then 9plus i smsed hirin. hmmm no reply. called him after that.. no reply.. as expected..he still have not woken up yet... so much of waking up early. hah~ went to shower ard 10.replied to firdaus msged. hah~ he's not sleeping.. hehe~ nearly 11, hirin msged me saying that he juz woke up... so meeting him at 12.45 @ douby ghaut.iron my clothes. got ready. eat my breakfast. ard 12 i went out... i think that was one of the slowest walk i had. (not telling y im walking slowly..)hehe~ only u know i know.. called hirin n said dont go out first. walked slowly.. hehe~reached douby ghaut 12.44pm. he haven reached yet.. still at cthall. waited for awhile. shortly after tat he arrived.

hmm walked to ps. went into baleno. he wanted to buy the striped polo tee.no size m. so he tried on size s. a lil small for him. so didnt buy it. went to the cinema.not much of choice. end up watching be with me. before the show start, went to world of sports.saw this hmmm something like a pouch. columbia. green in colour. nice... the price too nice... hah~chasing after the time the whole day.went to secret recipe after the movie. settled down with tiramisu cake n marble cheesecake.that was the first time i ate tiramisu. hehe~ hmmm all the cakes are awesome ness! heheshow u the pics later on..

after the marvelous meal of cakes walked down to somerset. searching for photo shop. he wantedto take passport size photo. after that walked to heeren. he was looking for a small pouch. couldnt find there. then to cineleisure. saw something a pouch n wallet. combined together. columbia. brown in colour. i like..! cos its brown. hehe~ he didnt get it. cos no new piece n it was a lil torn.went to taka after that. walked ard for awhile. thought of buying a jeans. but didnt.

then took the train at orchard. alighted at tamp. went off to tamp mall.. hmmm i think that wasthe 3rd time i went down there. haha~ juz dont like goin there.. feel the strangeness.. like.. "this is not my territory.." hehe~ hmmm went ard. couldnt find wat he wanted.oh ya there's this jacket at fox men. nice...! i think it cost 39. he said maybe he's getting it.went to baleno bought his polo tee. then took the train back home. he dropped at simei. felt sleepy in the train. hehe~ alighted at rafflesplace instead of cthall. cos i wanted to sit down.khekhekhe... took the north south line. got my seat.. hehe~ went home.. freshen up.

received a msg from zaida. saying that monday her in house project start. haha~hmmm after that suddenly she msged me saying that she will start wearing tudung from monday onwards.haha.. saying that i give her inspiration. haha~ u go girl. i support u. im realli proud of u..!asked her to msg me on monday morning..

i replied her msged an hour later.. hehe~ too tired cos lack of sleep the day b4.. :p

watched tv. went online. hmmm then showered ard 2pm. hehe~ went out with mum to get her baju.the lady at "Hawa & Ram" offer me to become her anak angkat. helped her choose her clothes next time.hahaa.. off to ntuc at yishun after that... got wat she wanted.
walked ard northpoint for awhile. dad fetched us. hmm watched my tv again. hehe~ went online.was waiting for something. but still not up yet. then off to sleep. khekhekhe..

woke up at 5.10 by mum. fasting today. hmmm n till now im online.. hehe~ oh ya firdaus.. i still have not clean my room yet.. khekekhekehkhe... so much of saying cleaning my room soon... yeah soon tillnow haven done anything yet.. oklah im off now... tried to go to sleep for awhile..


scrumptious blueberry cheesecake..


awesome ness cheezechoc


melting moments marble cheesecake

delicious tiramisu cake


Friday, September 23, 2005

latest update...!

hmmmm where shall i start.... ok juz start on last week tue... if i can remember wat i did.. hahaha... so meet up with Hirin at bedok... Went to East Coast again... ok he's late... even though its juz 2 stops away fom his house... haiz.. hmmm nvm... hmmm ate at mac.. then walked ard for awhile sat down. and then made our way to parkway parade. walked ard n saw a bottom at bossini cost 29. hmmm brown pants. but didnt buy it.. after having a meal at banquet took the bus to hmmm marina square i think. couldnt realli remember. walked ard again then sent me back home..

Then on wed n thurs hmmm... i think i stayed at home.. hahaha as usual slacked.. rot rot n more rotting..

Fri hmmm went out with Hirin... Met up with him at douby ghaut. ok i thought i was late but it turned out to Hirin was the one who was late again.....!!! haiz... hehe.. so we walked ard ps to find a pair of pants. hmmm he's juz too lazy to ask something at the salesperson and suggested to have our lunch first.. so he brought me to the upper level... i was like??? where did he want to bring me to?? i thought food was at basement level.. hmmm so i asked him where does he wanna eat??? secret recipe?? hahaha... he's like no dunno... hmmm but walking towards the cafe looking at the menu.. so he decided to have our lunch at secret recipe.. hmmm i ordered tom yam chicken noodles ice tea n hirin ordered bbq chicken with rice n we ordered blueberry cheesecake for the dessert.... hehe when i had the first bite on the blueberry cheesecake.. i felt like melting.... awww.... it's damn delicious... yummylicious....... !!!!
after we finished the cake hirin asked me whether i wanna try the oreo cheesecake?? hahaha i was like now??? he said yeah.. so ordered the oreo cheesecake butthere was no oreo cheesecake on that day so the waitress suggested on cheezychoc... so we agreed on it.... hirin took the first bite..... i can see that he's melting.. hahaha... i took a bite... oh yeah... it's realli superlicious!!!! hahaha.... hmmm finished it up and i paid the bill... not him... hehe~

after having our lunch we walked ard to continue searching for the pants... hmmm went to taka bossini.. saw the brown pants i wanted.. tried the smallest size... it looks juz nice.. hehe~ for the first time i do not need to fold or alter the length.... hehehehe.... n hirin got a pair for himself too.... hehe~ walked ard some more for awhile then he sent me back home..

on sat i stayed at home the whole doin nothing as usual... hehe~ hmmm lain takda makan makan makan.. khekhekehkeh

sun met with hirin again at cityhall... hmmm he was early this time... hehe~ went to marina square to check out the movie timing... hmmm we bought the tix for the longest yard.. there's one hour more b4 the movie start... he felt like eating but decided not too.. so juz sat down ate rotiboy. haha... the movie was nice... hehe~ after the movie we went to eat at cavana.... hmmm then went to suntec.. saw the top i wanted. i bought 3 tops in total. hehe~ hmmm went back home after that.. quite late actualli...

mon.... stayed at home surfing the net.... then received a call from fana at 1.20pm asking me to accompany to take her pay at bukit batok.... she said to meet at yishun mrt at 2pm... but i told her i haven shower yet.... whaahahahaha..... she laughed and said no wonder yishun was raining... me n kikilala haven shower yet... khekhekehkhekehkehe...... i quickly showered rushed to be as early as i could... went out ard 2.05 hehe.. smsed fana "dah sampai?"
she replied "goin to nvm take ur time sakilah gonna be late"
me " alamak... as expected.. sakilah always late.. haha waste my time onli rushing... will be reaching in 5mins time"fana"hahahaha kk.."

met up with fana at yishun mrt station.. hmm waited for sakilah but decided to go off first afraid that the bank gonna close soon.. so off we to bukit batok... then took the train halfway at kranji to meet up with the superlate sakilah.. haha... made our way to town... met up with fana's fren to find the bag they wanted to buy... onli fana got to buy her bag n her fren felt so disheartening... so sad... should have bought it the other day...then had our dinner at pizzahut.. hmmm had spaghetti. it was ok.. but not superlicious. hehe~went back home after that... wanted to catch anugerah..

tue gals day out! with my sec school gfs of cos... hmmm met up with them at interchange...for the first time ever to my surprise sakilah reached there first!!! hahahahaha...hmmm i was there 3 mins after that... hehe~ followed by syafiqah then fana...

took 854 dropped at hougang and changed to 55... hmmm took loads of pics.. hehe~ hehee i always took the unexpected pose... hehe... n fana n sakilah will always be my victims..khekekehekhekehkeh....
reached east coast sat at the shelter.. waited for fana's fren to arrive... then fana,kiki n yana went to cycle ard first.. while me n syafiqah rot n eat!!! hehehe... took some pics...hehe~shortly after that they came back n its me n syafiqah's turn to cycle.. hehe~

so funny... syafiqah cycled so unstable..khekhekheke.. senget senget.. ahahahahahha... it's been quite a while since she last cycled.. hehe~ stopped at the bedok jetty... took a few pics..hehe~
then cycled back yana goin off. n fana n sakilah cycled one more time... chatted with syafiqah tooksome pics using phone... hmmm after that they came back took more pics!! hehe

off we took off to parkway parade.. fana treated gelare waffle ice cream!!! nice...!!!! i shared with syafiqah. n fana with kiki.. hehe~~~~then off to bedok.. took the train back home...

hmmm wed went out with mum.. bought her something to make her happy... (",)hmmm for today i juz slacked at home... hmmm doin nothing.. hahaha... haiz.. slack all the way... hmmm wonder wat i'll be doin tomorrow.. hehe~ so bored.. nothing to do... haiz.. hmmm

hmmm anybody have any ideas on wat to do??? msg me call me if u have any...
hmmmm im goin to put up the pics maybe here.. if i have the mood..till then.. later~



Sunday, September 11, 2005

wheeee!!!

whahahaha... hmmm let me update wat happened this week.. on mon was the presentation. i did badly. i know that. but who cares.. its done n over with. juz hope that i will passed. hehehe

after presentation we went to slack at macdonalds. me,leena,beng n jet.. hmm then we make a move to coldstorage as usual. hahaha.. decided to go to the beach on thurs.. should have waited for zaida.she finished her paper soon after that. but we went home straight after that..

tue hmmm went out my mum to toa payoh.. walked ard... bought some stuffs.. 2 tops, n a bag.. hahaha.. hmmm ate at fork n spoon... quite nice..

then on wed.. sakilah said she would come to use my internet for awhile.. waited for this gal from 11.30 to i think 1plus nearly 2.. this gal can get loss...?! even in yishun?! n also how many times she come to my house she still get lost..ahaahaha..funny gal..

then we went to toa payoh.. met up with fana.. had lunch with her at banquet.. shared with them spaghetti.. hmmm then off to town met up with fak. haha~ as usual im a bit late.. whahahahahah... always late when meeting him... ahahah.. walked ard.. then he sent me home..

hmm on thurs east coast day.!! woke up at 6.15 i think. received a msg from jet at 6.35 saying will delay the meeting to 10 due to raining. so ok.. got time to slack. haha.. hmm went out ard 8.50 but im still early.. reached at bedok station at 9.50.. haiz. waited for leena. she's abit late. but i dont care. haha.. hmm jet the earliest to go out but the latest to arrive. hahaha.. due to traffic jammed.. hmmmm.. then we make a move to take 196. hehe~ slack slack slack at east coast.. hmmm cycled with bengy.. then eat eat eat.. oh ya i brought fried rice to there.. all finished.. hahaha.. hmmm then went home tired..

the next day went to my cuz house to get the printed report. haha. i finished up the printer ink.. kheehkekehek... hmmm my aunt gave me my bday present.. hehehe... 50euro.. so do ur calculations how much i get. hehehe... hmmm then she gave a another 10bucks for transportation. hehe hmmm went to school. submit the thing.. met up beng there. she said wanna watch movie on mon. hmmm dunno if its confirm or not.. then went to the spec shop. bought for my cuz her contact lens n solution. the uncle asked me if im a sec school kid.. haiz.. i look like a sec school kid..hahaha.. 3rd yr student being called a sec sch kid.. hmm nvm.. buit i like.. look young.. hahaha

hmmm met up with fak after that.. went shopping at bugis.. no not me.. fak. hahaha.. he bought 2 fox top. hmm n a jeans. hmm me bough a pair of sandals.. hahaha.. hmmm then do usual stuffs.. eat. window shopping. walk.. ok

hmm yesterday went out with my parents to the foodfare.. bought some stuffs. hehe~ of cos all food.. hmm then now online.. still haven shower.. ooopss.. u know my secret.. hahahahaha shhhh!!!! dont tell ppl.. oklah... bye..


Friday, September 02, 2005

lalaalalala

wohooo..... end of attachment.. that sucky work.. haiz.. hmmm now left with one last final presentation on mon.. n im done with it..! cant wait for the holidays... the holidays that ive been longing for... imagine no holidays b4 starting the attachment till now?! haiz..

hmm the report.. haha.. still haven do yet.. presentation.. same.. haven yet... submission date this coming monday.. but im relaxing.. enjoying.. i dunno know why. hahaha.. as if no fear.. hmmm weird... so so the slack.. gonna finish up my weeklys monthlys report soon.. haha~ hmmm i hope i can manage it... wish me all the best people...

hahaha.. the presentation.. im the first to present in my grp... lalalalala... im sure will make a fool of myself.. rite zaida... lol.. hahaha... STOP LAUGHING zaida... if u r reading this.. lalalalalala... hahahahaha.. hmm ok i know... im realli bad in this...

hmmm fakhirin say tonight is his 24 km route march.. till tomorrow morning.. maybe not goin to meet him.. hmmm.. ok gonna start on my project.. (ya ya farah as if!!!)

oh ya.. hmmm yesterday me took mc. haha.. succeed.. luckily got abit of sorethroat n cold.. blocked nose. haha hmmm then went to northpoint. mum wanted to eat there. then me went to bata. haha.. saw this shoes nice! hmmm 19.95.. grabbed it.. goin to use it for the presentation. hahaha.. still dunno wat to wear for that day.. need to wear formal. got the shoes.. but the top n bottom not yet.. hmmm..

hmmm then juz now morning went to work to send the mc. hmm the reception say "Eh adik lambat..." i said no. haha.. then walked in... hmmm did everything i need.. hmmm then i took the tag on my bag n my bag n walked off.. hmmm then this wandy called me showing me the tag on his hand... eh thats mine... hahaha.. then i see the tag on my hand.. it's his... haha.. wat's his motive on doin that.. putting his tag on my bag... n holding mine.. hmmm... hahaha

hmmm then went to bishan meet up with fana.. haha.. hmm to pass her the camera n cable.. hmmm ate breakfast. thanks for the treat. will treat u some other time.. hmm sori i didnt bring a bag for the cam.. hahaha.. me so slack... oklah bye.. lazy to update


Wednesday, August 24, 2005

continued...

juz wanna continue the previous entry.. as i typed, i have not finish the story yet. whahahaha..
busy layaning helping out during the wedding.. couldnt remember exactly wat im doin.. having bad memory recalling wat happened. hehe~ hmmmm... all i know ard 7 i followed my cousin, the bride's younger sis goin ard the neighbourhood giving the extra food.. then got this neighbour ajar mengaji very weird.. hmmm she opened the door to receive the food but close back even when theres this gal standing rite infront of the door.. y dont she just open the door n allow the gal to enter in.. funny weird.. hah~

then we rode the car, our uncle became the chauffeur hehe~ there's this house there's nobody in the house except a cat. the lights were on n even the tv.. hmmm more weird.. the cat watching the tv? haha.. we the scary cat left the house quickly since there's no response..

after that, my dad ask to eat out.. we went to eat at this place.. they dont sell canned drinks onli fruit juice available. so i ordered starfruit juice.. everybody's drinks dont look like any juice.. haaha.. mine was white.. cant even see the green colour... its so blend.. i think they onli use half of the fruit to make 2 glass. huh. so pathetic.. shared with sis tom yam bee hoon. hmm not bad..

after that went back to wash up.. this was when it all started.. gossiping with my cousins... now then they show their true colours. haha.. haven a fun time chatting with them.. we sat from the living room n changed place to outside the house. hah~ the rest were sleeping.. we there making noises.. hehe~ even my aunt join us in since her members were all tired n have slept.. hehe~
didnt sleep well as usual.. one of my uncles snored so loud.. couldnt sleep. hehe~

woke up n showered. then slacked for awhile.. heped my cousin cooked fried rice. after having breakfast, my dad asked to packed up get ready to go back home.. so we got ready. it rained for awhile. waited for awhile. took some pics with my cousins.. so cute n funny... i still haven upload the pics yet.. juz wait.. hehe~ hmmm

after that we made our way to merlimau but then changed our mind n off to tangkak. bought more cloth for hari raya.. so now i think i will have 4 pairs of baju.. heheh~ still dunno wat shall i make for the sari cloth.. its so quite cheap... onli 20RM. hah such a good grab. hehe~ hmmm...
reached singapore ard 7pm. there a jammed at the checkpoint. hmm went to rafizah(my cousin) place to give out the things.. she gave me a bag for my bday present.. thanks. :)
i think ive gained a lil weight. hah~

met up with sakilah on monday after work. since she said she's gonna treat me takoyaki.. been craving to eat tat too.. hehe~ got 2 box for herself n for me.. haha... after that we felt muak.. hahahaha... bloated with tako... thought of having the chicken stick. but it was sold out.. hmm nvm. next time then... as usual.. sakilah wont fail to make me laugh.. always there's something silly she would do.. haha.. badut international. hehe~ then off went to home..

hmm on tue nothing happen. juz went home straight after work.... gonna end my attachment soon.. a few days more left.. hehe~ cant wait.. hmm still haven start doin my report n presentation. i do not know wat to do.. haiz..

then on the way to work juz now while i was crossing the road.. i heard someone calling out "kak..kak" i juz ignored it.. then stopped one of the junction i saw this 2 cd man on a bike.. hmm
then he called out again when passed by me... whatever..

later~ nothing more to write rite now...


Monday, August 22, 2005

I'm back... i'm back....

Hmmm came back yesterday nite…. Anybody miss me? Hahaha.. as if.. There was jam at the checkpoint. Juz update wat happened during the weekend.. Fri, my bday… hehe~ celebrated for awhile with my family b4 we made our way to Malacca. My sis bought a cake. I dunno wats the cake’s name. Hmm but from polar n puff. Ahahaha.. took pics. I’ll upload later when im free.. she bought me 2 brooches. Both are dolphins. So cute.. I love it.. hehe.. hmm mum bought me a top n heels. I wonder how m I gonna manage to walk on that.. hahaha..

After eating the cake, we make a move to my aunts place. Passed her some things. N the cake. Then off to Malaysia.. reached at my cousin’s place at Air Tawar Malacca around 11plus. Its been like ages since I last met them.. they look very different now.. Most of them turned out to be more chubby.. so fakhirin I think its in the blood if u say im chubby.. whahahaha.. So reached there helped out with the hantaran things… Im bad in handling the bunga telur.. like my sis say “not our forte”. Haha.. the telur its either keep dropping out from the net thing or we tied up a lil senget. Haha.. manage to make a few.. then my sis went to help out my cousin to make jelly.. but ended up im the one who helped my cousin n my sis washed all the dishes which was like mountains. Whahahaha..

First we made the “batik jelly” that’s wat my cousin called it. Haha.. two colour yellow n choco. So it taste custard n choco.. hahaha.. but the yellow was a lil pale. I told my cousin. She said nvm… haha.. then the choco hahaha.. I tol her need to mix the cocoa first with a lil water. So it will not become uneven. But she didn’t want to listen to my advice. She juz add in the cocoa n when we stirred its all uneven hahaha.. so we need to filter it to get the residue. Hmm but still there’s dots every where.. she said nvm.. its artwork.. hahaha.. funny lah she… hmm after that we had to put in the container.. my mum said we had to put the yellow one first. But she put a bit by bit the white followed by choco.. n it didn’t turn out rite… hahaha.. so the other container we make it rite. Haha… the hantaran one a lil tak menjadi compared to the one for us to eat.. hehe~

Next, we made the custard corn.. my fav.. haha.. but the corn she onli have a small tin.. haha… my mum thought she had the big tin n told her don’t have to buy. Juz use the tin is enough. But it was a small one. Hahaha… this one I have to helped her stir once in awhile since it took so long for it to become a thick n her hand became tired of stirring.. hahaha…
End-result both turns out to be nice u know.. hahahah.. even though its like tak cukup bahan.. hwhahahaha… then after that I helped a bit here n there.. couldn’t remember wat I did exactly…

ard 6.30 my dad sent me n sis to the resthouse at merlimau. since the house was crowded we decided to stay in the guesthouse so its easy to take shower n sleep all. cost 80ringgit one nite.. n it called resort but i dont see any swimming pool or beach. hahaha.. n its like in the middle of the road.. so its so noisy all the traffics.. after that went back to the my cousin's place.. cos the nikah is after isyhak. i realli felt sad angry i dunno wat.. for my cousin.. actualli she was forced to marry the guy n she merely know the guy for like a mth n the mum asked her to engage with him n now marry.. actualli the families didnt agree to tat but wat to do.. i dunno wats wrong with the parents especially the mum asked her to marry the guy... hmmm nvm forget abt that..
so reached to the place helped out abit more. actualli the hantaran was like the bride buy all wat she wanted n the groom buy wat he wanted n then we juz exchanged.. so we send the gal's side hantaran the guy's side.. n we expect them to bring the guy's side to us.. but they didnt even bring.. wat the.. n we realli hate their attitude.. hmm ya.. the groom side is from kelantan.. i dunno y.. they were like having AP.. cant stand those ppl.. arrgh so angry..

hmmm ard 10plus then the ceremony started.. by the time i felt so sleepy. haha.. hmm then after all those its the berinai session.. the kelantan ppl didnt know how to do that. hah~ funny.. hmm even the cameraman which is a chinese know how to do the berinai thingy.. haha.. hmm my sis got to do that.. i took her pic.. oh ya. the cameraman asked me y i wear same colour as my sis. then i said we're siblings. he's like cant believe that.. haha~ dunno y..

hmmm wat else eh.. ya we went to eat after that.. hmm couldnt remember wat we do after that.. all i know ard 12 like that my dad sent us to the resthouse.hmmm my mum still there cooking.. she didnt even sleep. the whole day she cooked. n she hurt herself ard 4plus on the morning she slipped n fell in the bathroom. it was so slippery.. n hurt her fingers.. arrgh dont want to say...
hmmm then the next day after my family took shower n rest for awhile we went back to the wedding place. hmmm looked at the hmm mak or pak andam.. hahaha.. "mak nyah" make up for the bride.. so eeeee... she no he arrh it didnt wear bra.. at my cousin told us on fri. but we saw it on sat.. eeeeew..... it like purposely wanna show expose it... so eeeew... cant stand it... eeeew.....
hmmm the make up not nice.. the day b4 the student make up more nicer than it.. haha.. it actualli the mentor for to the student.. but it make up not nice. hahaha...

me n sis helped to cut the custard we make n the choco cake that my mum bake b4 coming there.. everybody said nice.. i even managed to promote to my aunt if they wanted to order for hari raya later. hahahaha.. hmmm cuz said bersanding a one.. but i think ard 2plus then baru the groom came.. wat onli ah... hah~ typical

the cake for the wedding so funny.. they make wrongly... cant combine all the layers together. so need to separate them. lousy baker~ hah~ oh ya the hantaran cake is green in colour is so nice.. the neighbour make it.. shit i forgot to take the pic i think.. hmmm to bad then..

hmmm dont feel like continue the blog anymore even i have loads to tell.. hmmm feeling low... i think this was the worst bday of all... Haiz.... wat a bad one.... EVERYBODY well almost... Hmmm forgotten my bday.... all my close frens forgotten abt it.. hMmmp sedih.. so sad.... onli a few that remembered... so the sedih u know... haiz they may be too bz i guess...

even sakilah herself...
"HELLO!!! Guez wad? i Forgot ur BDAE!! i'm Soooo sorrie!!! tu ah the first time round i wished u on the wrong date... haha... now i totally forgot bout it... oh man.... Sori eh farah... ooouh dun hate me fer dat.. :) aniwaes, please accept this belated wish.. HappiE 19th bDae...! all the best in wadeva u do.. n i hope after (forgetting ur bdae) this, our frenship still remains... ahakz... c u soon.. i blanja u ice-cream lah.. okie?"

n one more... im sure u read this.. hmmm usually u will post bdays on ur blog.. sedih mine dont have... pls post one k... to make me happy.. whahahahahaha.... must tau... make sure nice long one.. hmmm demand aku ni..

well its juz a bday.. nvm lah.. no biggie.. juz a normal day afterall.. hehe~


Thursday, August 18, 2005

tomorrow is friday people..!wheee...

Tomorrow is Friday ppl.. hahaha.. ok im juz being lame... hehe~ hmmm wat happen these few days... let me recall back.. hmmm.....
tue didnt meet up with the slackers.. we postponed it to another day since most of them couldnt make it.. its ok.. some other time aite~ so i went home straight after work as usual.. eh no no... me go melencong to northpoint for awhile i think.. hmmm.. oh ya.. me went to buy rotiboy. whahahaha...
wed went to work.. haiz usual routine wat to do... hmmm chat as usual in msn. hehe~ chatted with fana.. she asked whether i wanna watch wedding crasher.. so ya.. but we had to delay it till 7.15 cos sakilah couldnt make it at 5.15. so yeah i gotta go home first n eat n shower n all.. hehe~
finally got to meet up with them.. its been mths for fana i think more than half a yr.. hahahha... hmm it feels good got to go out with them.. after watching the movie we went to ljs to have dinner. well i dont onli the 2 of them. oh ya. fana got n extra piece of chicken. hehe~ i ate the chocolate cream. i have to eat that piece of extra chicken.. fana bully me... hehe~
after that we went our separate ways to where else.. home sweet home.. hahahahha
hahaha.. oh ya.. something funny happened yesterday.. received a msg from sakilah at 12 in the morning.. It says: "Hi babe.. Happy 19th bdae! Wah so big alreadie.. Hehe.. Ok la wish u all the best in wateva u do.. Hav a blast bein'19 k.. Peace n out! Lotsa lov, sakilah"
I was like huh?!! but too tired to reply her msg. so juz went to sleep.. so on the way to work i msged her. "Thanks for the msg. but today is not my bday.. hahahaha"
She replied:"Oh kite nak kasi xiaowei la.. Hahahahaha. Sori2 wrond send.. malunye..."
I was like... xiaowei n farah.. so far away how can send wrongly.. hahahaha.. then i replied her.. make sure on my real bday she msg me.. heheh~
hmmm funny lah that gal... wont fail to make me laugh.. hahaha...

hmmm i think tats all for now.. tomorrow im goin off to malaysia for the weekends... hehe~

till next time.. later~ dont miss me aite~ xmuahzx hehe~


Monday, August 15, 2005

4 more days... wheee...

hihehohahu hehe~ nothing to do.. as usual am at work now.. hmmm.. 15-3= 12. its been 12 days since i last update.. whahahahaha... hmm actualli i wrong a super long entry on 6 of aug but there was an error so i didnt care to re-typed again.. hah~ waste of my effort to rethink to type out again... hehe~

hmmm nothing much happen lately i guess.. cant recall rite now.. or is it i juz wanna forget abt everything. hah~ hmmm i injured myself twice. one, i hit the bathroom door n got a cut on on my head second a "blind" nyonya riding a bicycle hit me while i was walking.. hmmm.. got some cuts n bruises.. stupid nyonya.. cant u see im juz rite infront of ya... cant u juz break.. haha..

hmm finally i've update my passport photo... hehe~ the person said that i need to change to a new passport in may next yr.. hehe~ fak kept laughing at me juz by looking at my previous passport pic.. hmmmp... hahahaha... even i myself laughed juz by looking at it... so chubby so round.. hehe~ glee

hmmm wat else... the slackers kept asking me wat i want for my bday.. it's like i have to plan where i wanna go myself... y not u guys plan it. heh~ hmmm

went out on sat with fak to bugis. we went to the new national library. it looks more like a shopping mall than a library. haha... hmmm felt a lil hungry.. ask him to go for lunch.. i suggested juz go to tong seng but he wanted to go to swensens instead.. so we headed to the swensens.. hehe~ i ordered hmm.. black pepper seafood pasta.. ok i know im allegrgic to seafood.. but so be it.. hahahaha.. while he ordered chilli fish pasta. n we ordered a deep fried mushroom if im not wrong.. yum yum.. hehehe~ we intended to order ice cream but he was full.. so cancel the idea.. then walked ard for awhile n then he sent me back home..

went back home ok it start to rash on my fingers n neck. ahahahah.. its all due to the seafood i ate... hehe~ no big..cant resist it.. my fault.. hehe~

ok on sun thought of goin to the fireworks. but didnt get the chance.. me n parents went to find me n sis a pair of green baju kurung to wear it for our cousin's wedding this sat.. it took so long for me to find a green baju kurung.. its all bcos of my cousin.. told us last min to wear green as the theme is green.. its either there were no more size or they dont have that colour... tooks hours to settle down with one green baju kurung found at joo chiat complex.. haiz.. luckily it was plain. haha... ask to lower down the price abit since the colour i wanted no more stock. hmmm...

now nothing to do.. back to the projy.. haiz.. i dunno how my project outcome will be like.. n i onli left with like 13 more days? hmmm but looking forward to the holiday!!!! wheee... cant wait... hehe~ n i miss school so very much.. hahahaha.... oh yeah this fri im off to malacca.. hehe~ on my bday... later~(",)


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

first time ever

hmmm nothing to do rite now.. chatting with lil miss leegerl rite now... feeling a lil sleepy. haha.. hmmm oh ya..

juz now in the morning ard 11, my tummy was growling.. luckily the guy beside me couldnt hear.. onli me myself n i.. hahaha.. if so not malu... khekehekhekhe... then i turn to him asked if he was hungry, ok for the first time he said no cos during the morning break he ate 3 kuih dadar. hahaha.. he said it was so nice.. the coconut n the sugar juz melt in the mouth.. hahahaha..

so he asked to me to go to eat.. but it still not 12 yet.. n we usually go for lunchie at 1.. so have to wait like 1 n half hour more b4 the clock strikes 1. whhaahha... hmmm so i was talking with leena at that period of time.. complainin to her that i was hungry.. so ya u need to hear me saying tat all to ya.. hehe~

so at 1 Gregory arrived to our place.. so lunchie time!! hehe~ headed up to the canteen. hmmm not much food left.. haiz.. i kept thinking whether to eat or not to eat.. then went up to one of the interns' gal then said i was hungry. she asked to eat.. so nothing to do.. i juz bought something to eat.. gregory said first time see me eat. heehehe... hmm the this wandy smiled at me n said take pic take pic.. first time eat.. hahahahaha.... i juz smiled at him..

then after lunchie back to workie. hahaha.. (ok firdaus u can laugh at me.. me trying hard to act cute rite..) hmmm didnt do much.. i juz delete some here and there... hehe~ continue chatting with leegerl... hehe~

hmmm then ard 4.20plus then my project supervisor came to me asking me abt the project. so then i told her that i couldnt do that small part left. then she go take a look at it.. then the person who is in charge of that ibm websphere thingy.. hmm richard, come n see too.. he said the interface ok nice.. hahaha.. i juz did anyhow also.. not even like professional enough.. the previous interface is much more nicer but he said need to use a white background n now it looks a lil plain... haiz heck..

then cj called to go home.. but wandy answered the call saying i was talking to my project supervisor. then he called again wandy told the same thing so he went back first n wandy waited for me. hehe~

then my project supervisor, penny, showed me an example on actualli how to on goin to do the thing.. so she asked me to work on it tomorrow.. haiz~ hmmm n tomorrow afternoon they goin to try the program on the live server to check if this time it works or not.. haiz~ i realli hope it works cos i know nuts abt it.. it works on the software server so hope it works on the live server *crossed fingers*

yeah yeah the attachment goin to end soon.. cant wait!!!!! when i end my attachment, fakhirin gonna end his bmt!! hehe~ double no triple celebration i guess.. hehehe~

i can laugh at cj n wandy on my last day of work there... ahahhaahhaha... cant wait cant wait!!!

oh ya yesterday i gave my supervisor to sign the leave application form. then he asked me im goin to take on the 8th n 19th so when m i goin to take the last day of leave?? hmmm i asked him if i dont take how.. he said it will be my loss.. hmmmm so when i should take.. haiz.. can i take on the last day... *evil grins* muahahahahaha

i dunno.. for now no plans yet to take for that very last day.. so good got leave.. hahahahaha... n i still have 3 days mc left.. if i could take all that so the good.. khekehehekhekehkeh

n ya i kept on reading on this blog.. i dunno y.. juz that i love reading it.. hahaha.. eventhough the blogger have wrote ages ago i still read back the past entries.. i dunno y.. hmmm juz interest me thats all i guess... i read that blog the whole day yesterday n didnt do any other things till wandy prompt me in msn say i kept reading blog the whole day.. shit! haiz~ i didnt look at the time.. haiz~

gonna watch charlie n the choco factory with sara on sat maybe.. its not confirmed yet but i will confirm it with sara by fri.. n i need to go to ica asap.. i still haven there yet.. hmm... but no one is avail to accompany me.. i dont want to go there alone.. hahaha moreover im not realli familiar goin there..its not like i dunno how to go.. but juz feel awkward goin there alone.. hahahaha

so anybody free on this sat morning?? msg me ya... (as if there will be ppl reading my blog)


Sunday, July 31, 2005

juz another update

sunday evening.. haiz so sleepy rite now.. im goin to jump off to bed rite after this i guess.. hmmm so juz a brief description abt this week..

monday work as usual.. bored. mon to fri work sucks. hahaa~ hmm on wed the IS server room doin some housekeeping. so we the intern IS students need to do the housekeeping for them. the manager so fussy n that stupid supervisor of mine didnt give us the right instruction. hmmm it took us the whole day doin the cleaning n even did OT for it!!! haiz.. hmmm thats the onli day in this month i did OT. hahahaha... lee wanted to meet up but im juz plain lazy to go out... hehe~ sori ya leena..

hmmm then thurs n fri didnt do much.. juz got to know that need to do some ammendments to that stupid program.. haiz.. n im stuck again.. hmmm nvm dont think abt it.. hehe~ sick n tired of staring at the stupid program when i dont understand a single thing. haiz~

hmmm on fri nite fakhirin got back home. hehe~ hmm on sat when out to meet him at orchard.. went to lido for dunno wat reason.. hmm then juz sit there watched the trailer n he suggested to watch a movie. so we decided to watch the truth abt love. the show quite nice.. he said that too. before the movie start, we went to wheelock place coffee bean. finally got my cheesecake. the triple decker. hehee.. n he bought dunno wat choco cake. hehe~ n oh ya my pure choco.. oohh.... hehe~

then after the movie we juz walked ard to somerset to douby ghaut. he was supposed to meet u with his frens for bbq. but then not much of his fren could make it. so he didnt go either. hehe~
hmm baleno got sale. all tops 7 bucks n bottoms 10.. hehe~ so grabbed a top. thought of taking another but theres no more of my size.. haiz too bad.. haha~

he sent me home after that.. (",) hmmm.. wont get to meet him next week again. cos of the camp thingy. he asked me to take off on next next mon. hmm~ maybe goin to take it since i got another 3 days left!! hehe~ gonna take on mon n another on 19 aug fri. hehe~ who wants to go work on ur bday rite... hehehe~ anyway need to take it cos im goin off to malacca on that week.. for my cousin wedding ceremony. n oh ya i still haven go to ica building to change my passport pic. ahaha.. hmm need to change the pic cos i realli look diff now.. the pic looks like this chubby lil boy.. whahahahaha.. boy..!!! hahaha.. :-p

hmmm tomorrow arrgh back to work again.. haiz so lazy to go.. but nvm im left with 5 more weeks.. n after that... wheee.!!! enjoy time!!! hehe~ cant wait cant wait...!! hehe~

hmmm damn i miss him already... arghh... haiz~


Sunday, July 24, 2005

boring weekends

feeling bored rite now. haiz.. dunno wat to do.. haiz~ hmmm haiz tomorrow will be working again. so damn bored with this routine.. hmm nvm its coming to an end soon. cant wait for it to end. looking forward to the holidays!! hahahaa.. gonna slack like crazy the whole month. i hope i can. whahahaha..

well update for the week. hmmm ya got new interns from nyp came to the company. finally i got a partner again after sometime sitting alone there. haha.. not that bored compared to sitting alone there.. had a fun time at times there. he's funny lah naming the ppl work there such as "abg hingus" cos this man every single day 24/7 will blow his nose. haha.. from the starting i work there till now his flu juz didnt get better.. then got this guy who keep burping.. haha.. i hate this man.. realli look like one apek man.. hah~

hmmm then work ok getting better i guess.. i hope so.. hah~ finally something work out for the things im doin.. after my project supervisor came by on fri and edit some of the codings the jsp file has no more errors. wheee~ haha.. left with one part of the search page i guess.. nothing to do i revamp the webpage. haha~ lucky she accepted it. haha.. its way much better than the current one they been using. whahaha.. eventhough its juz a simple one.. hehe~

hmmm yesterday went out with mum to bugis. treat her to raffles hosp banquet. then we went to arab street. was looking ard. she bought some tudungs. then we looked at the cloth selling there.. haiz all flowery flowery type.. all like so the makciks.. hahaha.. its pack in there.. hmm then went into this shop. saw lots of kain songket. ah i juz love it. and the price is quite ok. so grab a few for me, sis n mum. hah. i chose brown since its my fav colour. its nice~ n i never had a brown baju kurung before. so this yr will be brown for me n sis! hehe~ i chose for mum a light green. then find a plain one for dad. hah~ got the exact colour. hehe~ hmm the person said eyes r sharp can find the right matching colour. he showed a colour that is not similar.. but i got the rite one.. hehe~

hmmm then for today.. haiz stayed at home the whole daY.. only ate nasi lemak for breakfast. didnt eat lunch. hahaa.. lazy to eat lah.. haiz im such a lazy gal.. whahaha.. even eating... haiz..
hehe~ hmmm wat else to say..

cant wait to get to meet him next week. i hope i can. hehe~ hmm he said he will plan where to go on sat.. cos i got no more idea on where to go.. hehe~

ok im off now~


Sunday, July 17, 2005

wheeee!

now ripping songs to store it to the mp3. oh ya. actualli hirin didnt buy the mp3 for 285 its 185. whahaha.. imagine creative zen neeon from 329 to 185?! hahaha.. the salesperson key in the wrong amount. he's at fault. not us.. hahaha.. see lah dont want to let us bought it at 280 juz 5 dollars less n it turn out that he gave us till 100 bucks less.. image that.. hahaha.. whahahaha... 5gb creative zen neeon at 185... hahahaha.. hmmm

he bought me oasis cd. hehe.. hmmm didnt do much yesterday. juz walked ard here n there.. wont get to meet hirin next week cos he's goin to field camp. dunno wat to type. juz bored. ok bye.


Friday, July 15, 2005

5 days no work!!

hey.. hehehe.. hmmm took mc on wed. really felt weak. so went to the company's clinic. i wont go to that clinic ever again! it totally sucks. it looks more to a store room than a clinic! its realli disorganize!! n the queue is so damn long. there is no systematic way.. it took me like 2 hours juz to consult the doctor for like a few mins?! i would rather go to the polyclinic. if its not bcos of its free i think i wont go to that clinic. haiz.. its realli disorganize.. i think my dad's company storeroom is much more cleaner n organize than the clinic.. hah

on thurs went to meet up with fakhirin for awhile at somerset. got my shoes. then he said he feel like buying mp3. so we search the best mp3. saw creative zen neon at Best. it was 329. hmm his budget was 200plus. so i suggested to go sim lim. so we head to bugis. called leena to change venue n juz meet at bugis station. so we ask every single shop that sell zen neon. finally got this shop selling at 295. then try to bargain again got it at 285. so he bought it. front black back silver. nice one. sleek. hehe~ he said he bought it to let me use it. hahaha.. so good. i can use the mp3!!! hmmm

today went to school in the morning. there's interim presentation. it totally sucks big time!! the moment the lecturer enter the room he said y wear so formal? so u mean we dont have to wear formal? wat the... hmmm then the presentation they like ask so many qns till we couldnt find the ans. n emphasize that wat we are doin are not relevant n keep saying that u need the database database.. wat database... wat the... everything irrelevant then y still send us to the company with that kind of project title? so now whos fault is it??? ok enough of this thing. its over.

after the presentation we the slackers intend to hang out together. so jet went home first to change n go to novena then meet us up. we waited for beng. but beng asked us to go first as we didnt want to eat at sim. so me n leena headed to town first. make our first stop at far east. walked ard then felt a lil hungry so we decided to eat at sakura. after that leena got the mood to shop. she bought 2 tops in far east.. cost ard 34. hmm then beng called said she arrived already n suggested to meet at coffee bean. after meeting her she decided not to hang out there so we changed our venue to bk at wheelock. then jet n sis arrived not long after that. we slack for awhile. then went to zara where leena try out some clothes. she felt like buying all but one of the top is not worth the money. so ended up buying 4 out of 5. whoa.. which cost her like... hahahaha.. 57.. hehehe imagine how much that gal spend today.. hahaha... rich gal! jet bought a top too.

then we went walked ard orchard till we decided to sit at mc cafe. hmm slacked there till 9plus where we decided to go home. hehe~ well my shoulders are breaking apart. this is my first time feeling this way. for the past 2 yrs that ive been carrying this burden i dontt feel this bad.. it realli hurts. leena said im like turing to bones. lose a bit of weight. hmm i dont want to lose anymore weight. if not i'll go underweight. thats not my motive. 2 more kg and i'll be slightly underweight. haiz.. wats happening to me? hmmm.. wear all my clothes especially bottoms becoming more looser each day.. is it the bottoms expand or i grow thinner..? hmmm..

anyway totally had fun juz now after the sucky presentation. but still not fun without the sunshine gal.. hahaha.. zaida.. everybody was like asking to me y my face like kena crushed. even one of the lecturers asked me the same thing. haha. i juz replied im not feeling well. well thats true. haiz.. hmm

tomorrow gonna meet hirin at lavender i guess. hes gonna get his army things for the field camp next week. then we'll go to bugis. get something for my mum. cos i promised her i will get something for her juz to let her give me permission to go out. whahahah.. hehe~ oklah till here. tired of typing.


Thursday, July 07, 2005

cant wait for the weekends!!

hmmm ppl here think im weird(the other IA students here) cos I don’t eat during breakfast n lunch time.. is it so weird?? Haha.. hmm its jus a waste money if I were to buy anything from the canteen as the food here sux big time! Hahaha.. hmmm during break juz now I was laughing to myself. My fren asked wat m I laughing at. Juz replied nothing juz a lil crazy. Hahaha.. yes I think I am.. hehehe.. suddenly remembered some kind of things that are juz funny.. hahahaha… cant stop laughing n smiling to myself.. this reminds me of zaida. Ahahahaha.. she always smiles to herself… hahaha.. sakilah too.. laugh to herself… hahaha I miss those days where we spent time together juz talking n laughing non-stop.. heheheheheheh… haiz…

Oh ya on mon went to pick my mum at my grandparents place. Played with my cousin for awhile.. took her pics.. she love to take pics.. she know how to pose to take pics.. hahaha.. so funny look at her.. ask my mum to pose with her… so cute.. after that we made our move to go home. She wanna followed us back home.. hehe bt couldn’t lah. Later cry how.. hmm then got a call from dad saying that he will be home late need to OT. So me suggested to mum to walk ard the lame shopping mall.. where else northpoint lah.. whahahaha… hmmm walked ard then saw baleno was on sale.. quite a lot of ppl in the shop.. they having this sale where clothes sell from 8 dollars onwards. Hehe.. bought myself a grey pants.. with the zips on the 2 pockets infront. For juz 12 dollars.. hehehe.. saw a jeans but couldn’t find my size. So ok..

Then on Tuesday met my mum again after work at the lame shopping mall again.. hehehe.. she said wanna buy me a top. So ok.. then I went to baleno again hehehe.. then saw the jeans I wanted the day b4. went to try it on.. ok it fits juz that the waist too big. Can drop even not unbuckle it.. hahaha.. nvm can wear belt. Kkhekehe.. so get it at hmm $10. whahahaha.. me cheaposkate lah.. buy on cheapo stuffs.. if anybody knows where got cheapo stuffs, don’t forget to tell me ya… hehehehehe…

Went to meet the slackers yesterday at orchard.. discussing abt the interim report at the library. Zaida couldn’t make it.. hahaha.. she felt out cos we will be discussing abt interim when she doesn’t have to do it.. hahaha.. hmmm took some pics as usual.. heheh~
Anyway got things to tell zaida.. need to update her on some things. Hahaha….

Haiz for today boring.. boring at work… need to rush things out actually.. but im juz plain lazy to do things… hope can manage. Hahaha.. goin home straight after work I guess. Cant wait for Saturday!!! Hope get to meet fakhirin.. I gonna pick him up again at pasir ris. Hehehe.. maybe if this time his mum ask me to go up, I have to I guess.. juz hope that his dad will be at home so I wont have to go up.. wheee.. hehehehe… we gonna watch fantastic 4 no Saturday.. then I dunno wat else to do after that. Hehehe.. And oh ya. Cheked my bank a/c yesterday. Got my pathetic pay but couldn’t withdraw it need to wait another ½ day I guess. So it mean I can withdraw it by today… wheee… can pay my bill, buy the shoes, pay my mum back, hmm wat else.. I dunno.. maybe get another top I guess.. khekehkeekhehe… will put some pics up here soon. Juz got no time to put it here. Hehehe see ya.


Sunday, July 03, 2005

~sun noon~

panic panic panic... interim report n presentation due on 15july. n i know nuts abt anything. haven do a single thing. need to start rite away..!! ahaha

hmm yesterday got to meet fakhirin. picked him up at pasir ris mrt station. juz for him i went down to east. hehe~ dont realli like to go to east. dunno y. reached there ard 10plus near 11. he arrived a few mins later. he's in his uniform. looked so diff. haha.. tried not to walk close to him. hahaha... dont wanna say y... so headed to simei. he went to change first.

his mum kept on asking me to come up but i dont want. too shy lah. haha~ waited ard i dunno how long. hmm he came down later n said later walk must turn back if not he would get a scolding from his mum. i was like huh? then when we passed the carpark, his younger bro calling him "Ayin.. Ayin.." then followed by "kak farah" so i turned back saw the 3 of them the youngest bro, younger sis n his mum waving at me. hahaha.. so cute.. hahaha.. maybe next time i will go up. takkan 2 kali mak dia ajak tak nak naik kan.. hmm if i have the courage to go up then i will... hheheeheh

hmmm then we proceeded to the station took the train headed to bugis. then walked ard watched movie then proceed to town to have our late lunch at breeks. then after that walked ard till douby ghaut. took the train back home. he sent me back. when we reached khatib, got a call from his mum. his mum said she tried calling him but couldnt get thru. he put his phone n silent mode n no vibration. thats y he didnt get all those calls n msges.. reached home ard 9.50pm.

still haven get my pay yet.. hoping to get it soon. super broke now. haiz~ ok firdaus, i admit everytime i go out with fakhirin he's the one who pays for everything. satisfied? so thats y no cheapo places we go to eat. anyways he's the one who wanted to go too that ex places.. hahaha..


Thursday, June 16, 2005

movie week!

Nothing to do rite now. Am at work. Super duper is on leave from today till next fridday. So I can do whatever I want. I can take my time doing anything.. Whahahahaha =) hehe~

On Tuesday met up with cute zaida at causeway. Bought the tix while waiting for her to arrive. Walked ard causeway with marie. She treat me the 50cents ice cream. Haha.. hmm then cute zaida arrived. So walked ard again to kill time. Watch 6.40 show. We watched mr n mrs smith. The movie was cool.. oh ya zaida wore this flowery blouse.. hehe~ I kept laughing. She never wear that kind of vibrant colour till this semester. She say change taste of fashion.. hahaha.. she bought this polo shirt which is quite striking too.. everything vibrant colour. Hahaha.. went back home after the movie.

Yesterday work as usual.. so boring.. nothing much to do.. actually there is something to do. But juz heck.. hmmm lazy to do anything. Made a date with my cousins to watch movie but last min they couldn’t make it. So I asked ard who can watch with me. Asked sara she agreed to watch but have to wait for her since she end work at six. So waited for her. Marie accompanied me again. So nice of her.. walked ard again at causeway while she do some shopping.. 2 days straight causeway n watched movie.. im sick n tired of causeway now.. hahaha.. sara came ard 7. so we went straight to the cinema. Bought nachos. We watched batman begins. Cool nice show.. hehe~ fakhirin jealous I watched the show without him. Whahaha.. received a sms from zaida at 10.49pm. she said she’s at causeway point with her bro to watch the 11pm show. Hahaaha.. semangat.. so 2 days straight the both of us went to causeway juz to watch movie.. hahaha….

still haven got the chance to meet up with my sec school frens.. when u all free tell me k..


Monday, June 13, 2005

hmm nothing to do rite now. feel like typing something. so here i am.. hehe~ one month later i'll update again. haha.. hmm..

oh ya i lost my adidas watch. arrgh i dunno how can i lost it. it's been there all along.. i put there for almost like one yr. and nothing happened.. nobody took it away. until that "wonderful" "amazing" saturday it gone missing!! i know i did not misplaced it bcos i never took it n put somewhere else... so angry. eventhough its not like 100plus over but still its my fav brand watch n that watch has so much memories to me.. so precious.. haiz. :'(

met up with sara on last saturday.. went shopping with her.. hahaha.. we were like dunno where to go as both of us were the follower so couldnt decide on where to go. n we both dont like to think. hahaha.. thats the problem we juz couldnt decide on wat to do n where to go.. we juz walk where our feets bring us to.. its been a long time since we last go out together. if im not wrong the last time i went out with her was in yr 1. see how long was that. haha.. we juz couldnt find the right time until last sat. hehe~ i think that was the longest friendship. i knew her since kindergarten up till now still keep in touch. hehe~

hmm n i still haven got the chance to meet up with syafiqah. i think i last saw that gal on jan.. which was last semester.. and now still haven got the chance to catch up with each other.. realli miss this gal.. haha

now im free to go out.. no commitments for the moment except for that $#!@#^ attachment. hah. which end at 4.30pm every weekdays. so anyone wanna ask me out feel free to... hahahahah.... ya ya.. watever..


Saturday, May 14, 2005

large pizza for the serving 0f 2?!

sitting in front of my laptop nothing to do waiting for my cousin finish talking on the phone. whahaha.. hmmm boring. got nothing to do now. so ended up blogging here. went out thought the office open but it didnt. so headed to town after that. walked ard to find new tops but couldnt find anything.. hmm so sad..

headed to taka to dine in at breeks. but its quite pack so changed our mine. hmm had a fight juz now for awhile. i dunno y. i bt everythings fine after that.. so went to ps and dine in at pizza hut. ordered the splitza supreme regular. the gal precisely asked me whether i wanted the regular or large. i told her regular. she said ok. then we waited for our pizza for quite awhile. the rest of the food have been served except the pizza. awhile later, the gal came and say they ran out of the regular pan and they made a large splitza for us instead...!! i'm shocked.. thinking whether could we finish up the pizza?? onli the 2 of us???!! he asked whether must we add in the sum.. then the gal say dont need it will be charged as the regular splitza pricing. khekhekhe.. then we juz agreed to it.. its free ok.. who doesnt want rite.. hahaha.. then we juz tried our best finishing it up. n yeah we did it.. hahaha.. actualli he finished it up.. me no.. khekehkehe~ imagine a serving for 4-5 person eaten by 2 person.. so no more pizza for me for now.. sick of pizza rite now.. whahahahha hahahaha after that heavy lunch we walked to cityhall. exercise abit. whahahha.. hmmm then walk here there. then headed back home.

meet up with my cousins at northpoint. chit chat for awhile at mac then walked ard and headed back home.. hmmm i think thats abt it for now.. hahaha~ oklah ciao


Friday, May 13, 2005

am at home rite now.. didnt go to work juz now. took mc. hehe~ hmmm felt lazy to go to work too.. been sick for like 5 days and still haven been better. good to be home all day long during the weekdays. hahaa.. been doin the same old thing at work. sick n tired of doin it. but the ppl in QM Incoming Lab never failed to make my day.. I juz love goin there meeting the aunties n makcik. hehe~ they are the friendly ones. Not like the other dept... They never stop talking. There sure to be something to talk abt. hehehe~

My cousins stayed over at my place last sat and thought they goin home on sun. but they took their bags n followed us back home again. hehe~ its fun to be ard with them.. hehe~ they called juz now n said they will be coming over again tonight and stayover. hehe~ my place is their weekend house. i hope they will get into the school. they've been slack at home for the past few mths eversince they got back from france. so free. hahaa~

nothing to update now. i thought i go to sleep easily after eating the medicine. but its the opposite.. im wide awake rite now.. hmmmp...

nothing to update so see u


Saturday, April 30, 2005

work sucks!!!

the work sucks big time!!! i cant stand it.. as if im doin a man's job.. i dont see a lady go open up the cpu take out n put the hardisk, carry that heavy stupid and dirty hardisk.. making all ur clothes dirty bcos of that filthy cpu.. yucks.. dirtying up my clothes and my hands.. went back home with muscle ache on upper hands. then goin thru with all the troublesome reformatting that stupid computers.. need to do this for the rest of my attachment.
sucks it totally sucks..!!!

then that stupid supervisor expect me to remember EVERYTHING that he taught me in like a few days which is that must remember all the concepts and all.. im not a super brain maniac for goodness sake!!! then can even say its not all u can take down. u must remember n try out.. wat the... stupid.. then if ask something like angry like tat cos i didnt remember what he say.. hey wat do u expect.. he tell me so many things how can i remember.. then dont have any guidance gor me to browse at... wat the.. then the checklist all jumble up n down.. not in sequence. n expect me to edit it.. how to remember which one to do first.. stupid lah..

ok enough of work.. hmmm at home rite now. not goin out i guess.. not in the mood. hmm eh wait!! one more thing abt work.. hehe~
the food in the canteen juz sucks big time! the person juz plain dunno how to cook.. cook anyhow... ok i complain too much. im jz so fussy in eating.. the other IA students juz eat the same old thing every single day.. dont they feel bored looking n eating at the unsightly untasty food??? hahaha..
so yesterday we decided to order mcdonalds delivery. haha something different.. hehe~ for the first time i never complain abt the food.. if not everyday surely i say something abt the food. khekehkehe~

its goin to be a long weekend this week.. mon is a holiday. so no work!! yipiee!! then i took off on tue.. hehehe~ gonna make use of all those off days... hehehe~ hmm wed back to stress.. haiz...
cant wait for the pay. my phone totally can be use. i didnt pay the bill. whahaha.. hmm not goin to use it. my mum say dont pay. she say buy new line. haha~ hmmm next few mths then i will buy. for now prepaid for me. hehe~ so budget..

im so broke this month.. got a few bdays coming up. i still haven buy anything for syafiqah. her bday is on this coming mon. i dunno wat to buy for her.. been a long time since i last saw her.. the last time i think in jan??? whoa tat long?? she lah.. always bz... hhahahah.. now cant go out.. cos so damn broke.. hmm see how maybe meet for awhile..

tomorrow goin out i guess.. but still dont know wats the plan.. i hope can go out.. hehe~ mum not working anymore. staying at home. feels so good.. it feel sad everyday go home nobody. but not anymore. hehe~ i juz miss her being at home. clean up the house. iron up all ur clothes.. hehe~ no more worries.. she will iron my clothes from now on.. hehehe~ oh ya she's opening up a catering biz. so anybody wanna order a catering juz find me.. hehe~

nothing for now.. feel a lil hungry.. i wanna continue eat my nutella.. wheee~


Monday, April 04, 2005

arrghh i wanna scream out loud!!!

got a call in the morning at 9 when i was on my way to IAP briefing.. i have to go for an interview tomorrow at 10!!!! arrgh... this freaking me out!!! i dunno a single thing.. juz finish making my simple resume.. hahaha.. hmmm make a cheapo port folio.. gonna print the resume soon..

went to check out the place juz now.. its so freaking big.. im gonna lost tomorrow.. the place quite ulu but not so.. of cos its like eerie for goodness sake its a factory farah.. haiz.. ive got a phobia of factories i guess.. n now im attached to a factory??!! oh my.. hmmm wish me luck for the interview tomorrow...arrghh!!!

so back to the briefing.. got there the rain started pouring heavily.. got into the lecture no familiar faces.. then went to the library with leegerl cos couldnt remember who's our LO.. haha~ running back n forth in school and its raining heavily.. my jeans got wet.. haiz.. then asked zaida to call my alternate LO ask about the interview.. hahaha.. thanks ya. owe u one.. hehe~

after that headed to town to have lunch with him n watch spanglish. hmm the show ok lah.. not really tat nice.. cant wait for wedding date, a lot like love n guess who to come out.. hehe~


Sunday, April 03, 2005

boring

exams finally over... as usual didnt stduy for any of the papers.. hahaha.. so slack.. hehe~ can even go out during exam week n so slack during the study week.. kehkehekhek... hmm went to town after last paper yesterday with leegerl. from orchard to somerset to douby ghaut then to bugis. haha~ from 12.30 till 5 i guess.. bought myself a brown top.. hehe~ dunno y nowadays attracted to brown... leegerl was so sad yesterday cos didnt get anything for herself..

stayed at home the whole day today.. doin nothing.. miss doin nothing.. hhahaa.. and i feel sleepy now.. haha.. even doin nothing feel so sleepy.. there's onli one week break. then my attachment start.. ive got some company name Baxter Healthcare.. with somekind of project title
Installation And Configuration Of PC/ Machine, Troubleshooting Of Production Floor Machinery. With the WINDOW 2000 OS KNOWLEDGE / NETWORKING / TCP / IP I dont like by the sound of it.. Maybe somekind of engineering stuffs.. And the worse thing is i dont like engineering and IT.. haha.. But still in this course.. hahaha.. oh ya the pay is 500bucks. and im working from 8.00am-4.30pm. Starting from next monday.. haiz.. so fast..

Need to go to school tomorrow.. There's briefing at 10am. Hmmm after tat maybe gonna watch a movie.. Not confirm yet.. heh~ I hope theres someone that got to the same company as i am.. haiz~

hmmm want to catch up with my sec sch frens.. but fana is bz working nowadays.. syafiqah gonna start working next fri. then for sakilah surely she will be working at her "childcare centre" khekehkehe.. hmmm maybe we'll juz meet and go somewhere somehow..

ok till then.. feel so sleepy now.. hehe~


Wednesday, March 16, 2005

sentosa trip!!!

free entrance compliment to zaida
free delifrance tahitti pizza compliment to zaida
free carlsberg skytower compliment to zaida
free merlion entrance compliment to zaida

so i paid nothing the whole day except for the last drink onli a for few cents plus cleo mag..
hahahaha.. yesterday's trip sentosa was fun.. at first i felt so boring... nothing to do juz sit there... trying to entertain myself.. haiz.. after we start walking ard the island, the day is becoming more better.. went to the skytower.. got a free trip.. cost 10bucks per person.. then we went to merlion entrance cost 8 buckss.. save money with our tour guide wif us.. hehehe took lots of pic.. took the monorail. i completed the whole one round of the monorail.. haha.. yesterday was the last day.. after tat left me, leena n zaida. we went to watch the musical fountain.. so fun.. cute.. hahahaha.. can view the pics at http://fawwah.multiply.com

my dad gave me 26bucks spent ard 6bucks.. goin to keep it.. money running low.. keep spending.. dunno on wat i spend.. hah~

exams coming soon.. haven start studying.. need to study.. dunno a single thing.. got 4 papers.. haven finish AT project.. can say haven even started on it.. hah the deadline end of this week..
goin to finish it.. hope can make it.. then voila.. finish waiting for the exams and end of semester..

woke up at 8.. body aching.. weird dream.. dunno y i dream abt tat.. quite funny though.. haha how can i dream abt tat... hmmmm..


Thursday, March 10, 2005

there's 2 test tomorrow.. SA n EVP.. haven learn anything..
y must we take another evp test.. he's juz so bias.. we onli did the basic thing and still dont believe we do it.. and still ask y never ask from others help.. weird lah that wong lecturer.. haiz..

confused rite now.. dunno wat im thinking.. been watching tv from juz now.. and having lots of thinking abt something.. parents acting weird.. especially dad.. hinting something.. hmm...
feel like crying.. dunno y.


Tuesday, February 22, 2005

self praised zaida.. zaida cute konon.. leena also dont wanna lose?? u also cute ah?? hahaha been bz lately.. (ya rite bz.. mcm betul je) haha.. juz got back from skool.. so many assignments to do lately..
on chinese new year week didnt do much. went to my grandparents place coz my granmum wasnt feeling well. her condition got worse so we send her to hospital. she suffered from heart attack. need to bypass. the operation was successful. but till now she's still in hospital.. almost everyday would go to hospital to visit her.. body aching dunno why.. till now my body aching..

oh ya ive got back all my common test test paper and i passed all except for visual basics..amazingly i passed my automation.. didnt know anything for that module..haha.. the project i juz do anyhow.. my handphone simulator will be the cheapest of all.. hahaha.. i sux in engineering n programming but still stuck in this course. hehe~

juz got back from school.. quite tired.. need some rest.. gonna sleep for awhile. cant sleep too much later the whole day sleepy will suffer from headache.. not enough sleep headache. too much sleep headache.. must haf the rite amout of sleep.. so weird me.. heh~

our group gonna present next week for pqs. onli one group presented juz now cos they were the onli group tat has finished.. the lecturer commented on their report.. but in nicely way.. they did the implementation part which they dont need to do.. then they not satisfied with the lecturer argued back with this guy shouted at the lecturer.. no manners.. the lecturer wasnt that far that u should shout.. the lecturer's face changed after that incident.. he was offended.. poor mr smurf.. how does the guy feel if someone to shout at him when he talked nicely to the person...

oh ya another incident after evp lesson yesterday. the lecturer was in a rush cos the lecturer for next class was waiting outside. he juz grabbed the toshiba bag that was on the table n juz left.. tat bag was one of the student's actually. so the guy had to chase after him to get his bag back.. so funny.. the moral of the story is dont bring toshiba bag to school. hahaha..


Monday, February 07, 2005

nothing to do

mcm2 pulak si fahirin ni.. dah bagus tu org update.. ni nak ckp byk pulak.. mana ada action hp baru... =) hehe~ update je lah ur blog tu..alasan je semua tu.. boleh tag org takkan tak boleh update kejap je kan kat school.. :-p

went to meet up wif fana,aidila, sakilah n her niece at starbucks on last thurs.. we sat there and talked from 5plus till hmmm 6plus i guess. then walked back home since fana asked us to walk along with her. so we juz continued walking instead of taking the bus.

at home rite now watching Gila gila pengatin movie which is on suria rite now.. PM lesson so boring... had to listen to the lecturer talked.. most of us did our own things.. haha~ i was surfing thru pizzahut's website.. showed to leena and she asked me to go to pizzahut with her juz now.. maybe next time ya leena.. (",) Had DM common test juz now.. the whole class copied. hahaha.. dont even know a single thing except for qn 1.. hahaha~ and i dont know wat im copying also.. hehe~

haven got back any of the papers.. im sure to fail every subjects.. prepared for it already.. hee~ still not sure whether want to go to school tomorrow or not.. there's onli 8-10am lesson.. PQS, a boring lesson watch the "smurf" teaching.. hahaha...

ya went to town juz now after school. i dunno why me n leena ended up in town.. we juz took bus 77 without even thinking.. so juz eat eat n eat.. after much of eating we headed back home as both of us not in the mood to shop and too tired to walk around.

oh ya ive cut my hair.. yeah cut not trimmed.. heh~ i realli need a haircut. leena's first reaction "y did u cut ur hair???? ur hair so nice u cut away.." i realli need one, my hair keep falling off.. and im bored with same style everytime need to tie up my hair. haiz.. now my head feel lighter.. khekehekhe...

saw aziana on the way back.. its weird that we juz live one block away but seldom bump onto each other.. hehe~ talked for awhile with her on the way home..

still thinking wat to do tomorrow n chinese new year.. hmmm...





Monday, January 31, 2005

updated

ok ok im updating... since ppl been asking me to update so decided to update this thingy.. (ckp org je fahirin ni.. padahal dia pun sama.. tak update update dah berapa lama dah... haiz~)

went to school juz now.. lesson as per normal eventhough its common test week.. %^$#%#ICT.. handed in the PM assignment.. got the feeling that there's not right abt our assignment... but heck. its over. as long as we handed in the project its good enough..

evp class was cancelled.. the lecturer didnt inform us earlier that the class was cancelled. so headed to canteen 1 for breakfast. hehe~ leena say want to save money but ended up we ate something.. after tat went for DM lecture.. we tried our best to negotiate with the lecturer to postpone our test.. n so we succeeded.. hehe~ maths test is postpone to next mon. so we got a lil extra time to study.. i still dunno a single thing about maths.. haha.. hmm gonna try to get some formulae soon..

after tat went for SA class. as usual we didnt pay attention during lesson time.. juz doin our own stuffs.. tomorrow gonna be the evp test.. still haven start studying yet.. juz do watever things i can manage to remember..

oh ya finally i've got a new phone..!! hehe~ n6230.. need to change coz there's some problem with the previous phone. so all the stuffs in my phone were gone.. haiz.. nvm its not realli that important anyway to me anymore.. i've not the same phone as fahirin. hehehe~ onli the casing is the different.. mine is blue. my fav.. hehe~ so now can take more pics.. khekhekhe~

didnt get to go out with my sec sch frens last week.. cos need to do finish up my PM assignment. and syafiqah couldnt make it too.. but ive got to meet her on fri after doin our project. meet up with her @ tamp int.. i felt so out of place there.. couldnt stand it.. feel like ppl look at u like some kind.. n theres alot of ppl there.. especially u know who.. luckily i dont haf to wait for her long.. a few mins later she arrived n we made our way to lavender since she wanna buy a pair of slippers there. went back home after tat after walking around for awhile.. her new haircut realli nice.. realli suits her..

well thats abt it.. maybe i'll do some reading about evp now.. i hope i will.. hehe~


Sunday, January 23, 2005

hi hellow hehe~

wed was leena aka leegerl's bday.. so we decided to celebrate her bday @ KAP's mac. zaida's idea of course to surprise her.. but too bad she couldnt make it but the plan was still on.. all thanks to jet.. she paid for everything.. hehe~ i asked whether wanna split for the cake's money she said nvm.. she treat us prosperity meal n bengawan solo's choc cake.. so nice~ hehe~ too bad zaida n beng couldnt join us.. leena have promised to treat us a movie.. elektra.. cant wait for it.. hehehe~ oh ya we got the np's freebies.. the freebies got nothing to do with np.. so cool.. there's alot of vouchers.. hehehe~

hmm on thurs went to school as usual.. me n leena went to sim to have our lunch there. zaida went to meet faezah. leena treat me.. hehee.. zaida not there again to have the free meal.. hahaha.. went to meet with him @ bedok after school.. he was late as usual.. no actualli i was too early.. khekhekhe.. waited till i fell asleep.. hehe~ went to airport then walked for awhile took the bus till marine parade. then at 9 we headed back to tamp n i went back home..

fri was hari raya haji. as usual we will go to my grandparents place @ sembawang.. ate alot.. so nice~ yummy.. hehehe.. hmm then the sheesha session.. tat was my first to try tat.. so funny.. we laughed alot... me n my sis stopped after kena sound by my mum.. "makin menjadi jadi eh..." hehe~

then yesterday went to sentosa with him.. got a free admission thanks to faezah.. hahaha... walked aimlessly there. accompanied him to have lunch at bk which cost a lil ex from normal bk. told him y didnt say tat his hungry so we could eat b4 entering sentosa.. he said didnt feel hungry at first. but nvm ah his money after all.. hahaha... hmm walked around sentosa. thought of have a ride @ the carlsberg skytower but changed our mind a said some other time.. a ride cost 10bucks each person.. and its like onli a few mins.. why does every places of interest in spore cost so much?? hmm then we ate at sapirno's pizza.. quite ok the pizza.. more better than canadian pizza but still cant beat pizza hut.. hehe~ speaking of that i feel like eating pizza hut.. hmmm..

so 3days in a row i got free meals.. hahaa.. so nice.. thanks ya for treating me..

tomorrow gonna meet my sec school frens.. its been a long time since i last meet them.. gonna watch movie with them.. we had to reschedule our sentosa outing again bcos of syafiqah who is now like 24/7 bz. heh~

this study break should spend on studying n finish up my project but im like gonna spend it as a term break.. hehehe... haven start on my project management assignment yet.. zaida... when we gonna start?? haha.. i dont know a single thing about this module..

oh ya.. yesterday on my way to douby ghaut.. when i was boarding the train. the nyonya dropped one of her slip ons shoes on to the railway track.. so funny.. hahaha... then she boarded the train with only one shoes on.. the other bare foot.. actualli she could juz go down to the passenger service n inform abt the shoes n they can pick it up. but heck she gonna buy another shoes instead.. hehe.. the whole journey she wore onli one side..


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

im rich im rich

woke up so early today when my class starts at 2 till 5 today. i can continue to sleep. but no.. this eyes juz cant close back and go to sleep. so end up going online n update this thing.
yesterday was my dad's birthday. we went out to eat. treat us dinner. ate too much felt so bloated. hehe... he gave me 100bucks. hehehe..
2 weeks ago went to royal on scotts hotel. my dad's company held dinner there. went together wif my cousins all. the food was great. hehe.. hmm took some pics here n there. hehe~ my cousins stayed over at my house tat nite. had so much fun. oh ya.. we got 300dollars cash during the lucky draw. so we divided the money and got 50 each. hehehe.. so total now got 150bucks in my hand.. khekehkehekhe.. anybody wanna go shopping?? thinking of buying a converse shoes since i haven use the 10dollars voucher. hehe~
my polymates wanna catch movie tomorrow after school. now i think i can go since i got the money. eh ya i still haven take my school money this week. so in total i haf 200 if i haf collect it. khekehkehe..



Saturday, December 04, 2004

been quite sometime since i last update.. since i got nothing to do i shall update this thingy.. hmm.. yeah my cousins from france juz came back this morning. went to fetch them at the airport... miss them soo much.. more than 2yrs since last saw them real in person. usualli we onli view thru webcam. they realli changed alot.. talk in french to each other dunno wat they r saying.. maybe gonna ask them teach me french. heh~ so jealous.. they can speak fluent french.. hmmmp.
sch goin to start soon. soon as in this coming monday.. i got 8am class again.. 3 days in a week 8am class. haiz..
25nov- went to raya with the ex-northlanders.. took some pics. if u would like to see juz go to http://fawwah.multiply.com
i'll update later. cant think of anything to write.




Sunday, November 07, 2004

weird

hmm i dunno y.. suddenly she apologised to me if she had offended me in any ways.. hmm weird.. after for so long, now then u realised it?? actualli haf forgotten abt tat, but since u brought tat subject back, i kind of think of wat actualli had happened n kind of a lil angry when think back.. couldnt believe u did tat to me.. juz bcos of someone came into ur life, u juz leave me alone like tat.. hmm but nvm.. juz forget abt it.. it had past..


Saturday, November 06, 2004

weekend

hmmm.. nothing much to update.. went out wif my sec school gal frens on last saturday. went to break fast together at bugis. then we went to geylang for awhile.. walked around there and decided to slack at spore post. tats the onli place in geylang tats not crowded.. we took some pics not a care of ppl looking at us. hehe...

went to skool on tue n wed for this mindmapping competition. first day boring juz help out to set up the place.. not much to do.. went back home after tat. wed was the actual thing. turned out quite ok. took some pics there. the sec sch ppl looked at us one kind as we were like making the place as our home taking pics here n there. hehe~

went out wif leena yesterday. she treat me starbucks hehe~ saying tat long time didnt treat me one so insisted on paying it.. my drink got some extra choc on it eventhough the actual one dont haf leena was jealous.. the guy gave me extra toppings when hers dont haf..


well for today juz stayed at home as usual.. didnt do much. hmm everytime stay at home sure haf to help to cook.. maybe i'll juz stay at home again tomorrow.. need to clean my room. still some part i haven finish cleaning.. hehehe..





Monday, October 25, 2004

haiz

updating again eventhough ive got nothing to say.. so freaking bored staying at home.. doin nothing.. haiz.. hmm cooked for today's break fast. wat did i cook?? oh juz a simple meal.. nasi lemak. hehe.. hahaha...
hmm didnt go out juz now.. got a phone call from dunno who. said tat i did a survey b4 about some campus saving thingy. yes i remembered i did a survey on tat but forgotten wats the purpose of the survey. then she made an appointment with me tomorrow. hmm should i juz go or not.. well maybe juz go and hear wat she gonna say abt it..
i dunno how m i goin to spend this holiday.. juz rot at home?? hehe.. maybe tats wat i gonna do.. hmm im still yet to clean my room.. kehkehekhe.. soon yeah soon.. b4 raya my room will be spick n span.. khekhekhe



holidays seems so boring

hehe~ long time never update.. its not tat im busy, juz tat im lazy to update this thingy.. since ive got nothing to do now, i juz write up some things here.. hmmm the holidays seems so boring.. i didnt know wat to do since got so much free time.. hahaha
hmmm on wed i stayed at home.. juz did nothing.. slack slack n more slack.. did the same thing on thurs too. hehe~ hmm on fri went to meet him at raffles. walked till cityhall. then went back home b4 break fast. got a scolding by mum coz went back home a lil late than wat i told her.
then on saturday went to my grandparents' place at sembawang. break fast there. met wif my cousins. been a while like months since i last saw them. they staying at brunei cos their father is working over there.. but i miss most my cousins tat is in france rite now.. its been like more than 2 years they since i last saw them.. they are coming back this december.. cant wait to see them.. hehe.. realli envy them.. they learn so many languages over there.. from french, german n even spanish.. they know how to speak all these languages... gonna ask them to teach me when they get back later.. heh~
gonna stay at home maybe if my cousin doesnt call me to go out with them.. they thougt of goin out today since they r not schooling bcos of some kind promotion day. till then~



Thursday, October 14, 2004

changed layout

changed the layout yesterday. but i still love the previous one.. hehe~ gonna change again if i haf the time.. a better one.. maybe after the exams.. zaida kata dah malas nak tulis blog lagi.. skali buat blog baru pulak.. hehe~
supposed to meet them to study but didnt go, onli went to oop revision.. he went thru the same thing again juz now onli a lil extra thingy. i hope it will be the same as wat he went thru..(cross fingers) will onli focus on it to study later. thought of staying back after the revision to study pcs but we the slackers went back home after photocopying some db past yr papers. thanks faezah for the paper.. zaida kau jgn lupa photocopy lagi..
yes i got to meet him yesterday n also today. met him juz now in the noon. went to bugis then headed to cityhall.. dunno y we always will end up at cityhall.. but wat the heck its not tat much ppl on weekdays.. thanks for sending me till clementi. (",) ok next time i'll meet u somewhere in the east to help u save money(eventhough i dont like to go there)..
well gonna sleep soon. i hope i'll wake up early tomorrow to look thru my notes.. i hope i will.. fri is my paper n im still procrastinating as usual.. more slacking this semester eventhough its more difficult than past semester.. dunno y.. its not the problem with waking up early.. i dont haf that problem. juz tat cant force myself to study.. haiz. i hope i realli realli hope i can get something on my head by tomorrow.. hope can pass my exams.. hope a miracle will happen again(even i dont think its not gonna happen)..
~mcm kena force tulis ni entry gitu tapi takpa juz for u hehe~



Tuesday, October 12, 2004

nothing

went to skool yesterday to pass some notes to nana n zaid. after tat we went to town.. helping zaid not to spend much of her money on transport so we decided to walk till town but our mission didnt accomplished.. we onli managed to walk up from np till holland. hehe~ we took like one and half hour to get there and decided to take the bus. we took the wrong bus n we got down at lau pa sat n continued walking to esplanade then to suntec then to shaw then back to cityhall to get to town.. tell me abt it.. so many walking after like 3 days staying at home.. very tiring.. heh~
leena went back home after eating at shaw bk. me n zaida went to town n met her cuz there. we walked ard town. saw irwan aka hairie at far east yesterday.. he was alone.. hehe~ zaida was like so excited saw him n suggested to look at him till he disappeared.. khekehkeh.. n so we did.. (ajar yang bukan2 je kau eh zaida). went back home around 7plus.
oh ya saw this guy who wore this adidas shirt who looks cool from the back. so our dear zaida asked to follow tat guy to look if he looks cute or not n so we did... crossed the road. then we saw his side view. instantly zaida said "uhh ok not cute come lets cross back".. so like a group of crazy ppl we crossed back the road since it was still green man.. wah zaida u realli teach bad the younger ones huh.. hehe~
maybe goin to study today.. maybe try call sakilah if she wanna go study later.. i mean realli study.. hehehe there's oop revision tomorrow in the afternoon, planned to go n study wif leena. hope to cover oop n maybe pcs.
~planned to meet him later in the evening hope i get to see him(crossed fingers).



Saturday, October 09, 2004

so bored

haiz exams are coming soon.. but still as usual haven realli study yet.. juz glance thru my notes abit here n there well not exactly.. i juz stare at it n the notes stare back at me.. heh~ hmm.. not goin out AGAIN this weekend. haiz.. wat a boring life. hmm goin to study wif zaid n nana (hehe) this mon. hope we realli goin to study.. haf to study. yeah our paper start this coming fri. no more break in between the days.. straight in 5 days all the paper.. dunno wat exactly to study. haiz.. how how how.. heh~
hmm i hope i can go out tomorrow..
heh~ i managed to clear the bar thing.. it wont bother my blog anymore...



Saturday, October 02, 2004

saturday

went back home during pcs tutorial.. couldnt take it the pain anymore. so juz walked out the class. didnt go for the lab. the reason y i went to school yesterday. took the cab home tat cost me 12bucks. haiz now im poor by 12 bucks. heh~ still yet to pay my bill. anybody wanna pay for me?? mum n sis were at home. mum cooked noodle soup for me. then in the evening my sis bake some choc chip cookies n raisin cookies. yummy.. hehe.. i didnt help anything. she did it by herself. juz help her in finishing up those cookies. khekehkehe.. hmmm not goin out this weekend again i guess. nobody asks me out.. :-( so sad.. haiz..


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

hehe

ok ok i will update now.. hehe.. missing in action.. haha.. at last all assignments finish.. now i can dont bring the heavy laptop to skool everyday.. too heavy.. hmm onli left wif sab project.. lucky the lecturer extended the deadline till next mon.. if not i dont think we can finish it up. so we gonna make full use of the time to finish it up over the weekend. hehe~
went to bugis wif leena on last sat after the walkthru test. she bought herself the blue adidas jersey. argh i want it. hmm but nvm let her bought it.. she told me she wont wear it until i got one.. hahaha.. hmm n i got myself one today.. hehe~ so leena u can wear it already.
got jap test next week.. dunno how gonna study on tat.. need to memorise all the characters.. haiz..
ok byez



Monday, August 30, 2004

free

its not bz not no time tat i didnt update. juz lazy to update cos i couldnt find anything to write. heh~ hmm 19082004. a memorable day heh~ thanks for all the wishes n presents ya. i realli appreciate it.
went to wild wild wet yesterday. had a lot of fun. hehe.. and yeah i didnt spend a signle cent. all for free. hehe sakilah's bro treat us.. not much ride in wild wild wet. i like the ular-lah the most. heh~ the most nuisane ride was the sky rider. u juz haf to cycle ard. no fun at all. we didnt try tat one. the slide up was quite ok. but most of them complained back pain after riding it.. im turning brown.. exposed to the sun without using any sunblock. having sunburn. every each one of our face turned red. sakilah's one looked like wearing a blusher but like dunno how to wear. hehe. a few days time my skin will be peeling off. haiz. all our fault, didnt even bother to wear sunblock.
went to changi village to eat after tat. took the cab. the driver made a conversation to us.
Taxi Driver:"melayu kah cina?"
Us:"melayu."
Taxi driver:"lu semua nampak mcm cina."
Sakilah:"nenek cina"
Taxi driver:"takdalah nenek melayu datuk cina.."(as if he knows everything)
Sakilah:"tak. nenek cina. "
Taxi Driver:"Lu mahu kahwin cina?"
Sakilah:"Gua tak mahu kahwin cina. Gua mahu kahwin sama mat salleh!" (we were all laughing with her ans) hehe




Saturday, August 07, 2004

the notebook so touching~

hehe.. ive got nothing to do..actualli there is.. but i lazy to do.. khekehkhe hmmm cant believe i stayed at home the whole of last week except for wednesday..hahaha.. first time on saturday i actualli stayed at home..hahaha.. not me.. its so so not me..got a haircut. well not much diff. onli tat its one length at the back n forwarding at the front..the person asked me whether i wanna a drink or not. i said no thanks. asked me a few times. but i still dont want. im quite full actualli. then he said nvm juz give u. haiz tat guy ah..i looked ard, the other ppl never got any drinks.. why ah? why so special.. hehe
i made make a fool of myself talking during the jap speaking test..made alot of mistakes.. the instructions made me a lil confuse..ahahahah..hmmm.. ok ive got back to my normal weight. yeah back to 45kg. khekehkeh if not i nearly reach to 50kg.. hahaha.. so the heavy.. eat alot these days. ok stop talking rubbish. b4 starting of this sem i told myself to study. dont slack too much. dont waste much time. but.. mission impossible. hahaha.. i slack much more this semester.. and i dunno why..hmmm.. when are u goin to change farah?? hahahasurely i will step to town once in a week. n i dunno y. crazy rite. oklah im talking rubbish. heh~
ive got my pay.. i thought they bank into my a/c but they gave me a cheque. haiz not so muchy leena no cpf cut n i haf?? strange.. nearly 200 they cut for cpf.. oh ya make for zaida ondeh2actualli not onli for zaida, leena too but too bad she didnt come. so didnt get to taste it.dont worry leena, i'll make u next time.. anyone one?? hahaha
hmm went to suntec after collecting. even got the money, we act as if we dont haf money to buy anything.. haha thought of saving the money.. i hope i can.. heh~
got nf test juz now.. 80 mcq in one hour??!! hmmm all those qns were like somekind of words that didnt exist b4 in my life.. didnt study for the paper. so typical me.. slack too much. so ended up i juz crossed out anyhow for the answers.. didnt bother to read either.. heh~
went to window shopping juz now.. then we headed to cine to see if there the notebook. yes there was..so we decided to catch it. the movie so damn nice.. very the touching.. aww.. feel like watching it again.. anybody wanna watch wif me?? hehehe




Sunday, July 25, 2004

wat happened

zaida... ok ok im updating.. so dont tell everyone abt the whip n cold water ok?? i hope u will not tease me again next week.. heh~
ok heres wat happen thru out the week. on mon sch start at 8 till 4.. wat a long day..when to eat at canteen 3 during break time. hmm i took zaida's hp from one of her bag's pocket, without her knowing it.. i act as if like nothing happened.. showed her some kind of different direction so she didnt feel anything. zaida n leena thought i was pointing to someone. heh~ good trick huh.. they kept asking "what? what?" then zaida didnt look on where she's walking.. kept looking at the side, wanna know wat actualli i was pointing..i kept saying nothing.. heh~ then suddenly she accidentally knocked onto someone.. a cute guy actualli.. khekhekhe.. whoa.. lucky the guy juz smiled.. the guy also dont want to move away he saw that actualli zaida was rite infront of him. he can walked at the other side but insisted on walking straight.. wat onli. but nvm, he's cute.. kehkehekhe
hmm then on tue, after skool accompanied the laughing warrior to comp lab to reformat her..whoa it took ages.. we were in the comp lab for like 4 hours.. can u imagine tat..hmm them proceeded to far east after tat to eat then leena went back home cause had to fetchher lil cuz.. me n zaida continued walking to find sakilah's bday present..haiz.. i dunno wat to buy. couldnt find the rite thing to buy.. at last saw this conversetshirt. hmm quite ok. even its not like whoa, but its nice. so bought it. thanks to zaida.if she didnt ask me to go in, maybe till now i dunno wat to buy for sakilah. heh~ ya n thanks for wrapping the present too.. its nice.. next time ask u to wrap ah.. khekhekheok
then wed went to town again!! hmm this time with leena, its her turn to buy for her fren birthday present.. ok then went to meet sakilah at lucky plaza. her birthday. so decided to meet up wif her. ate there. then walk ard for awhile. went to heeren.then got this guy. looked at me.. then suddenly he approached me.. starting to talk to me..shake hands.im still a lil blur. he said he's from toni n guy. having a washing n blow session for free. on that day. hmm asked how long will it take.. 2hours. i've got no time.so i didnt take it.. hmm but then he said my hair good for the washing n blow session..haha.. not to soft.. he said ok nvm. and offer a free cutting. its on fri 2pm. but i got class..so he asked for my number so can sms to see the schedule. then on thurs nite he msged me asked whether im free on fri for the session. its at 2pm. ive got class up till 5. so i asked him whether theres any other day. he said on wed. so im goin on wed. maybe goin wif either syafiqah or sakilah..
in the morning juz now got a wake up call from sakilah. asked whether i could come for her birthday celebration or not. she said its a family thingy. hmm then i juz agreed. thought she asked a few of the other frens but ended up onli me n filzah.. after filzah told me, little did i realise tat sakilah usualli onli invite her closest fren. then im one of them. heh~ now feel kinda bloated after all those food.. maybe im gonna diet. haha. as if.. hmmm got a few hw. but juz too lazy to do it..






Sunday, July 18, 2004

nice weekend

stayed at home the whole day today. been goin home late 2days straight. so i cant possibly go out again today rite.. juz like zaida, haf to jaga my father's hati too.. khekehkhe.. so wat did i do the whole day.. hmm.. watch tv, read book, do a lil tiny winy of sab. haha.. i think tats abt it..

on fri after skool went to town wif leena. yeah onli the 2 of us as usual.. waste our time there juz to go to baybeats in the evening. we took the bus to go to esplanade. we did alight at the rite stop. but we went one whole round juz to get to esplanade.. zaida, this was the reason why were we late.. hehe.. we alighted at marina square. but the place was different.. the other side of marina square where we never been to. so went to the other side crossed the road to suntec. and guess wat, we went back to marina square n back to the same place where we alighted.. made a fool of ourselves. we reached at esplanade ard 8.45pm. heh~ met zaida and her braders there. everytime bumped onto her, she surely seh. "Eh still here? haven go home yet? wat time already.. go home go home!" menghalau nampak.. hehe.. stayed up there till 11plus. reached home ard 12.15.

the next day went to esplanade again. actualli i cant stayed up late. but i dunno y, i stayed there till 10plus. hehe.. got a lecture from my father coz went out didnt tell him. lucky a short one. juz kept quiet didnt say anything so he wont continue his talking.. hahaha.. hmm tats y i couldnt go out today.. recieved a call early in the morning ard 3plus. anonymous call. i dunno who was that. i was sleeping at that moment. juz ans the call. then say if i was a fren of somebody. then i answered back yes. who r u? till now i dunno who that person was.. maybe later i'll find out who tat caller was..

i thought i was an invisible. but ppl do still noticed me. hehe.. got some hi and hello at esplanade.. some juz waved.. hmm someone shouted my name in yishun mrt station. i thought i heard wrongly. juz turned ard n see. the first turned couldnt see anybody familiar. then the second look i saw one familiar face. hmm quite surprised he know tat im exist. haha.. its firdaus from my IS modules.. waved at him n walked off..




Wednesday, July 14, 2004

new cair..!!!

i dunno wat to write actualli. ppl keep asking me to update so i update.. hehehe.. maybe gonna revamp this site. but cant find the time to change it or should i say im juz too lazy to change it.. khekhekeh... wat a damn super lazy me.. been goin to town practically every week.. in a week twice or thrice.. crazy rite.. khekhekhe.. i dunno wat i did in town.. hmmm... maybe juz too "free" tat can haf the time too walk the whole town..
skool as usual.. so boring.. oh ya got this good looking guy to oogle at..looks kinda cool too.. khekhekhe.. the one zaida said he looks like her fren.. so we decided to call him Hairie.. maybe he's in first yr. the same department as us. hope to bump onto him more frequently.. khekehkehkhe... but haven got the chance to see him this week.. hope to see him again.. hahaha

leena, u still haven got to see the cool guy we talked abt.. wat a miss.. onli got to see him once.. next time saw him we show u.. more better than u monday cair.. :-P

my classmate said i went to see bomoh during the holidays..use charm tat guys look at me..call me.. hahaha.. yeah rite... as if.. where got.. u ppl r so bad..

sakilah's bday is coming i still dunno wat to buy for her.. i dunno wat she likes.. ya i still owe beng n zaida a bday present.. hhehehe.. zaida... wat u want huh??? a mineral water is tat alrite?? kehkehkeh..



Sunday, June 27, 2004

dont be jealous ppl..

hmm today was the last day of work. skool start tomorrow.. wat a day.. class start at 8 in the morning.. haiz.. everyday start at 8 except for fri 11.. nvm nvm.. i hop i can wash my eyes.. khekehkehkeh..

yesterday i went to watch the spider-man premiere.. dont be jealous k ppl.. ive got two free tix.. khekehkeh.. went to watch wif syafiqah.. the movie was great.. so many ppl.. the place was packed.. we almost went in to the wrong theatre.. lucky the person saw my tix n told us where.. haha.. got some freebies.. then my nature call at the wrong timing.. i realli need to go to the toilet but juz controlled myself. hahha.. didnt want to miss any part of the movie.. so straight away after the movie end i was the first few ppl who went out.. i ran to the toilet.. khekhekhekke.. maybe the theatre was so damn cold made me wanna go... ahahaha..

catch the last train back home. then asked my father to pick me up at mrt station.. haha.
cant wait to get my pay.. got so many things to buy.. wat a long list.. i hope i get the pay by the 5th.. haiz..



Friday, June 18, 2004

shopping ~

two days off from work. stayed at home the whole day yesterday. my fren couldnt make it to go out yesterday so we decided to go out juz now. went out ard 1.30. i thought i was the one who was late, but as usual she's the one. haha. saw her n we laughed together. didnt expect to wear the same tshirt. realli same thsirt n colour.. khekhekhe.. ppl look at us one kind. as if we planned to wear the same thing. that remind me of one similar incident tat happened a yr ago. i wore the same tshirt as my fren not onli tat, there was this one guy wore the same one too. we sat together side by side. I laughed. He looked at himself n then looked at us. hahaha.. ppl thought tat we were wearing of some kind of uniform or something. then to make it worse he was my fren's fren.. hahaha.. those were the old days..

continue the story. we headed to tao payoh to collect the tix. the bus kept goin round n round making us dizzy. if onli we knew we should have alighted the previous bus stop so we wont ghet much dizzy in the bus. heh~ then we went to bishan to get the gift for my fren. after walking ard for awhile we went to causewaypoint to get another gift. damn im so broke n still need to buy so many things.. after getting all those things. went to op n saw this slippers. 20% off. quite nice. so i grabbed it. actualli my fren was the one who wants it. but she changed her mind n asked me to buy it instead. moreover i dont haf much slippers. onli haf one. heh~ how pathetic. then she got herself a bodyshop perfume. so now i left wif 20bucks. hehe.. cant use it till i got my pay. haiz. haiz.. so long till my pay gonna arrive... to be exact i think 17 more days till my pay.. haiz.. nvm gonna ask money from my mum.. khekehekhekhe..



Sunday, June 13, 2004

"nice" fragrance

let me summarize wat happened this week. on mon accompanied my mum to sembawang shopping centre. met my sec sch classmate. i didnt notice her.. she's the one who said hi to me.. i was like who is the this person?? do i know her..?? hehe.. little did i realise shes my ex-classmate. she really look totally different. its been a year since i last met her.. now she's working full time as sales associate. hope can keep in touch..

then when goin back to yishun in the bus saw my sis's fren.. he still could recognised me n my mum.. amazing.. its been like 4 yrs since he last came to our place.. during their sec sch life, 2 of my sis's frens usually came over to our place to hangout. its like a routine.. almost everyday they would come over.. miss those times.. he told my sis i became more pretty each day.. hahahaha.. yeah yeah.. thanks for the compliment anyway..

this week realli testing my sense of smelling.. on tue on the way to work in the train this indian man was holding the hand grip. whoa the smell so strong.. i couldnt stand it. hmmm i went a lil to the back. juz to stay away from him. then on wed on the way back home got the "nice" smell of feet.. hmmm again juz haf to bear wif it.. then on saturday this customer came to buy a pair of shoes, u could smell his body odour even u are like 10 feets away from him.. making the whole of the boutique smell of him.. couldnt stand him.. and another juz now in the train again.. apparently every smell incident was in the train.. this man took of his sandals, give this "good" odour.. haiz.. wat a week wif all those smelling..

customer: do u know where is tie shop?
me : (thai shop or necktie?)
manager : tie shop? (showing a tie sign)
customer: ya.
manager : Isetan juz walk straight.
customer: setan??
me,colleague:(controlling not to laugh)
manager: (shocked)
customer: where else other than there?
cashier: taka level 4.
me,colleague,manager:(thinking taka level 4 is POSB where got sell tie)
customer: thanks (walked away)
we all burst out laughing..
the cashier thought a Thai restaurant. hahahahaha




Monday, June 07, 2004

hmmm haf not been updating regularly... juz freaking lazy to update. yeah now i dont log in much at nite. heh~ so wat i've been up to this few weeks. 2 weeks ago, i stayed at home the whole week except for sunday. went out wif syafiqah n firra. we went to town cos syafiqah wanted to buy her sandals. she forever wif her sandals. hahaha.. then we went to beach rd to buy her bro's cap. after tat got a call from her net fren to meet up. so i suggested to meet at cthall. off we went there. met up for awhile. then we went ard to shop. i bought myself a giodarno tshirt. at last i owned one. hehe. hmm then her fren msged say wanna go to esplanade. we juz agreed to it cos dont wanna go home early tat time. we sat there till 9plus i guess. then we made our way home after tat. then on last mon i went for job interview wif ain. long time since i last met her. but still we can click. hehe. a few hours later the person called me n i got the job. but ain didnt. cos she didnt write immediately. i think if she haf put tat surely she'll got too.. haiz. then the next day i start working. whoa. so fast huh. hehe. hmm as usual sales wat do u expect. the job still the same.. hmmm..
hmmm now i cant use my pitas. i wont ever update tat anymore. i'll juz stick to this one. this someone flooded my tagboard till im embarrased to use it anymore. haiz.. today maybe goin out wif my sis... hope she can treat me. hehehe

ya forgot to add something here.. the other day when i was on my way back home crossing the road from yishun mrt to interchange got this guy or should i say man looked at me one kind.. then when he passed me say hi to me???!! hmmm weird.. then looked back at me.. wat onli.. then the other day goin to work at my void deck this grp of guys say hi kak??!! hmmm dunno wats wrong ah.. this ppl trying to be so friendly suddenly?? heh~



Friday, May 28, 2004

errm got the results juz now in the morning. well i did passed all of the modules but a juz passed.. hmm well i juz need to study next sem onwards.. well i hope so i can do it.. hehehe.. hmm but i dont understand y got a d for es1.. hmm maybe bcos of my eoyr paper.. i flunk maybe.. hehe~ well its over.. i can enjoy a lil more during this holiday.. juz tat i dont haf the money to enjoy.. hahahaha...


Wednesday, May 26, 2004

hmmm.. its a failure again searching for work today.. went to bugis to find work. oh my, took the bus to there.. tat was my first time taking a bus to bugis.. haiz.. this was my first time eva fren who is so damn particular abt the concession. ok to emphasize my classmate not fren. hahaha.. ya so damn particular.. i never come across in my life a person like tat.. tat was my first time ever.. hahaha.. lucky none of my frens are like tat.. if not.. i dunno wat to say..
ya there is a job, like a charity thingy.. but i dont wanna do tat.. from some experiences i will never ever do tat again.. its juz like an outdoor sales.. heh~ i hope none of my frens wont get the chance to read this.. hahaha.. kutuking ppl.. very bad u know.. khekehkehe.. haiz.. i think i lose hope in getting a job.. nvm ah.. if cant get any jobs juz haf to stay at home for another few weeks.. hmm the results gonna be out this thurs i think. arrgh im scaredi cant make it.. haiz.. i shouldnt regret coz im the one who wants it this way.. who ask me dont wanna study.. its me myself n i.. haiz.. nvm.. i'll juz haf to keep quiet then..



Tuesday, May 18, 2004

its been a long time since i last updated this blog.. my wat did i do?? hmmm nothing.. hahaha.. hmm juz lazy to update this blog even to change the layout.. hmmm soon yeah maybe soon i'll change it.. hmmm such a boring life.. i didnt do much except for.. slacking slacking n much more slacking.. hahaha... yeah tats wat i usually do.. khekhekhe.. hmmm im realli broke.. yeah so damn broke.. hahaha.. need the money bebeh.. where to find? i kind even find a job.. hahaha.. making me lazy to find one.. well during the exam period, i juz did anyhow, didnt care much like tat.. heckcare for the moment.. but i feel i gonna repeat some of the modules.. haiz.. nvm juz wait for the results..
hmmm cant think of wat to write actualli. i write also no use.. nobody gonna read.. khekehkhe..



Sunday, April 18, 2004

hmmm nothing much to update on.. weeks passed by so fast, indicating tat exams are coming soon.. still haf not prepare any single thing yet... still in the dreamland of mine... hmmm should go thru back all the topics b4 the common test.. forgotten mostly or should i say all..
rushed back home after skool juz now.. to get some food.. haha.. i was so famished.. a good thing tat mum cooked super delicious meal.. one of my fav.. been staying home quite often lately.. n one of my classmate thought ive been studying at home.. oh please.. come on... when did i ever study.. hhaha..im the last min person.. didnt even bother to look thru.. every time i open my book, my eyes start to close n i keep yawning.. hehe..
now my eyes are wideawake.. cant sleep.. too much off sleeping in the afternoon i guess.. hmmm.. not doin anything.. juz wasting my time here... chatting wif my frens.. tats all..



Thursday, April 08, 2004

hmmm.. well well well... its been a while since i last updated... hmmm here i am again bloggin... not much happened other than funny incident... hahah... wont elaborate much on those... hmmm i dunno wats up wif my house.. hehe.. hmmm suppose to do my presentation.. oh i haven memorize.. i see the paper it looks like too long.. maybe on the day itself, i'll tend to forget wat to say n lost words... n maybe 5mins like an hour to me....


Wednesday, March 17, 2004

got nothing tO do so i decided to update this thingy.. hmmm.. class started at 8 to 5 juz now.. the whole day in skool.. reached skool quite early n i dunno y.. hehe.. ate a lil too much today.. feel kinda bloated after all those food.. didnt realli feel tat sleepy during class today n i dunno y.. felt kinda hyper today.. too much laughter n all those stupid jokes.. arrrgh.. hehehe.. im thinking on wat topic should i talk abt during the ocom presentation.. should tell the lecturer wat topic im ogin to talk abt on this sat.. still haf no idea.. maybe will talk abt ethnic in spore or festivals.. which one is better?? hmmmm... not onli tat, we have to know the target audience n also the purpose of the speech.. wat the... haiz.. i dunno... hmmmm i'll ask some help later....


Monday, March 15, 2004

well i've got all the papers.. as expected.. i failed 2 out of 5.. hahaha.. i deserve it.. didnt even bother to study.. hmmm.. argh now im struggling trying to do my java... well actualli no.. khkehkehekhe.. haf java assignment waiting for me.. onli 10 days.. or should i say 9 more days to deadline.. wat the.. give so much thing to do in so limited time.. haiz... well i guess i'll juz try to complete it.. hmm.. been goin out lately till my pocket got a hole.. yeah im realli totally broke... now i regret buying so much things at a go... n i dont even haf any money left... im so spendthrift nowadays.. ouh wats happening... hmmm better start saving money... ya went out wif my fren on saturday... had alot of fun eventhough onli the 2 of us.. hmmm doesnt make a diff.. making stupid or should i say silly mistakes.. hahaha.. my fren keep looking at her wrist thought she was wearing a watch.. but she didnt wear a watch.. tats the funny part.. made tat mistake twince.. n the guy infront of us laughed at us.. hahaha.. i think he was a malay n understand wat we were talking.. haha..


Thursday, March 04, 2004

should be studying now actualli. i've got 2 more papers to go.. haiz.. most my frens finished their common test.. but mine? will end on saturday. hmmm.. 3 papers done. as usual, juz fill in the blanks wif wat came into my head.. should have studied but juz me who lazy to do tat.. realli dont care... maybe later juz look thru at the case study once again n flip thru the thick heavy book.. wat a waste buying tat book. i dont use it at all.. hmm.. this sat, goin to watch movie wif my sis n my cuz. yeah its confirmed plan.. gonna watch at town. cant wait for this common test to be over.. i gonna flunk in all the tests.. i realli dont bother to look thru.. watch tv n wasting time instead of studying... sleep early while others burn the midnight oil to cramp all those stuffs.. haha.. ouh ya i even got the time to shop ard n wandering ard ppl's sch.. hehehe..


Monday, February 23, 2004

yeah its been 16 days since i last update. It's not tat i didnt go online or bz, juz tat i dont feel like blogging. hehe. hmmm study break period again.. i still haven revise anything.. not paying attention in class, been skipping lesson frequently, not doin tutorial assignment. ouh no wats happening to me?? im realli slack this semester.. i hope i will buck up soon.. yeah i've got 5 papers this common test.. i cant blame on goin out coz i dont go out tat frequent. been staying home lately.. been a good gal staying at home.. khekhekheke yeah rite.. hahaha..
hmmm i will soon study i guess.. tats wat i've been saying since last saturday, but till now i still haqven open my books or even look thru my notes.. yeah so typical of me.. i know i realise tat i've not much frens. everytime i wanna go out surely they will be bz doin something except for me.. i feel like my life is realli a boring life... ouh.. haiz.. wat should i do??? hmmm.. from the way i listen to others talk abt their life make me feel tat i realli realli haf such a boring life. or should i say im a boring person... yeah im realli a boring person.. i said this to a few of my frens, they tried to make me feel good, join some activities so i dont feel lonely n try to make such tat im not realli a boring person.. haha.. maybe tats onli wat i felt abt myself.. ouh i dont understand y i tend to be quiet to the person im not realli close with.. y cant i be like the others who can get along well even with someohne they juz get to know?? am i juz too shy to start a conversation or i juz cant be bothered?? maybe by nature im born to be quiet n shy in others eyes. n maybe i juz cant be bothered to make the first move... yeah tats it.. hmm i'll update some other time..



Thursday, February 05, 2004

whoa... its been quite a while since i last update... well much tosay actualli.. as u know i haf no class on thurs. so here i m.. juz wasting my time... hmmm yesterday went back a lil late, accompany my fren to wait for her fren. well i got nothing to do even if i left early, tats y decided to stay awhile.. in the feeder service bus on the way back home, i felt as if i was in the roaches world.. can u believe it, there were roaches all over the place.. its not one or two, its like everywhere... tat they can call this is a clean n green city?? well i dont think so... haiz.. wat will happen if we ourselves dont take care our own city??


Monday, January 26, 2004

nothing much happen... juz tat i've got rid of tat blogspot ad at last.. khekhekhekhe... hmmm.. i've got nothing to say actualli.. Are you in love with love..? hmm a good qn... well my fren gave this article to me abt this.. It stated tat we r attracted to ppl n things bcos they make us feel good or turn us on... being attracted to someone doesnt mean u love tat person. sometimes its juz infatuation or puppy love.. well i haf to agree on it.. its kinda true.. How can we know love is genuine? Can we be fooled thinking we r "in love" when we arent? hmm a good qn... its the matter of one.. u cant fall the trick when ppl say i love u juz like tat.. they haf to say it with all their heart.. when u learn how to love a person the way the person is giving ur all ..u reach a stage where u understand otherz needs..

True love means knowing the pther person well n there is juz no substitute for time... Its the matter how well u know ur loved ones.. it takes time to understand who they realli r.. All of us can put on a mask n pretend to be something we r not, but not over the long haul..
Well in my opinion the most important thing for a relationship to last is the matter of understanding n responsibility.. how will ur relationship to last if u dont understand ur partner? hmm.. maybe tats y till now im single.. khekhekhe.. i still cant find the rite one tat realli understand abt me.. hahaha.. well actualli i dont give a damn to find one.. tats the y.. n ya who wants me.. i aint got that beautiful n aint got the looks.. haiz. but im grateful still i am normal.. (",)



Wednesday, January 21, 2004

well well well... hmmm... how should i start this entry...?? ok.. went to skool juz now as usual.. my laptop need to be reformat again... arrgh... wats wrong wif this laptop man... damn... nvm.. i'll do it one day... haiz.. juz haf to bear wif it.. haiz.. hmmm one of my classmate skip the es1 lecture.. whoa.. everybody like finding for her... khkehekhekhe... quite good doin her mission impossoble.. disappear coming out of the library.. hahahaaha... yeah she lazy to go for tat lecture coz surely we will not pay attention n juz waste our time there.. might as well we absent for class.. haha.. but me gd gal.. attend class... khekehkehkeh.. as if... i went for the lecture but ended up not paying attention.. hmm but can still do the tutorial.. hahaha wat a miracle... but not all i can do.. hehe..
well went to town juz now wif my classmate... she did the most talking.. as usual.. tats y ppl think im so the quiet.. but actualli no.. juz tat i cant click wif them... i dunno y.. its a natural thing.. hmm well.. maybe im goin out wif my fren tomorrow.. cancel one date got another one.. khekhekhe.. quite fast huh.. hehe... yeah on sat nite one of my net fren suddenly wants to chat wif me.. whoa.. long time never say hi to me also.. dunno y.. then on sun chatted again wif me for awhile, asking me if i wanna hang out wif him n his frens or not... whoa a miracle.. i dunno y.. juz replied back n see its ok wif me to hang out sometimes.. its a mirace seh he chatted wif me.. a lil bit curious y... for quite sometime he never talk to me.. n suddenly say hi.. well wat the heck.. i dont care... hehe
i hope i can make use of this hols carefully... how i wish i can go out wif somebody everyday.. haiz.. dream on..



Sunday, January 18, 2004

well well well... yeah... didnt update for a week.. hehe.. hmmm.. let me summarise wat happen.. errm on tue went out wif my sis after skool. we went to queensway.. search for tat converse shoes, but to dissapointment no more size.. well the heck. then we took bus 61 cos 14 so damn long to wait n we headed to bugis unexpectedly.. walk ard for awhile then ate d'crepes. whoa.. nice.. i took quite sometime to finish mine.. hehe.. aha..

on sat i got class.. well it's disastrous.. for ocom especially.. haiz.. when it was my turned, my mind tottaly blank.. i dunno y.. i've tot wat to say.. but it juz cant come out of my mouth.. it's totally blank.. arrgh.. i made a fool of myself.. luckily at the end i know how to summarize it up.. phew for tat.. then went to westmall. got my converse shoes.. yipeee.. hehehe.. well didnt get the colour i want but wat the heck. i got wat i want... hehehe.. then went back home. wanted to go to ps. then nobody will accompany me.. then at last went there alone. met wif my cuz there.. had great time.. onli tat i felt a lil lonely.. hehe. then headed back home n reach ard 12 plus.. whoa. long time never get back home tat late... hehe.. n today here i am.. didnt go out.. well got many things to say.. but cant rite now.. maybe next time.. ciao.



Monday, January 12, 2004


yikes... went to skool as usual.. im lost in space during the psp2 lesson.. that modules sux big time..!! yeah.. didt pay attention during class.. i wonder how m i goin to survive for tat module... haiz... better buck up.. urggh.. y m i stuck in this IT course..???!! hmmm.. well something happened unexpectedly.. bump into tat freako guy.. aiks..!! cant help it.. should have taken the previous elevator.. shucks.. should haf followed tat guy in the elevator.. he asked us to go in as well.. there's still space for the both of us.. but we didnt.. regretted it... arrgh.. hmmm... learn by mistake.. hehehe..

i wonder y... do i realli look like chinese?? i dont think so.. then y ppl keep talking to me in chinese??? i look myself in the mirror.. to me i look like a normal malay gal.. wat makes them think im chinese?? im not tat fair looking after all... hmmm.. everytime i buy something, surely they will tell me the price in mandarin.. my fren always laugh at me.. hehe.. i dont give a damn... i've get used to it.. matbe it's better to be not recognised.. hehehe..



Sunday, January 11, 2004

well im too lazy to change the template or anything.. too lazy to do anything.. got some hw to do.. need to get it done soon.. well i guess later... nothing much happen.. still living in this same boring life... arrgh y am i stuck in this course... regret in choosing it.. haiz... i'll juz haf to bear wif it.. hope i can manage to scape thru.. dont usualli go online nowadays.. juz trying to stay away from the notebook.. i haf to bring this notebook almost every single day.. wat the.... went to skool juz now for IS module.. it turned out to be ok... better than expected... next week will be the real thing.. i hope i can pass these modules.. most of my frens chose netball for their snw. n i dunno y.. since young i dont like netball n i dunno y.. never join any class comp in netball.. its better to join the sports tat u dont know how to play rather than joining the things tat u r good in.. u can gain experience from it.. its not my problem anyway... i haf no choice but to join adv. i hope its gonna be good.. i tot of goin out after skool juz now, but then feel kinda tired n went home straight.. on the way home smsed my fren.. urged her to join the volunteer thing.. hope she will.. i dont understand y must they arge over such a small thing.. well its not my problem i know tat for sure.. but its been goin for quite some time.. it looks like never goin to end... i hope they will settle this matter.. feel sori for her.. someone scolded her when she doesnt even know wat goin on actualli.. u cant interfere juz like tat.. i know im a nobody.. but i do observe ppl... they may look nice in the outside but turns out to be a totally diff person in the onside..


Saturday, January 03, 2004

To be happy
with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a
little. To be happy with a woman you must understand her a
lot and love her with all your heart...
hmmm welll i guess this is true.. i asked my fren wat does she thinks abt this phrase. n replied its true for the woman n super true for the man.. khekhekhe.. yeah i agree on it.. hmmm well its been quite sometime since i last update this blog.. yeah dont haf the mood to write anything.. aha.. went out to order a cake for my sis bday. went wif my cuz. then headed to town. cant find anything i wanted to buy. yeah at last found the muse cd n i've reserved for it. in semb shopping centre theres the stock.. i'll get it by tomorrow.. cant wait to get it..!! khekhekhe.. everywhere i go they its out of stock.. making me a lil bit mad.. haha.. hmm so tomorrow i guess im gonna go out alone.. maybe.. yeah maybe.. its been quite sometime since i last go out by myself. but maybe i'll ask my fren along.. coz it saturday, ppl will think im mad to walk ard alone... i dont mind doin tat on a weekdays but pls not on weekends... hehe.. arrgh so much things happening ard me... i still dont understand y ppl take their frens for granted???!! they will juz leave their frens juz like tat n get back to them onli if they r needed.. well is tat the way to treat ur frens? i dont think so.. if u r realli a true fren, u wont contact her when the skool's gonna open soon n juz wanna go to skool together.. tats y i give such reason tat im gonna use mrt concession n will not take the bus to skool eventhough i can sacrifice a few dollars juz for a fren.. i will don anything tat i could juz to be wif my fren. but im sori i wont do such thing no more for the ppl who treat me badly.. well maybe i guess.. i lil soft-hearted.. see hows the situation is.. haiz...



Sunday, December 21, 2003

the best successes come after disappointments~


yeah..yesterday went to the airport... send my lil cuzzie of... her father goin back to brunei to work.. as usual.. hmmm did nothing yesterday... juz wasting my time as usual... then went back to watch pernikahan dini... cant miss tat indo tv series... hehe.. yeah like the song... hmmm didnt do much today either.. juz stayed at home.. watching tv... slack slack n more slack... damn... wat's happening to me... haiz... yeah juz replied back the email.. i hope i can get this job.. realli realli hope tat.. at leat i got the experience in mentoring by doin this.. heh~ hmm off she goes..



Saturday, December 20, 2003

deadly demented~
yeah juz came back... well went out wif my mum n dad.. got a new hp..!!! whahaha.. actualli it's my dad's.. he doesnt want it.. so i use it.. khekehkhe... yeah after meeting my grandma's my dad decided to eat at 24hours coffeeshop.. the semb 24hours coffeeshop has lotsa ppl there.. n mostly men.. so we decided to go to yishun's.. yeah my old neighbourhood estate.. tat's where i grew up in... yeah then met my mum's old time fren.. if it's my mum's fren, her children must be my childhood frens too. khekhkhe.. whoa.. grew up to be a pretty lady a cute guy.. hehehehe... yeah.. i didnt know the guy is one yr older than me.. i thought he's same age as me... hahaha... yeah then we exchange our nos.. n the guy said can take 2 nos?? hahaha... her sis say he's always like want to take kesempatan.. hahaha... after chatting for awhile. they went home.. n we dig in to our food.. yeah not bad... quite nice... hahaha.. well felt great got new hp.. hahahaha.. wohoooo!!! k see ya..



Wednesday, December 17, 2003

deadly demented~
yeah yesterday morning went to gym wif my 2 cuz.. hehehe... then we headed back to my house... spend time online wif my aunt the one in france... chatted then i sent them back.. whoa.. me alone.. hahaha.. wake up wif muscle ache... hahaha.. after those exercise.. it'sbeen quite some time since i last exercise... well maybe goin out today... hmmm dunno watelse to say...



Monday, December 15, 2003

well... hmmmm feel lonely... haha.. my cousin from malacca went back yesterday.. we had so much fun together... the whole week i spent with my cousins.. haha.. well we went shopping.. walk ard town.. bugis.. on tue me n my mum went to my cousin's house. tat's when she asked me along to go to town wif her frens. hmm the four of us, me, my 2 cuz in her bf went out to town n bugis.. she lost her wallet. whoa! 80bucks!! haven even got wat she looking for n she lost her money.. well i felt pity bought her a pair of jeans.. hehe.. then top up her ez link card for her.. hmmm well we had great time together. on thurs went out myself to deposit some money in the bank. tat's the day my cousin from malacca stayed at our place.. then on fri went out again.. my cousin wanted to find a pair jeans for herself. got abit of problem coz it's difficult to find her size.. at last found one at metro woodlands. it's 39 buck. Lee. it's on sale.. whoa.. she's so happy.. keep on smiling after got wat she wants.. hahaha.. tat night 2 of them stayed overnight atmy place.. we chat online. took some silly pics of ourselves. haha... as usual gals became crazy if they meet up each other.. hahaha... then on sat i got my digi cam.. at last. bought the cheapest one. dont care. as long as i got one. realli need one coz on the day itself goin to the phoenix hotel. my dad's company organised a d&d but can bring along children. well it's quite fun.. hehe.. had so much fun there. i went wif my cuz.. haha.. took some pics.. but the bad thing was tat i had a fever on the day itself.. but juz dont care. had so much fun.. hahaha.. hmmm tat's abt it. i felt lonely after all my cousins went back home.. haha..



Monday, December 08, 2003

well juz signed up this one... i can write wateva i feel like writing.. whahahaha..



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