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Monday, February 23, 2004
yeah its been 16 days since i last update. It's not tat i didnt go online or bz, juz tat i dont feel like blogging. hehe. hmmm study break period again.. i still haven revise anything.. not paying attention in class, been skipping lesson frequently, not doin tutorial assignment. ouh no wats happening to me?? im realli slack this semester.. i hope i will buck up soon.. yeah i've got 5 papers this common test.. i cant blame on goin out coz i dont go out tat frequent. been staying home lately.. been a good gal staying at home.. khekhekheke yeah rite.. hahaha..
hmmm i will soon study i guess.. tats wat i've been saying since last saturday, but till now i still haqven open my books or even look thru my notes.. yeah so typical of me.. i know i realise tat i've not much frens. everytime i wanna go out surely they will be bz doin something except for me.. i feel like my life is realli a boring life... ouh.. haiz.. wat should i do??? hmmm.. from the way i listen to others talk abt their life make me feel tat i realli realli haf such a boring life. or should i say im a boring person... yeah im realli a boring person.. i said this to a few of my frens, they tried to make me feel good, join some activities so i dont feel lonely n try to make such tat im not realli a boring person.. haha.. maybe tats onli wat i felt abt myself.. ouh i dont understand y i tend to be quiet to the person im not realli close with.. y cant i be like the others who can get along well even with someohne they juz get to know?? am i juz too shy to start a conversation or i juz cant be bothered?? maybe by nature im born to be quiet n shy in others eyes. n maybe i juz cant be bothered to make the first move... yeah tats it.. hmm i'll update some other time..
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